And the harsh fresh morning winds continue to blow into the next leaf. Enhancing the tension that emphasizes between us. The state still remaining dead as the sunlight shines in between us. But the sun burning in the tension. Morning breeze blowing into my skin. We stood side by side staring intensely into each other's eyes. Seconds pass into minutes and minutes passed into hours and we were still stocked into each other's eyes.

His black deep eyes, so intense and breathtaking. It shows no sign of feeling for me to see through. No remorse or anything. Just plain. And I felt deeply hurt at that moment. Because I knew he could see my pain despite my walls covering it with a stance. But No. he knows me to much to an extent that he could read me through my eyes.

I immediately averted my eyes, clearing my throat as I started walking, leaving him behind.

"Sabreena" his deep musky sweet voice called. Holding my wrist from behind as he turns to face me. Looking at me with sadness in his eyes. He moved closer to me. Very close I could feel my heartbeat racing fast, about to explode. My head was tucked down looking at our feet.

"Look at me" he commanded. I slightly raised my head up looking at him in the eyes as I frowned, my left brow raised up.

"What is it Safwan? What do you want?" I asked feeling slightly awkward as I have never called his full name before. I always call him Saf. But the situation here is different, he means nothing to me for me to call him by the nickname I choose for him.

"Umm...hmm.." he stammered. Scratching the back of his head with his free hand. Just then I finally realized he was still holding my hand. I jerked my hand from his hold and folded my hands on my chest waiting for him to talk.

"Okay...if you have nothing to say then stop wasting my time I have classes to attend. I turned around this time with full force as I started walking but my wrist were caught by a hand.

His soft fingers rapped around my small tiny wrist. I turned around almost bumping into him but I didn't. I gave him a questionable look as I turn my eyes to his hands in mine and return the gaze to his eyes. He understood but still didn't take off his hands.

What is his problem? Why is he behaving as if he is suffering from amnesia. Has he gone crazy? I mean for the past one year he has been ignoring me as if I was invisible or I didn't exist and now he is standing in front of me staring at me, his hands on my wrist and he was standing very close I could feel his breath on my face.

"Are you Okay?" He inquired. Concern all over his face as he looks at me sadly.

Seriously?for the past one year he has been ignoring me as if he doesn't know me and now he stops me just to ask me if I'm okay. He just freaking asked me if I'm okay. Hell No, I was never okay since when he broke my heart, I was never Okay after his hurtful words, I was never and will never be Okay only because of him. And now he has the audacity to ask me if I'm Okay. Really.

I opened my mouth to talk but he cut me shut by talking. "Sab I know you aren't. What is wrong?" He begged. He's eyes full of questions.

"Look mister!" I placed my index finger on his chest. "You can't just stop me on the way and start asking me weird questions. Who do you think you are? You are a No-body to me since the day you left. You have no rights to ask me these questions. How dare you. You better stay within your limits mister." I roared at him as I jerked my hands from his hold turning my heals and walked away. I didn't miss the look of hurt in his face as I walked away. I didn't know from where the bravery came from but I was proud of myself for what I did. The old Sabreena would just have replied with 'nothing' and walk away.

"It wasn't life that punched me this hard. It was LOVE. Love happens. Then it ends. Then it hurts. The hurting part is the hardest of them all. And it happens a lot. To a lot of people." I silently walked into the class like a zombie and sat at the end of the class where I belong.

Only fortunate people are destined to love once and not be hurt. The unfortunate people like me are destined to love once and get hurt forever.