Song: Me and my broken heart- Rixton

~~~~~~~
*Jonathan's P.O.V*

My hands were tangled in my hair as I paced back and forth in my room. 4 months. 4 fucking months had passed. He's been going out after 5 and not returning until midnight. Whenever I ask him about it, he just changes the subject or locķs himself in the guest bedroom. I can't live like this. It's frustrating and confusing. The door clicked open and I felt my anger rising. As soon as he closed the door, I flicked the light switch and he almost jumped up to the ceiling from shock.

"Evan.... Where the fuck have you been for the past months?"

He figited and looked anywhere else but me. I impatiently drummed my fingers against the nearby wall.

"Listen Jon... it's private..."

"Private, is it!? You have forgotten that I even exist for the past 4 months. You haven't said a word to me. What the hell!?"

His experssion turned to one of anger and annoyance.

"You just don't get it do you!? Im here trying to get our asses out of this deep shit and-"

"Wait a second. 'Deep shit'?"

His face paled and his facial expressions were over exaggerated gasps for breath.

"What 'Deep shit', Evan?"

My patience was slowly running out as he was trying to form words.

"What?! Dammit tell me already!"

He managed to recover.

"Dont yell at me!"

I shrank back a bit.

"You know what? Im done!"

I stormed to 'our' bedroom and locked myself in.

(Song now :3)

"All I need's a little love in my life,

All I need's a love in the dark...

A little but im hoping it might kick start....

Me and my btoken heart..."

A couple of tears escaped my eyes as I leaned my back against the door. Without a second thought, I grabbed a Duffel bag and started shoving some of my belongings into it.

"I need a little loving tonight,

Hold me so I'm not falling apart~

A little but I thought we might kick start...

Me and My Broken Heart."

I kept putting things in the bag while Evan kept knocking on the door, the noises slowly turning into fists banging against wood.

"I will tear this door down if you don't come out in the next 30 seconds..!"

"Go ahead..." I mumbled the phrase almost not wanting him to hear it.

"Yeah~

Shotgun- Aimed at my heart ,

You got one.

Tear me apart and then some,

How do we call this love?

Whoa- Oh, Oh."

My eyes came across a framed picture on the nightstand. A fat tear rolled down my face as I pushed it on the floor, the glass going everywhere. It got in my foot but I didn't give a flying Fuck. I needed to get out of here. I grabbed my bag and opened the door to be met with a worried and angry looking Evan. His eyes looked guilty and I stared deep into them.

"I tried, to run away but your eyes,

Tell me to stay- oh- Why~?

Why do we call this love?

Whoa- Oh- oh."

I shook my head and pushed past him. I'm tired of all of this. Of him. I need to get away before he ruins me completely. I stood in front of the door by then felt a pressure on my wrist.
"Where do you think you're going?"

"Away from you."

"It seems like we've been loosing control~

Somebody tell me I'm not alone when I say~

All I need's a little love in my life-"

His face filled with shock as I pushed him away.

"All I need's a little love in the dark~"

I opened the door and slammed it shut.

"A little but I'm hoping it might kick start~"

"I hate you, Evan"

"Me and My Broken Heart."

I ran down the stairs and out the door, calling for a cab as soon as I got outside. Secrets, lies, being neglected by my fiancé. The tears just wouldn't come out anymore.

"I need a little loving tonight,

Hold me so I'm not falling apart~

A little but I'm hoping we might kick start~

Me and My Broken Heart. "

After a couple hours of driving, we pulled up at the airport.
"$25 please."

I handed him the money, not trusting my own voice.

"Maybe~

Some part of you just hates me,

You pick me up and play me,

How do we call this love?

Whoa- Oh- oh."

I found the cashier and it took me a while, but I managed to book a flight to Ireland. Some of my friends are extremely nice like Nogla, Terroriser and Mini. They would surely let me stay for at least a week or two, even though we make fun of each other.

"One time~

Tell me you need me tonight,

To make it easy- you lie,

You see, it's all for love~

Whoa- oh- oh."

I patiently waited for my gate as I texted David and Brian. Mini was only there because of a vlogging trip but he still counts. After a few minutes, Nogla replied saying it's fine, but I had to share with Mini since there was only one guest bedroom.

"It seems like we've been loosing control,

Somebody tell me I'm not alone- When I say~

All I need's a little love in my life,

All I need's a little love in the dark~

A little but I'm hoping it might kick start,

Me and My Broken Heart. "

My gate was called out as I wiped the remaining liquid off my face and standing up. I was about to pass when I heard a very familiar voice yell.
"Jonathan..... STOP!"

" I need a little loving tonight,

Hold me so I'm not falling apart~

A little but I'm hoping it might kick start~

Me and My Broken Heart. "

I froze mid step as I saw the figure near me. Why here? Why now? I wanted to hug him, tell him I was sorry. But then I stopped. I didn't do anything. He did all those nasty things.

"Whoa-oh- whoa... x3

Me and my broken... (broken)

My broken (heart)...

Me and my broken, yeah, yeah....

me and my (broken) yeah (heart...)(-do we call this love...?)

It's just me x3

Me and My Broken Heart."

He crashed into me and hugged me. I saw tears in his eyes.

"J-Jon.... I'm so sorry. Please don't leave me. You're all I have now. I did it for y-"

I put my hand up to stop him.

"You broke me Evan..."

"All I need's a little love in my life,

All I need's a little love in the dark~

A little but I'm Hoping it might kick start,

Me and My Broken Heart."

"I'm sorry Evan..."
I turned around and kissed him. He wrapped his arms around me protectively. I pulled away and stood back. Walking away.

"I need a little loving tonight,

Hold me so I'm not falling apart~

A little but I'm hoping it might kick start,

Me and My Broken Heart."

----------------------------------

Hey guys, Dash here. I am so so sorry for not updating. This one was planned a month ago. Seriously. Of I wasn't stick here I would *a creative string of curse words*

Oh well. Life is a piece of crap. Ill see you all later! Peace!