She was Panchali . She is my Krishnaa now . Her  dark complexion makes me feel that this  name is perfect  only for her . She is a angel descended from heaven .  She is  fiery . She carries the aura of a queen . Her demeanour is that of a proud empress . She is not arrogant and feisty . Her kindness is appreciable . In this time I was with her I can figure out that she is extremely clever . Her dusky complexion  makes her look like fire . She is dark-skinned  like me and Madhav which compels me to agree that she is in fact KRISHNAA . She cannot be so innocent . She can never lose in a verbal  war . The silk robes look  heavenly on her . So she is not a myth . She is really the most beautiful  lady in the world . Her beauty is worth to be envied by damsels in heaven .  She is a perfect blend of beauty and wit .................

( After the descion of sharing ..................)  

Krishnaa is not only mine anymore . She is shared between us brothers. It is the most  disastrous thing that has yet happened in  our lives . Her eyes which held love and  adoration for me now hold accusation and quiries  for me . I think it is my ill  fate that she is trapped here . This is a life turning situation for her . How can a girl love 5 men equally ? Moreover how can Maa  order in such a way ? Is it Dharma ? How  can eldest take such a decision  ?  Why on the earth  did I win the swayamar ? Just to make her lead a life of poverty ! To make her walk in a path of thorns ?  How can she live her life in such a way ? her life is definetly  a tight rope walk now . It is not at all ok if  she is living like this .  The society will point her out . The people will raise a finger at her .  Her character will be questioned ! Her chastity will be pointed !!!!! She will be accused of adharma !!!!!!! I lost .............. I lost in protecting my wife from the taunts of this society . She is Agnijaa . Yet she came to live  with a potter sacrifcing all the pleasures of royal life  . This proves her  mindset . She was always chirpy with me before . Now her eyes hold a fire of agony and a sea of unanswered questions which I can never answer ..................  I cannot even imagine her state now .............. She must be distressed. I FALIED!!!!!!!!!!! I FALIED IN OWNING MY KRISHNAA !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!