So...

I posted this on my conversation board. I'm sure you guys have already heard about Techno's passing.

I... genuinely don't know what to say. I'm at a loss of words.

I learned about it last night, and the impact of the news hadn't fully set in. I tried to get my mind off it and not think about it, somewhat it denial. I knew it was true, but I didn't want to acknowledge that he was gone. But... It truly hit me, now, reading all of the announcements of others...

It's a rare thing for me to cry, but this... This made me cry. And will continue to make me cry. Because it HURTS. A lot.

I thought he would make it through his fight with cancer, I honestly did. And I think most of us did as well.

But... He didn't.

But, he didn't truly lose the battle either. As a person dies of cancer, so does the cancer itself.

Technoblade never dies. He soul will forever live on, in not only the people that knew him personally, but the millions of dedicated fans who love him and his content.

He was the first people I watched streams of, the only one for that fact, because I don't have twitch

I'm going to go rewatch his streams after this I believe...

And on the writing front, I know I'm a slow, procrastinating writer to begin with, but I'm... Not going to be writing DreamSMP for a while. I will eventually get back to writing, but right now... It just doesn't feel right to me.

This book will be on hold for I honestly how long. I'll come back to it when I feel like writing Techno again, but for now, this book is on hold.

Anyway, Techno has made a HUGE impact on many, MANY people's lives, and has actually kept people from suicide (I myself have never thought of suicide, but I know MANY people do/have) and made a safe space for people to go to when they need comfort.

That... that will never be forgotten. HE will never be forgotten. The Blood God will forever live on in our memories.

My heart goes out to his family & friends, I wish them the best. And for fellow fans grieving along side me, just know you're not alone.

Rest in peace Alex, we will always love you.

o7

"Chin up king, your crown's falling" - Technoblade/Alex