The coldness was not in the weather that is what i can say in the mid summer but it was all over the house .

It felt cold , too cold . Every passing day it felt like it isolated  . You haven't been home since two days neither you called neither replied to my texts but  left a single message 

" I AM BUSY "

The same message i see everytime i feel alone . I try to console myself that you have a load of work to do , you have responsibilities to be taken care of .

But does it waste so much of time to just give a call that you tend to ignore it . I have started feeling sick , my body feels tired as if it can't take any more , i am tired but i need to be here not for you but for myself .

I want to talk with someone who will listen to me till end , who can give me a shoulder when i want to let my tears out . But i don't have anyone else other than you in this world , my life revolves around you , my husband PARK JIMIN . But now you seem to be more distant than the strangers i met till now . 

Everyday you seem to be fading away . Everyday i see myself falling into a pit of darkness . Its consuming me day by day .