I gently put down Yibo in the bed, and then covered him with the duvet.

I wiped the bold of him before wiping his face, once I was sure he was fast asleep I leaned forward and kissed his forehead.

I love this man and that was the truth, that cannot be changed.

No matter how wrong or disturbing it was I don't care anymore.

I slowly got up from the bed and walked outside his house, I walked all the way to Shije's house, Once I came inside I saw Shije sitting on the sofa in the living room while Kexing still rested on the larger sofa and Zhishu sat beside him.

"How is he now?" I asked as I stood beside Zhishu.

Zhishu sighed he was still holding Kexing's hand, "He is okay for now, I was able to stable his energy, but his body is still exhausted he should wake up soon."

I nodded, "I want to talk to you, so come with me," I said to him next I turn to Shije, "Shije please take care of him."

She smiled at me and nodded.

"What is it?" Zhishgu asked the moment we stepped out of her house.

"Look Zhihsu I can't wait anymore, all of this is getting out of hand, I don't care bout the harm or injury or wounds or anything I just want my memory back and if it damages my brain or unleashes my power then just kill me.

But I can't wait anymore, Just fucking get this done with." I said or more like ordered, my irritation, frustration, and anger were getting the best of me.

Zhishu stood in front of me with his hand crossed in front of his chest, looking at me with a firm expression as if analyzing me.

He seemed to be in some thoughts, after a few seconds he spoke again, this time his voice was grim, "Are you sure about it?"

"I have made up my mind."

"Are you sure you win;r change it?" He asked.

"No," I said looking straight into his eyes.

Zhishu took a deep breath, "It will be very very painful that seal has been on you for more than a decade and your powers were also suppressed because of it,

When you had your accident, Yibo was able to bring back a little bit of your powers out and my memory potion also helped.

The pain might be too much for ou you might also die, and while being in pain you will have to focus on your energy which will be unleashed once the seal is lifted you will have to control your powers.

If you can't then you might go mad and die, so do you still wanna do it?" Zhishu asked.

"yes," I said clean and clear even if I die here My answer will not change, but it will be better to just die than live like this cluelessly.

Helplessly and seeing my loved ones suffering every day.

In the end, Zhishu sighed, "Alright let's do this, if worse comes to worst I'll just die with you."

I smiled lightly before telling him to follow me to the lotus mansion.

"Wait before we go, You might wanna call a third person as well, I mean If my power is not enough then a third person might be needed." He said 

I nodded and at once called Wen Qing.

"What happened?" she asked as soon as as she saw me, I also told her everything from the beginning by the end of it her expression was also grave.

"Are you sure Zhan?" She asked, to which I nodded, looking worried as hell but she knew that she couldn't;r stop me once I have made up my mind

Once we stood in the living room of the lotus mansion, I turned to Zhishu again, "Shall we start?"

Zhishu and Wen Qong looked at each other and nodded.

Third-person Pov

"Stand in the middle," Wen Qing said while Zhishu took a kitchen knife and cut his hand wide enough to draw blood, he then made a circle around Zhan, with his blood followed by some lines which all came to meet at once point in the middle of the circle.

And Zhan stood in the middle of it.

After Zhishu was done He stood in front of Zhan," sit down in the lotus position and close your eyes, focus."  

Zhan followed all his instructions and did as he was told while Wne Qing stood to the side watching everything with a grim expression.

Zhishu and Zhan looked at each other once last time before Zhan closed his eyes and so did Zhishu.

Zhan saw darkness, his heart was beating very fast when he heard Zhishu muttering some words, his heartbeat quickened but he didn't let that distract him.

Soon the circled glow in red and harsh winds evaded the house blowing everything that came to their ways

Zhizhu started speaking some incoherent words some unknown language not to be known my normal humans while Zhan focused on his energy on his core the darkness the bloodthirsty the feeling of death everything that a necromancer was attached to.

Darkness and death.

The wind in the house grew more and more violent Wne Qing watched the entire scene unfold before his eyes.

Soon Zhan felt a stabbing pain in his head and heart, a pain so bad that he almost cried it felt as if someone was continuously hammering his head with a  nail, countless nails again and again his skull was splitting into two

And at the same time, his heart was being stabbed and squeezed it felt it was being burned.

Zhishu sat down on his knees, this seal was powerful than he imagined, Wen QWing made her way to him and blended her power to Zhishu which was indeed a great help

In front of them was  a huge tornado-like thing, that thing was red in color.

Now Zhan understood what Zhshu meant when he said he would feel pain, because damn it was too much pain, at the same time he felt he was falling deeper and deeper into darkness, his eyes couldn't  see anything, except the white hole of light above but he couldn't reach it he was talking deeper and deeper into the darkness

But he felt pain and pain too much pain.

The pain was distracting him.

Zhishu on the other hand tried his best to maintain the circle as long as Zhan stayed inside the circle his powers won't come out. But Zhan's powers were no joke they were too powerful.

Zhishu coughed blood while putting every ounce of his energy into this ordeal, And Wen qing did the same

"he is losing it." Zhishu said, "He is losing it. he is falling in the darkness, his soul will be corrupted like this."

Wen Qing didn't say anything she was transferring her powers to Zhsihu who seemed to be at his limit.

"We can't save him," Zhsihu said his eyes still closed as he tried to focus.

the entire lotus mansion was nearly wrecked, the tension and the pressure could be felt in the surrounding areas.

"Boy oh boy looks like I have to step in," A woman said as she stood outside the lotus mansion, an amused look on her face her pink rosy lips turned upward in a smile. 

She opened the gates and walked inside with confident steps, she walked all the way to the lotus mansion, and as soon as she opened the door she saw the havoc.

She hooked her head before smirking, "Oh mortals" she said and walked straight towards the huge tornado, all the way inside the circle Zhishu made.

The deadly energy and the humungous pressure had no effect on her, as she stood in front of Zhan, the bloodlust the darkness, and the area of death that surrounded Zhan mean nothing to her.

"Oh poor by you look in pain," She said before she reached her hand out and placed it on Zhan's forehead which was covered in sweat

At the same time Zhan who had lost hope was completely surrounded by darkness, he closed his eyes and let himself fall deep into the abyss letting go of himself.

But out of nowhere, he felt his hand being grabbed by a very powerful force thus stopping him, he opened his eyes but saw nothing before being pulled towards this unknown force.

Suddenly the darkness vanished, it was still there but there was currently light in front of Zhan and in the light he saw the face of his saviour there she stood with a smile on her face that same gentle look.

"Shije" Zhan said with confusion.

Yanli smiled," This is not the time to greet me, gain control of yourself."

"What?" Zhan said.

"You wanted the seal to be lifted right?" Yanli said, "Zhishu did his work now do yours."

"How?" Zhan said with difficulty, "It's too painful."

Yanli smiled, "You see this darkness?" she asked and Zhan nodded, "This is your darkness your power, your strength that was unleashed when the seal was lifted.

You have to consume this darkness, instead of letting this darkness consume you."

"But how?" Zhan said

Yanlis smiled, "Remember Zhan, Remember your seal is lifted, now you remember."

Zhan clutched his head 

"Focus Zhan" Zhan heard someone's voice, an instant voice, of someone familiar, 

"Don't be afraid of this darkness" A manly voice yet nothing voice.

"It's yours, accept it"

"It's mine," he said suddenly and opened his pitch-black eyes, he opened his eyes wide and letting all the darkness come to his heart.

Letting his heart be surrounded by this darkness and letting his mind control it at the same time enduring the horrible pain

"Ahhhhhhh" He yelled at he let absorbed the darkness into his heart, his eyes could now see the light.

Everything was becoming cleared and clearer.

Yanli smiled gently, "Good work, boy." 

She said before walking back. At eh same time the array broke, Zhishu and Wen Qing felt and very intense wave of energy that threw to the other side of the room.

Their energy was completely exhausted as they collapsed on the floor.

The winds stopped blowing the pressure was gone and the floor around the circle broke.

The entire lotus mansion was destroyed.

Yanlsi stood right  in the front of the door with that same smile as she saw the wrecked place and exhausted humans, 

"Now that was something amusing."

Author's note: Alright so one of my readers had asked about Yanli before and at that time I had said that she was a normal human,

HAHAHAHAHA

Sorry reader I am really sorry as I said this story was not planned and suddenly a new idea came up.

Anyways Zhan's seal is gone, Zhan realized his feeling towards Yibo, he and Kexing are reunited and he also found out the truth of A-Xiang.

Looks like most of the problems are solved right?

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