After the sport festival

*izuku was walking around with no destination he needed some time alone, he was hugging himself remembering does damn eyes of fear kyoka had izuku stops and sits on a bench*

Izuku:why did i stop they deserve to suffer!!

???:because that's not who you are

*izuku looked where the voice came from and it was

kyoka jirou*

Izuku:what are you doing here kyo..

Kyoka:nothing really I was just walking around and saw you here and heard what you said i know you izuku

Izuku:tsk what do you know..

Kyoka:i know enough to know your not a killer your not a monster like the yagis you had a pure heart...you still have a good heart but its been through so much

Izuku:like becoming a vigilante killer im no better then the yagis...

Kyoka:your not anything like the yagi you regret taking does life and don't give me that bullshit that you don't i know you too damn well to know you do!

*izuku chuckled looking up at the sky*

Izuku:you keep saying that you know me but do you really? You knew the old izuku im not him im just a hollow shell of what he used to be

Kyoka:izuku you've made mistakes like anyone else but your not hollow i know that old nerd is still inside of you your just too scared to let him out

Izuku:...your point kyoka

Kyoka:..you need to let go of that anger

Izuku:h..heheh...hahahahahaahaha im sorry what..?! You want me to just forget all the shit I've been through?!

Kyoka:i didn't say that I'm not asking you to forgive the yagis or...me all im saying you need to start moving on you have a new family a new girlfriend you are loved izuku your not in the same place you were years ago an eye for an eye will make the world blind

*izuku had a serious expression on his face*

Izuku:then ill make the world blind

Kyoka:then what? Let say you get revenge on everyone what will that accomplish will it magically cure all of the scars they gave you?

Izuku:...

Kyoka:will it cure all the mental problems you have because of them?

Izuku:kyoka..

Kyoka:im not done! Will getting your revenge be worth the sacrifices you will have to make will it be worth losing does close do you does that love you just for a pointless pursuit of revenge?

Izuku:that's where your wrong i know my love one will support me in my pursuit

Kyoka:and in the end do you think they will ever see you the same way? I saw how they looked at you i know you saw how i looked at you i can promise you they will look at you the same way i did with fear in there eyes

Izuku:shut up! I want them to pay and nothing is gonna stop me!!

Kyoka:will it make you feel better to go to there level?! Then fine go ahead do it but i warn you this izuku yo do that you cross that line and you will be a hollow shell of your former self

*kyoka got up and left leaving izuku there alone with his thoughts he sighed before walking back home once he made it home he was pulled into a loving hug from mei*

Izuku:hey love what's with the hug?

Mei:i just missed you! Man you were awesome in the final fight!

Izuku:you think so?

Mei:hell yeah that bitch deserved it!

*mei put money on eri swear jar behind her she didn't even had to look behind her to know she was there*

Izuku:...mei..do..do you think i did a good thing killing all does people?

Mei:of course! They deserved it!

Izuku:did they? Yes they did horrible thing but did they deserve to die ? Who am i to choose who lives and who dies?

Mei:I'll tell you who you are your izuku your the joker you did what you thought was right without you me and eri would still be with overhaul!

Izuku:i guess your right but..should i stop my pursuit of revenge?

Mei:hell no! What they did do you was unforgivable the deserve to be punished!

Izuku:but after I get my revenge then what? What will happened after i get revenge?

Mei:you'll fine peace you'll fine closure you'll be able to be happy without worrying about them

Izuku:but what if i go too far what if i end up hurting you or someone else i love to get my revenge what if I lose myself

*mei just kisses his cheek as izuku hugged her*

Mei:baby there is nothing you can do to push us away no matter what we will all love you and don't you forget it! And i will love you no matter what you become in the end

Izuku:but wont I be falling to there level getting revenge?

Mei:sometimes you need to do horrible things for the greater good trust me i know this better then anyone

Izuku:i...i guess your right sorry I'm..just in my mind today after the fight with izumi taking it too far i was so close of crossing a line i don't know if ill be able to come back if i cross it

Mei:then we'll cross it together and get revenge and eye for an eye will make you go blind but justice is blind and you izuku deserve justice no matter the cost now come on lets you me and eri watch some cartoons!

Eri:yay cartoons!

*izuku chuckled*

Izuku:you guys go on ahead im going to the bathroom first

*mei left with eri and izuku went to the bathroom looking himself in the mirror not sure who's advice to take*

Meanwhile with nezu

*we see our rat god in his office doing paperwork for the internships when the door opens nezu sighed not needing to see who it was*

Nezu:what do you want amanda...?

Inko:what?

*nezu looked up and saw inko yagi and angry inko yagi*

Inko:did you say amanda as in amanda waller? Why did you say her name why did i overhear eraser talking about her and izuku what the hell is going on nezu!

Nezu:....

To be continued...