(THE NEXT MORNING)

I begin walking towards the main deck, we were going to have a little meeting there. Willow stops me in the hall by grabbing my wrist."Lloyd."

"What is it?" I ask, a little worried.

"I... I think you're being a little to hard on your brother."

"What?!" I shout, snatching my wrist out of her grasp."Willow! He could've killed you! Or Destiny! Or ALL OF US!"

"Stop yelling at me." She says quietly, looking away, I relax and let my arms fall to the sides.

"I'm sorry." I say."I don't mean to yell. I just--"

"Leave him alone, Willow." We turn and spot my brother walking towards us."He has his reasons to hate me. Everyone does."

I look away."I do." He shoves his way between us and walks up to the main deck. We follow him to the bridge. He instantly recoils when he sees my-our-mom. Mom looks up and stares at him. He stumbles backwards and falls to the ground, scooting back into the wall fearfully. Misako walks towards us and I stand in front of Sol, and shake my head firmly at my mom.

Just pushes past me and gets on her knees, Sol looks away, panting a little.

"Sol," She says.

"Don't talk to me." He says quietly."Talk to that perfect green ninja of your's."

"Sol--"

"I said DON'T TALK TO ME!" He yells at her. I pull her away and scowl and Sol. Willow stands between us and she gives me a stern look, my eyes widen as she turns and outstretches a hand to Sol with a little smile on her face. I step forward but Kai blocks me with his arm and shakes his head.

Sol takes her hand and she pulls him up and he stares down at her. She turns towards the big screen, for the sirens started going off.

"Guys!" Nya yelled."Shadows are surrounding us! We have to get out of here!" Nya starts pressing some buttons.

"How close are they?" Zane demanded, everyone gathering behind her.

"Hundred feet." She answers."90 feet. 80. 70! We have to go now!" Nya grabs the steering wheel and we take off.

SOL

I whisper."No..." I back away from everyone and my spine hits the wall.

"Sol," Cole said."What's wrong?"

"They're coming for me. I knew I never should've come here!" I shout, taking my head in my hands. "I-I can't..." Breath. Is what I was going to say. It's true. Why have I forgotten how to breath? I press my palm to my chest in panic, panting hard.

"Whoa," Willow exclaims, rushing towards me."What's going on?" Mom comes over too.

"Honey," She tells me."You have to breath. Remember? Inhale." She breaths in."Exhale." Out.

We breath together, once, twice. I feel my heart rate go down. I sigh and look up at mom.

"Are you okay?" Kai asked, a little freaked out.

"What just happened?!" Jay cried.

"Um... I..." I mutter, horribly embarrassed. I cover my face with my hands and slide down to the floor."I can't believe I just did that in front of everyone..."

"Sol," Zane said firmly."Are you alright?"

I sighed and looked down, shaking my head.

"Ever since he was younger," Mom started.

"Mom." I say and look up at her with a pleading look."They don't need to--"

"Yes. They do." I press my lips together."Ever since Sol was little, he's been known to have..."

Don't say it. Don't say it.

Shit.

"Panic attacks." She says as I brushing my fingers into my bangs. I stand as everyone stares at me.

I growl, embarrassed like crazy.

"Fuck this shit! I'm fine! So none of you guys need to be fucking look at me like that!" I shout and storm out of the room.

"God!" I shout when I get into training room. I touch my forehead and growl. I furiously punch the dumby and knock over the display case, holding some swords. Everything is a blur and when I look at the room, every untouched item inside that room was broken or on the ground. I lean against the wall and sob.

"Damnit..." I mumble then start crying like a little boy who fell off his bike and scraped his knees.

"Sol?" I hear a voice outside the and I gasp. I am still. My hand over my mouth and my tears frozen on my face. I stare at The door as it opens and Willow walks in. She gives me a smile and walks across the room to me. She stands in front of-and looks up at-me. I remove my hand and look away from her.

She slowly slips her arms around my neck in a warm embrace. I sob and hug her back.

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I decide to go after Willow. I see the door for the training room is open. Curiousity strikes me and I peak in.

Willow.

And Sol.

Hugging.

Hugging.

I back away hurridly and lean against the wall of the hallway. I sigh, letting my shoulders sink. What the heck was that?

I can feel my face burn. Gosh... Why in the world am I... jealous? Now that I think about it... Willow has been awfully kind towards my brother lately.

No. You can trust her.

But then why do I feel so betrayed?

* * *

Willow walks out onto the main deck.

"Hi, Lloyd," She says, smiling. I cross my arms and look away.

"What's wrong?" She asks, her eyebrows knitting together in worry and confusion.

"Oh, nothing." I say.

"I haven't seen you in while. What're we're you doing?"

"What were you doing, Willow?" I spit."Making out with my brother?" Why'd I say 'making out'? They were just hugging. I hope.

"What are you talking about, Lloyd?" She looks hurt. I scoff.

"I saw you with Sol in the training room." I say.

"Yeah," She raises an eyebrow."I did that to make him feel better."

"Still." I said as I turn around and look over the edge of the bounty.

""Still"?" She repeats."You should trust me a bit more, Lloyd. I love you and only you."

"Oh really?" I look over my shoulder and give her a pissed off look. She gasps.

"What is with you?" She cries."It's like... you don't trust me any more!"

"You could say that." I mutter. She gasps again but this time it sounds more... I don't know... breathless? I turn and see her with tears in her eyes. I lose my scowl to a look of aprehension.

"No. Wait, Willow, I didn't mean--"

"I thought this was all water under the bridge!" She exclaims at me. I bite my lip."I thought you finally trusted me. I guess not, you mean, green, heart breaking machine! We're done, Lloyd!" She sobs once and whips around, running down below deck. I scowl and pull my hair.

"WHY THE HECK AM I SUCH AN IDIOT?!" I shout and I here it echo twice. I run below deck and to Nya's room. I frantically knock on the door.

"Nya. Nya! Let me in! I have to talk to--"

"She obviously doesn't want to talk, Lloyd!" Nya said on the other side.

"So go away!" Violet said. I run back to my and the guys' quarters. I slam the door and cover my eyes.

"Whoa," Kai says."What happened? Are you okay?"

I shook my head."Willow just broke up with me." I murmer and let out a sob.

"What?!" Jay cried.

"What happened?" Zane says.

"I-I..." I sit on my bed and sigh."I felt jealous of how much time Willow was spending with Sol and... I dont know what got into me..." I shake my head. I lie down on my bed and let my face sink into the pillow."Weh am I fo stuped?!" (Why am I so stupid) I say into the pillow, my voice muffled by the soft fabric and feathers.

WILLOW

(Surprise mother truckers!!! WILLOW POV FINALLY)

I Destiny rubs my back gently to comfort me as I cry into my pillow on my bed."I can't believe I just did that!"

"It's not your faul--"

"Yes it is!" I interrupt Violet, pushing myself from my now wet pillow."I was so stupid and sensitive. I overeacted big time!"

There's a knock and we turn silent.

"I know you're all in there." It's Sol.

"What is it?" Nya asks.

"I just wanted to tell you all how miserable Lloyd is." He says."Not that I was spying on them or anything. I honestly hope you two get back He really does love you, Willow--"

"What do you know about love, Sol?" There's another voice. Lloyd. I plop back down into my pillow.

"I was just--"

"This is our problem, Sol." He says calmly."You don't have to do anything to try to get us back together." I sob again. He's probably lost hope already. We're probably not getting back together. Maybe he doesn't even want to.

"Leave me alone guys." I groan.

"Willow is my friend, Lloyd." Sol says."I don't want to see her like--"

"I told you, you two have nothing!"

"You don't get to decide my relations between people!"

"Bet I do get protect the people I love from people like you!"

There is silence.

"Someone once told me..." Sol said quietly."People can be more forgiving than you can imagine. But you have to forgive yourself. Let go of what's bitter and move on."

I throw my pillow across the room and shout,

"Just go away! You're both jerks so stop fighting!"

I get up and pick up my pillow, furious. I hear footsteps fade away and a voice."It's your descicion, Willow." It's Lloyd."And I'll be okay with whatever you choose."

I fall back onto my bed and stare at the ceiling.

"Willow?" Nya says."You okay?"

"Leave me alone to die." I say.

LLOYD

"I feel so dumb..."

"Stop complaining, Lloyd." Cole says."I think just about all of us are single. Except for Allister."

"Seriously? What about me and Skylor? Pixal and Zane? Jay and Nya? You and Seleil?"

"What?" Cole cried."I-I don't like Seleil!"

I roll my eyes."Just go to bed guys."

Let's just say I didn't get much sleep that night.

End of Chapter Seventeen.

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