I couldn't do it,
Again,
I stayed in the same place,
Sitting in the same position
With a lighter and your photo in my hand.

I couldn't do it,
I tried,
Removed every trace of you from my life,
But not your name on my arm.

I couldn't do it,
Again,
I named another stuffed animal after you,
Good gracious, I still love you.

I couldn't do it,
I tried,
Not to remember how you tasted like the chocolates,
Which I eat everyday.

I couldn't do it,
Again,
I asked for God's help to make me forget you.
I am weak,
I know,
I don't deserve you,
I know,
But I couldn't do it,
I couldn't spend a single day not thinking about you.
I couldn't do it.

~Yukee