We walked through the airport and I tried to get over the recent kissing events. Why?! Three out of four... Who's next? Is Bazamalam gonna kiss me next? I don't know but I do know I need sleep before PAX.

"You all goods Y/N? You seem tired." Bazamalam walked next to me as if trying to figure out what's going on.

"No, I'm just trying to get over a few things that happened in the plane and back at my old apartment." I said walking beside him slowly. "Hey, uh if you don't mind me asking do you like me?"

"Of course I like yo-" I cut him off by saying. "No, I mean like like me"

"Oh, uh come here." He said as I walked closer to him he kissed me.

Okay at the end I'm gonna have to choose who... Great... That was all I could think about I mean yes its great that the all like me but I can only be with one of them. So who? Maybe I can do a day with each of them after Pax is done.

We ran back to the rest of the group who was getting into the taxi.

"What were you two doing?" Razz asked.

"Just, uh talking. Anyway how far till we get to the hotel? And what rooms do we have?" I asked changing the conversation.

"Uh well we are about 10 minutes from the hotel and we figured a couple of us could share a room so we booked a room with two beds and one with three." Dawko explained.

"Okay I think that you four should pair up and choose which pair will go into the three bedroom as I'll be in there."

They all looked at each other and agreed on an arrangement as I stared out the window looking at Boston.

"You okay Y/n? You seem really quiet" Ryan whispered to me.

"Yea I'm fine but I have something to ask/tell you later"

"Okay"

*Time Skip*

We arrived at the hotel and checked in. The boys agreed that Razz and Ryan would sleep in with me and Dawko and Baz would take the other room.

"I got the door!" I yelled as I ran to the door to unlock it for the guys.

I walked in the room and held the door. When everyone was in I went and explored the room. Thank god that my room is separated by a wall so the boys have a bedroom and I have my own room.

"Psst you wanted to talk to me?"

"Oh hey Ryan, and yea I did"

"So? What did you want to tell me?"

"Oh you have to promise not to tell anyone and keep it to yourself"

"I swear cross my heart hope to die"

"Okay I may or may not have a crush on all four of you."

"Really?!"

"Yes, but I thought I could do a night or something with all of you. I mean I'm only telling you because I trust you not to blab to the others"

"Yea of course. There are so many secrets I have to keep from those three."

"Yea same here. But thanks Ryan for keeping the secret"

I kissed his cheek and he left. This may be more difficult than first thought.