Avni's Condition
It's been a week since Avni went home. The Khannas lost their happiness in these few days. Everyone knew something was going on between Neil and Avni. As for Neil, he's overworking himself, drowning in guilt. Every time he gets close to her, something happens, and all the blame falls on him. He believes he's responsible for every mishap in their lives.
After returning from Mehta Mansion, he throws out Mithali, yells at her for speaking nonsense, and confronts her, making it clear he never sees her as more than a friend. He asserts that he'll never replace his wife, Avni, with anyone else in his life.
On the other hand, Avni is being tough with everyone. Despite saying she wants to give Ashish and Neela a chance, she's not ready to talk to them. She sits, immersing herself in her college books or novels, often lost in thoughts, shedding tears.
Her parents notice all this but also recognize her need for peace and alone time.
Neil is making an effort to communicate with Avni through messages and calls daily. His busy work schedule prevents him from going to her and offering comfort. Moreover, he understands she needs time. It's challenging for both of them to be without each other. However, one is unwilling to forgive, while the other is ready to work on their relationship, even if it takes many days.
After a week, Ashish and Neela couldn't bear to see Avni in such a state, so they went to her room to talk to her.
They both knocked on her door, and Avni was surprised to see them. They usually didn't come to her room at this time in the morning, being busy with their own work. She understood that they were giving her the space she wanted, but a part of her inclined towards negative thoughts, believing they had no time for her as always, even in her moments of hurt.
Avni: Do you want something?
Ashish: No, we just wanted to spend some time with you, dear.
Avni scoffed upon hearing that.
Avni: Really? Now you realize that I am staying here in your house?
Neela: No, no, bacha, we just...
Avni interrupted her.
Avni: I am not your bacha, don't call me that.
Saying this, she turned to the other side with tears in her eyes, and tears also formed in Neela's eyes. Nowadays, all she did was cry or overthink.
Ashish: Avni dear, don't think like that. We are very sorry for what we did. Please forgive us, beta. We will do whatever you want us to do. Please talk to us, beta.
Avni: Okay, then you will do whatever I want, right? (As she turned to them)
Ashish: Yes, beta, please tell us what we should do for your forgiveness.
Avni: Please take me away from here, Papa (wailing while saying this). I am not able to bear anything anymore.
Neela hugged her, crying along with her.
Avni: I want to stay away from this place for some time.
Ashish hugged both of them, tears in his eyes.
Avni: Why doesn't anyone like me? I am not made for love (she cried and yelled).
Avni: Why is is everyone taking me for granted? Why doesn't anyone love me? I do everything for everyone's love, but what do I get instead? Hate.
Neela: No, mera bacha, we love you. We love you a lot more than you think and know.
Avni nods her head in disagreement and pushes them away.
Avni: No, no, no one loves me. I know that, and I understand from your behavior in the past few years.
Ashish and Neela, crying, shake their heads, indicating no.
Ashish: No, I am sorry, my beta. I am so sorry for everything. I am not a good father, but please give me one chance. Papa will make everything right.
Neela: Forgive us, bacha. We love you a lot. We are sorry for everything we did to you. Please don't say that we don't love you. We committed sins and regret it a lot. Please forgive us, bacha.
Ashish: Yes, Avni, we will do anything for you and your love. All these days, we took you for granted. Not anymore. We know what we did is not forgivable, but we will try to mend till death.
Avni cries and hugs them.
Avni: I just always wanted your love and affection, nothing much. Please don't leave me again.
Ashish and Neela cry, hugging her tight. They remain in the hug like that for a few minutes, unwilling to leave each other.
After some time, Ashish kisses Avni's temple and asks her.
Ashish: Tell us, beta, where do you want to go? We will take you there.
Neela frowns.
Neela: But Neil.
Avni: Nooo, no one should take his name. I want to be away from him and everything that belongs to him. Neela and Ashish get shocked.
Ashish and Neela: What?
Avni: I want to get away from him, papa. I am not able to concentrate here in this city. I want to go far away for some time where no one can disturb me.
Neela: But, Avni, bacha, Neil might not allow this.
Ashish: We will go wherever you want to go, Avni.
Neela looks at him shocked.
Neela: Ashish, what are you talking about? Neil will not agree to this.
Avni: I don't care. I just want to go away, and if you people want me back in your life, then we are doing this, and no one should get to know where I am except us three.
Neela: Avni, I know you're angry at Neil, and we are not saying that you cannot be angry at him, but, bacha, he is your husband, and you cannot...
Avni: He is my husband, but now I don't care. I am fed up with trying and trying. Now, I don't want to try for this relationship anymore.
Ashish: Okay, we will go far away from this place, and I promise no one will get to know your address.
Neela: Ashish.
Ashish: No, Neela, all these days we did not do anything for her, and now when she says that she wants this, let us do it.
Neela: Ashish, be practical, don't think being emotional. They are husband and wife, and we cannot do this to them.
Ashish: No, we are doing this for Avni, and it is not that she is going forever, right? We are all going for a few days and will be back after that. Let her get some peace of mind, and let us spend some days with her and make her happy.
Neela's POV: No one can make her happy when Neil is not around her, Ashish. When will you understand this simple thing?
Ashish and Neela leave Avni's room and go to their room.
Neela: What is this, Ashish? She is angry right now and does not understand what she says. But we should not agree with all she says. If we go away from here without telling anything to Neil, then that is not a correct way. We have to make her understand, talk to both of them, and let them communicate to mend their differences. This is not how a relationship should work.
Ashish: Neela, all these days we wronged her, and now when God and Avni herself are giving us a chance, why should we not grasp it? I am not saying that we will let them be separate, but I agree with Avni that she needs some peace, and I want to be with her and make her forgive us. So, I agreed. Anyway, it is only for a few days, right? After that, we will come back.
Neela: And then what? How can you be so selfish, Ashish? And do you really think that Avni will be happy without Neil? She can never be happy without Neil, and Neil will not at all agree to all this, Ashish. We have to find another way. This is not a correct way.
Ashish: No, Neela, you think I am selfish, then I am. Due to my love for our other daughter, I lost my superstar. Now I want her back in my life. I have to make sure that I am there for her for each instant. And about Neil, if he really cares, then why hasn't he come to visit Avni yet? I know he came on the same day when Avni reached here, but after that, there is no trace of him.
Neela: We don't know, Ashish. Maybe he is trying in other ways. Maybe he is also thinking that she might need some space.
Ashish: Exactly. If he thinks so, then it is not a problem, right? We are taking Avni for giving her some space away from everything. So, let it be in this way, and no more discussions on this, Neela. I don't want you to speak about this matter to anyone. We will do as Avni wishes.
Neela: This is not at all right, Ashish.
Ashish: Maybe, but for me, my daughter comes first.
Neela: No, for you, you always come first before anyone. You're the most selfish person, Ashish.
Neela yells at him.
Ashish goes out in anger.
After sometime Ashish comes back and tells them that he had booked tickets for Chicago and no other person knows about it
Avni pov: Neil all these days u wanted me to be away from ur life right , now I am going away.
Writing after so many days dont know how it is , apologies in advance if u guys dont like this update , will try to update good chapter next time.
Sorry all for keeping you people waiting and thank you so so much for waiting and constantly messaging me for the updates
Thanks a lot for supporting me for all these days.
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