Everyone says life is all about ups and downs and its for everyone but all the people out their have someone for a shoulder for a support during their hard times but i don't have , i don't have to give a shoulder anymore .

Jimin-ah  why am i the only one to compromise in our relationship . I gave up on my few  friends i had just for you but know you are giving up on me for someone else . The years we spent together as a couple as a friend as husband and wife were just a waste of time for you .

I just wanted to tell you i am sick not only of  my life but also by my body . I am not okay i am falling ill day by day i have a cancer and i don't know what's gonna happen in the future . Doctor say there is a hope of me getting alright but maybe my soul has given up the hope for a better life , to have a perfect life .

I just wanted to tell you this but rather i am met with you sleeping in bed with another girl . Maybe it's all a mistake or a misunderstanding . 

Maybe