|Kitty's POV|

"Fuck" breathing in and out as my hands are on Cassian's chest, his fingers gripping my hips as I thrust up and down on him. Leaning forward, Cassian has one of my breasts in his mouth "Fuck!" Stilling inside of him as I clench my walls cumming around his cock, I thought sex with Devlon was great but Cassian puts that sex to shame.

Cassian moans as he thrusted his hips up spilling his seed into me. Getting off of Cassian, laying down next to him laughing he looks my way "I...I..."

"Better than with Devlon?" He asks, I nod my head out of breath and sweating "So, it's been what? Months and you haven't once wanted to meet my High Lord? Why?"

"My mother ordered me away from him" I say looking at him "that it isn't time, that if we meet now one of his enemies will kill my children" Cassian stares at me "my mother is a seer"

"A seer?" He repeats, I nod my head "so she saw you two meeting?"

Nodding my head "She said one day me and High Lord Rhysand will meet but the day isn't now, I trust my mom—before you ask I do get visions of the future but their when I sleep, sometimes I remember and sometimes I don't" looking at him "I truly mean no offense to your friend, but if my mother says we can't meet now then we can't meet"

He nods his head "We've all just been wondering why your so dead set on avoiding him—so what is your family like?"

"Shit" cursing as I think about them "I totally forgot about them" he raises his eyebrow and I snort on a laugh "sorry" waving my hand "it's just been soooo good not worrying about whether or not my daughter gets married or her brothers fucking some whores and may end up with children or not...it's a big relief"

"You'll be back right?" He asks

Nodding my head "Of course, besides I want more of this mind blowing sex—now, tell me about these High Lords"

|Time Skip|

"You want I come with?" I ask Cassian as I'm about to open up a portal to the world my family is in when Cassian is beside me. I've been gone for months now and I need to get back.

"My High Lord" he says "wishes for me or one of his members of his court to meet with your family and we're curious and I'm really curious and" I stare at him "you don't sense them do you?"

Shaking my head no "Sense who?" I'm not like fae, I can't smell people's scents. Hearing? Yes. Smelling? No. So who is he talking about?

"The babies" I stare at him, I then think about it and listen closely and I hear two fast little heartbeats inside of me and my eyes widen.

"Holy..." after years and unprotected sex with Devlon many months ago, I thought I've been barren. I mean I stopped having periods after Selaena and...seven fucking hells "I'm pregnant"

"I want to be apart of their lives" looking at Cassian as he looks at me with begging eyes "I'll do whatever to prove it, just...please"

"My late husband" I say "the day my son Taelon was born he loved him, but then he fell for my cousin" I didn't tell him this because it's painful for me to tell "he wanted children with her than with me, my youngest Aeron who I love with all my heart was not birthed by me but by my cousin. If I allow you into my children's lives Cassian I want you to promise me, make a vow that you will be in their lives and not be like my deceased husband" tears well in my eyes "promise me that you won't break their hearts like Harwin did with my son when he asked why his father didn't love him like his uncle or grandfather did"

Cassian wipes my tears away cupping my face "I promise Kitty, I want to be there for these babies. I'll say this right now, yes I am a manwhore as mortals call it but when it comes to family I won't turn my back on them. I promise to love these babies because I already do, when I smelt them and heard their heartbeats I was shocked then overjoyed—I'm not like this Harwin. I take the vow of family seriously because you only get one family, that's the family you are blessed with in any shape or form"

"Fuck" wiping away my tears "when Harwin heard I was pregnant the first time he was happy but he never said anything you just did" tears run down my face as Cassian pulls me into his embrace "sometimes I feel like I was given the short end of the stick when it comes to men and how I pick them"

"A friend once told me" he says "each lover you go through will get you a step closer to who your truly meant to be with"

I hug Cassian crying, I didn't think I'd have anymore children. Yet here I am pregnant with twins, Cassian is proclaiming how he is going to be there for them and want them.

Pulling away, looking up at Cassian "My family will be hard to impress and also they will terrify you..."

"So your letting me come?" He asks

"I'm warning you now Cassian" I'm warning him right now "if you fuck things up, I will kill you myself" he picks me up and spins me around with a smile on his face, Harwin wasn't like this when I told him about my pregnancy. He was merely looking at me then went back to fighting.

"Thank you" he tells me "thank you"

"Kitty" Aemond looks my way with Aeron and Taelon as I land beside Cassian, with lots of magic I managed to gain wings on my back. I don't even know how I did it either, I just wanted to piss off Devlon even more.

"Brother" smiling as I kiss his cheek "there's my baby boys" I begin to cry pulling me sons into my embrace "oh, I remember the say I held you both in my arms for the first time and I remember feeding you from my tits since I didn't want the wet nurses to poison you since I was convinced their milk was poisoned"

"Mother?" Taelon asks "are you alright?"

Pulling away, I wipe away my tears "Yeah, I'm just really happy to have you both in my lives"

"Who's this?" Aemond looks at Cassian

Going over to Cassian "Cass this is my little brother Aemond, these are my sons Taelon and Aeron. Boys this is Cassian, he's my new friend and will be staying with us for a while"

"Why?" They all ask

"I impregnated Kitty" Cassian says and they stare at us then look at my belly then to Cassian.

"Your marrying my sister right?" Aemond demands "I won't allow my sister to be dishonored because you" he has his sword pointed at Cassian "and I swear if you dare forsake her I'll end you!"

Cassian holds his hands up "I don't plan on forsaking your sister, nor do I plan on dishonoring her"

"But we aren't getting married" I quickly get between them "mainly because we are all immortal, in public we will say we are wed but in reality we will not be. Cassian wants to be here for the babies and be by my side in raising them"