You sat at a table at the back of the Grill enjoying your own company and a well-aged Scotch. Well, as aged as it got at the Mystic Grill. You were supposed to have been spending your evening with Klaus and Kol but they'd opted out to take care of some business. Kol had sounded so sincere in his disappointment you couldn't be mad at them.

After some indecision, you came to the Grill on your own. It had been a long week and you'd been looking forward to getting out of the house. You'd already eaten dinner and decided to have a couple of drinks before you walked home. Or maybe more than a couple since you were already on number three.

Your gaze jerked up from the glass in your hand when someone slid into the chair across from you. Seeing Damon, you started to smile before remembering he was no longer your friend. And as much as you didn't want to let that bother you, it stung. The two of you had been near inseparable until you saved Kol from the mechanizations of the Scooby gang.

You'd chosen your side. It didn't matter that killing Kol would have ended the lives of who knows how many vampires. Apparently slaughtering innocent people was only bad when the Mikaelsons did it. None of your friends would even attempt to see it your way. They'd cast you out and the Originals had taken you in. You tried not to be bitter about it. You even succeeded most of the time. Until moments like this anyway.

You clenched your teeth together and willed the tears that threatened to fill your eyes to fuck off. "Is there something you needed, Damon?"

Damon clicked his tongue before giving you a little smirk. "So testy. Can't I just say hi to an old friend?"

"You can do whatever you want, but let's not pretend that these aren't the first words you've said to me in months. Whatever we are, we're not friends. Not anymore." And god you wished that didn't hurt as much as it did.

He made a show of looking around the room. "I just noticed that you were alone. Not a Mikaelson in sight. Thought I'd check to see if you've finally come to your senses?"

You swallowed what was left of your drink in answer. Anything else you said would only lead to a repeat of the same argument you'd had a hundred times.

He tapped his fingers on the table. "I'll take that as a no." After a moment of silence, he pursed his lips and leaned forward. "Or perhaps they've learned that your loyalty is a fickle thing and they've kicked you out of their little family."

"Fuck you, Damon." You wished you hadn't finished your drink so you could throw it in his face. "I wasn't the disloyal one. All of you turned your back on me because I saved someone's life."

"Not just someone. Kol fucking Mikaelson. You knew it was a betrayal before you even did it. How were we supposed to overlook that? To ever trust you again?"

"Honestly, I thought you'd all lost your ever-loving minds. Why would any of you think it was okay to not only kill Kol but everyone that would go with him?"

"It was to save Elena." Damon all but hissed the words.

"No. It was to make her human again. Big difference." You leaned back with a frown and signaled for another drink. "You know, for someone that claims to love a vampire, she certainly has a deep-seated hatred for them."

Damon's gaze moved over you as though he were looking for something. It wasn't until your drink was delivered that he spoke again. "They don't care about you, you know. They never did. Getting you on their side just another way to get under our skin."

You sipped at your drink as you looked him over. If he only knew the number of times you had convinced Klaus not to kill one of them. The number of times you'd redirected the hybrid's rage or Kol's anger. Then again, maybe he wouldn't care at all. "I'm not a tool, Damon. I'd know if they were using me."

His ever-present smirk faded as his eyes turned cold. "Would you? You believed everything I told you readily enough. Of course, you were so lonely you would have believed most anything, wouldn't you? Anything to have a friend. Somewhere to go where you weren't alone."

You clenched your teeth tightly and refused to meet his gaze as he threw confessions made over late night glasses of Scotch back at you. "Were you never my friend then?" You hated yourself for asking the question. Even more for the way your voice broke as you did.

He tilted his head. "Oh sweetheart, why would I have been?"

And with that, he was gone. So nice of him to stop by. You downed what was left of your drink and signaled for another.

By the time you determined no amount of alcohol was going to erase Damon's words from your brain, you were well and truly drunk. When the waitress came by to check on you, you ordered a glass of water and pulled out your phone.

You tapped your finger against the back of it as you thought. Going home to your empty house meant wallowing in self-pity until you passed out and then probably doing the same thing when you woke. Kol or Klaus were always your first call at moments like this, but you had no idea what kind of business they had to do and didn't want to interrupt if it was something important. The last thing you needed was for them to be angry with you as well. Rebekah was out of town.

That left Elijah. You weren't as close to him as the others through no fault of his. No, he'd gone out of his way to make you feel welcome, to extend the hand of friendship. But you were painfully shy when he was around. If there was one thing in life that could be counted on, it was the fact that you would be incredibly awkward around anyone you felt the slightest interest in. Poor Elijah probably thought you hated him. Klaus however thought the way you clammed up in his brother's presence was hilarious.

Maybe that was the only reason they kept you around. Because you entertained them. At this point, did it really matter? Even if they didn't need you, you needed them. Without the Mikaelsons you would be completely, utterly alone. Maybe you should start thinking about moving on. You could just start over somewhere else. Preferably somewhere with no supernatural drama. That would be fantastic.

After giving it another moment's thought, you pressed the screen and called Elijah.

He answered on the second ring. "Y/N. Lovely to hear from you. To what do I owe the pleasure?"

Tears flooded your eyes at the warmth in his voice and a lump formed in your throat. "I'm sorry to bother you, Elijah. I just..." You trailed off and sucked in a deep breath to keep from crying.

"Is everything all right?"

You cleared your throat. "Not really, no. Could you come pick me up at the Grill?"

"Of course."

You hung up and slid your phone back into your pocket. After pushing yourself to your feet, you stood still for a moment to get your bearings. When you glanced toward the bar to signal for your check, your gaze met Damon's. He smirked as he ran his eyes over you and saluted you with his glass, clearly knowing he was the reason for your current state. Deciding to wait for Elijah outside, you tossed enough money on the table to take care of your ticket and a generous tip.

The cool air bit at your skin as you stepped outside. You moved to the end of the building and leaned against the wall. You tilted your head back to lean against the brick. Closing your eyes, you took a deep breath of the crisp air to sober yourself up a bit and drive back the tears.

"It's not safe for you to be out here by yourself, Y/N. You never know who might wander by." Damon's voice cut through you but you maintained your position.

"Why are you doing this?" Relief flooded you when your voice didn't break. You didn't want to give him the satisfaction. "Just leave me alone."

"Where's the fun in that?"

The only response that came to mind was telling him to fuck off so you kept your mouth shut and ignored him. Or you tried to at any rate.

A firm hand grabbed your chin and tilted your head down. The pressure he applied was enough to send a jolt of pain through your jaw. Your eyes shot open at the violation. "Don't ignore me."

You jerked your head to the side and he released you. "Don't touch me." At least the anger chased away the tears.

He placed his hands on either side of your head and leaned in until barely a breath separated you. You pushed against him though it did no good. You knew it wouldn't but you couldn't just stand there and let him do whatever he wanted. "Get away from me, Damon."

"Why should I? You like vampires, don't you, Y/N?"

Your eyes darted up to meet his and you realized that your comments about Elena had bothered him just as much as his words hurt you. Good. Asshole. "I like some vampires. I'm not particularly fond of you at the moment."

He snarled and shoved himself off the wall putting some much needed space between the two of you. "You think you're better than me? You're nothing. Less than nothing. The only attention you received from me was pity." Every word he threw at you struck like a physical blow. And the smile that crossed his face told you he was very much aware of it. But he wasn't finished yet. "I pitied you, took you in and you repaid me by siding with the Mikaelsons. God only knows what they're still keeping you around for but when they finish with you—after they've taken whatever it is they want from you—don't come crying to us. Frankly, I'm glad to be rid of you. We all are."

Hot tears began to leak down your cheeks and you wanted nothing more than to escape. Before you could run away or even think of another response, Damon was slammed face first into the wall beside you. You jumped away in response, relaxing when you saw it was Elijah holding him there. He had Damon's arm twisted behind his back and kept him pressed to the wall with a hand between his shoulder blades.

"Get off me," Damon demanded as he struggled to free himself.

Elijah ignored him, placing all of his attention on you. "Are you all right?"

You swallowed past the lump in your throat. "I'm not injured if that's what you mean. He was just being an asshole."

He hummed as he arched a brow. "Yes, well, it is Damon."

The corner of your mouth kicked up and you wiped the tears from your cheeks. Elijah stepped back, pulling Damon away from the wall in the process though he still didn't release him. "In the future, it would be wise for you to leave Y/N alone. The next time we have this conversation won't end as pleasantly for you." Only then did he let him go and Damon was gone in the blink of an eye.

Elijah placed his hand on your back to direct you to his car parked a short distance away. It wasn't until he'd started to drive that either of you said anything.

"Would you mind just driving around for a while? If it's not too much of a bother I mean."

The silence stretched but you resisted the urge to look at him. Fresh tears were running down your cheeks and you preferred to keep that to yourself for the time being.

"Of course, it's not a bother," he finally responded, his voice quiet, concerned. "Whatever you need."

Some time later you wiped the tears from your cheeks and turned to watch Elijah drive. His face was drawn and he had a firm grip on the steering wheel. He glanced your direction and smiled when he met your gaze. "Do you want to talk about it?"

You shrugged a shoulder. "Can I ask you a question?"

"Certainly."

"Why do you keep me around?"

"What?" He couldn't have sounded more surprised if he tried.

You turned your attention back to the view from your window. "Not you specifically. All of you. I mean, you don't owe me anything if that's what you think. Or maybe you just feel bad for me because everyone else is mad at me. You don't have to. I'd do okay on my own."

Elijah didn't respond right away and you figured he was trying to think of a way to gently break the truth. Just as you were about to tell him it wasn't necessary, the car slid to a smooth stop. You glanced around to see nothing but trees and you hadn't been paying attention to the direction Elijah drove from town. You had no idea where you were.

"Look at me, Y/N."

You turned in your seat so you faced him as much as possible. His dark gaze ran over you and if you didn't know better, you'd swear you saw sorrow in his eyes. After a moment, he cleared his throat. "What exactly happened tonight?"

You glanced away as your hands twisted together in your lap. "Nothing. I told you he was just being an asshole."

"Why don't you try expanding on that a bit, sweetheart. I'm afraid I'm not buying it at the moment."

You stayed silent as you figured out how to phrase everything so it would make sense.

"Y/N—" Elijah started and you held up a hand to cut him off.

"The thing about your best friend deciding they hate you is that they take everything they know about you and use it to hurt you. And god, Damon's a pro at it. He hits the mark every time."

"What do you mean every time? Has this happened before?" The irritation in Elijah's voice made you smile.

"Not for a while. Right after the whole Kol thing, it happened almost daily. I figured he was done being an ass to me. Guess I was wrong."

"Why did you not say anything?"

You shrugged again. "It didn't seem important at the time. I just quit going anywhere I might run into him or the others unless one of you was with me. I figured it had been long enough I'd be safe to have dinner and a couple of drinks without a bodyguard."

His hand reached out to cover yours where they still twisted together in your lap. Your face heated immediately but you didn't pull away. "Y/N, if it was bad enough to keep you from living your life the way you wished, it was very important. I can't believe none of us were aware of this."

You shook your head, not wanting to argue the point. "It was just pokes. Snide comments, dirty looks. Tonight though...He said he was never my friend. That he pitied me and took me in and I betrayed them. He said there was no reason for anyone to ever be my friend." Your voice trailed off at the end until it was barely audible. And once again you found yourself unable to look the vampire in the eyes.

He hummed in acknowledgement and released his hold on your hands. Seconds later he was out of the car and opening your door. He offered you a hand to help you out and you took it with no hesitation. He led you toward the front of the car before lifting you and placing you on the hood. You looked up at him with wide eyes as he stepped forward, placing himself between your knees.

One hand settled on your waist while the other hooked around the side of your neck, his thumb tracing the line of your jaw. You swallowed past the lump in your throat as he stared down at you with a serious expression. "Listen to me, Y/N. The Mikaelsons pity no one. We are a thousand years old. We have long ceased wasting our time on those that we deem unworthy. Damon is simply pissed that he never wormed his way into your bed before you proved yourself to be monumentally out of his league."

The corner of your mouth kicked up a bit at that though you weren't sure you believed him. There was one part of what Damon said that still bothered you. "He said once you all get what you want from me, you'll toss me away and I'll be alone again."

His hold tightened enough to let you know he was upset but not enough to hurt. His jaw set and he took several breaths before responding. "The only thing my siblings desire from you is your companionship, Y/N."

There was a brief flash of hurt that he hadn't included himself in the statement. The look in his eyes had you pressing for more. "And you? What do you desire from me, Elijah?"

The press of his lips against yours was an answer you could never have anticipated. His hands pulled you forward and you slid off the hood to erase the space between your bodies. The hand on your neck shifted to bury his fingers in your hair while his other arm wrapped around your waist. Your hands gripped the lapels on his jacket as you tried to pull him closer.

Finally, the two of you separated and your chest heaved as you sucked in much needed air. "That was...unexpected," you breathed.

"Unexpected but not unwelcome I hope." A smile flirted with his lips as his dark gaze studied you.

You shook your head and he kissed you again before resting his forehead against yours. "I'm sorry Damon hurt you, Y/N. I won't allow it to happen again."

"How can he possibly hurt me when I have you to protect me?"

His low chuckle rolled through you as you leaned up to kiss him again. As his hands gripped your waist you couldn't help but be a little bit grateful that Damon was such an asshole.