So instead of doing what i usually do

i'm just gonna put (Y/N)'s P.O.V and put PAST

okay?

okay!

(Y/N)'s P.O.V

PAST

"come on kid, tell me what's going on" I heard sans ask

I shook my head, i haven't talked sense I had gotten down to the underground. I felt like there was no reason too, it wasn't worth it, what went through my mind, was what if they got mad at me, what if they hated me, what if they, what if. . .

"kid i want to help"

Liar

That's what my step father said

he tried to kill me

"kid please" i heard him say again, I saw him sort of reach out to me, I leaned back as I saw a mini movie play in my head

"DAD STOP" I Yelled

I Looked at my father holding the knife to himself

"IT'S CONSUMED YOU" I Screamed

i didn't know what I was thinking

I didn't remember much after that, just flashes of blood, some of my blood, and my fathers blood

I snapped back into reality as I stumbled out of my chair

"kid!" I heard sans say as he tried to grab my arm

I opened my mouth to try to scream out, not to sans, not to papyrus, to my father

my father that i couldn't save

my father that died because of me

But as i opened my mouth to scream no sound came out. I Flipped around so sans lost his grip on my hand and burst out the door, I was greeted with a flash of white, I saw snow everywhere, I ran to what looked like some woods, like I cared, just as long as I was far, far, far away from sans or papyrus

I Heard someone yelling my name in the distance, but who cared, they were only being nice to me, they had that pity look when they glanced at me, they hated me

they wanted to get rid of me

I felt myself slip on a rock and land into a river

i deserve to die

maybe this will make up for my fathers death

who cares

i couldn't save him, and I can't save myself

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. . .

Hi, so i lost power a couple of days ago

and lost all the work, that took me a while, so this is a shortened version of that lost chapter

and yeah

i also feel like crap, and everything hurts