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Soft clouds were floating below me creating a cocoon of warmth and comfort. I felt warm tendrils tickling my body and the pleasurable tingles ran down my spine. I felt my body stiff yet comfy. I tried to move in my haze but a weight restricted my movement.

I was yet to come to my full senses and was lost in illusion of comfiness, warmth and homey feeling. I was at peace and rest and never wanted to open my eyes. It felt like soft petals of flowers and clouds were making me float into the blue of sky with wind blowing and hustling around creating a lukewarm canopy of calm. Not one thought invaded my mind. There was no barks to bind me or the bleeding limbs or tethered body and rags for clothes. Surprisingly, I felt I was beyond all confines just hanging peacefully in lingo between sleep and awakening.

However, there was constant waves of heat flowing through my body from backside. It was familiar and soothing. Pleasurable even. It kept me grounded and not to get lost into the swirling white of the clouds around me. This was home. All the feelings subsided replaced with the heavy sleep lingering above me and wrapping itself around me in its welcoming arms.

After what felt like centuries I opened my eyes gradually. It was dark so my eyes took time to adjust and I too felt tired to act at once. There were barks around me and- and I knew I ended up from where I started. My heart felt peirced by spear and it bled out all the hopes. There was nothing left. I tried to move but my body was more stiff than before and it stung like hell. No...This cannot be happening. I was almost out of this and how can I end up here again. I wanted to go home, hell, I was near to some kind of housing. The reality hit me again and soon I was becoming tired of even hoping that something good can come out of this.

Then suddenly the darkness converted to red and maroon and yellow and orange rising high above me and around me. I felt my body sweating and black smoke entering my lungs and making me hard to breathe. That was when I realised that the hostage box was on fire and the flames were creating thick black smoke making me hyperventilate and inhale all the black mass hurting my lungs and clogging my nose and throat. My whole body was sweating waters and already I was not hydrated enough. I tried to move and thrash again but something was restricting my movements. There was some weight on me and was that voices I heard outside. That was when thinking it as my last resort I screamed and shouted and hollered. Because the over warmth and smoke was making me start to faint and freezing my brain.

"NO....PLEASE...HELP ME....GET ME OUTTTTT....HEEELLPPPP....HARRRRYYYYYY. I DON'T W-WANNA D-DIE......AHHHHHHHHH......"

I screamed avoiding the whispers and voices I heard in the background. Right this instance nothing mattered than getting out of this fire and leaving this hostage box. I was even ready to move to another one with even lesser space than this but not here. Oh Lord...not here. It was too hot and too much smoke. I coughed badly and threw up a bit but nobody came. I only heard them but nobody rescued me. I wanted my clouds and warmth, not this blazing fire. I was not even able to find out what happened after that because then I felt myself slip from consciousness.

"H-hel...p-please..."

I never expected to open my eyes ever again but I flickered them open and looked around. This was becoming some regular occurrence. Always I found myself somewhere haunted and alone and surrounded by fire. But this time it was new. This time it was white spread till the horizons. I felt my body shiver and realized that the white substance was snow. I was still in my torn clothes, the same attire from The Charity Ball, and so the cold wind made me shudder visibly. There was nothing around me other than the white glistening snow and even though I was starting to turn blue it was better than to be bound with bleeding body. This time I was free with no chains and I felt-

Before I can complete my thought I felt splashed with very very freezing water on my body. It made me fell down disoriented with limbs scrapped. I tried to stand but then at the same moment another wave of water hit me from behind making me fell face first on the ground hurting my face and making it bleed too. The cold and wounds were never a good combintaion and this was at its extreme together. As soon as I managed to turn around and see while still lying on the ground, I was stuck with what I saw. My body had gone numb long ago and I knew even though I tried I won't be able to move.

The waves of black water as if cyclone in ocean was rising above me and I knew if it hit me now I will be dead in an instant. My eyes widened and my mouth was leaving big puffs of air from how heavy I was breathing. The water wave started falling down and it occurred in slow motion for me even though it was only millisecond. It fell on me and I screamed at last.

"LET ME GOOOOOOO....HARR-bwgcwvhiwh......"

The water entered in my body through all the open orifices of my body. I coughed and tried to flap my body around but nothing happened. Waves after waves continued to drown me as soon as I tried to come up for breathe. I did not know swimming but somehow when the first burst of water started flowing away another came in queue. This time I was not even able to open my eyes or breathe or scream and soon I found myself falling down deep into the ground underneath the water like a sinking stone or broken boat. I again heard voices in the background but they never formed words in my brain. They were just the noise accompanied by the gurguling and crashing sound of water waves. I had lost the count for how much time I stayed into the bed of the ocean where once was snow and my eyes never closed but my breathing stopped for sure.

"H-Haz..."

Again, to the start I felt surrounded by the clouds and in its warmth. But this time I was too scared and cautious to take it for good. I knew what followed it and so tried to think of something to get me out of this. I was opening my eyes and experiencing all the stuff but it felt like I was still somewhere else lost and asleep. I was too tired and frightened to open my eyes as I thought the fire and water will continue to bombard me. So I kept my eyes tightly pressed and waited for the pain and fear. I waited and waited with some light panting but nothing came except a voice. This time they were forming words not just noise. I made my mind concentrate on what that voice was insisting to me. It too too much effort before I was able to hear the fragments of sentences.

"Wake.....shock.....scar...scared...host-age..."

The words did not make enough sense for my brain to interpret but I continued to listen and channel all my thoughts to that voice. Even though it sounded confusing and senseless the voice felt so familiar. It hit my home someway. The voice was soothing and soft like a whisper filled with warmth and care and...love. It held the fragileness and comfort. The voice was making me feel safe and protected. It was making me feel like I can open my eyes. I wanted to open them but bigger part of me was scared to face that fire and water attacks again or getting locked in that hostage box.

"Louis...Lou...Hear...me ?"

The voice was calling my name. They knew me but so did the kidnappers. How can I open my eyes to the risk ? I was at peace while being asleep and why would I want to wake up and face all that disasters again ? I was happy with the clouds and sleep.

"LOUIS....."

This time the voice was getting louder and held a bit of sharpness and desperation. I knew they wanted me to wake up, even tiny part of me wanted that too, but the bigger part still remembered every torture and every pain and fear precisely. I wanted everything to go away and stop bothering me. I also did not want to move my body now. I was numb and it felt right. I wanted that voice to go away and stop insisting. But then I wanted to hear them and answer. It was frustrating and I was feeling the clouds cracking beneath me crumbling my canopy slowly.

"NO....nonononooo...please..."

I tried to collect them in my arms but my body was stuck mid air. I felt no movement as if my neurons were dead. That voice came again and I knew it won't leave me unless I shut them up. I wanted my clouds and sleep and the white background surrounding me. I wanted it forever. But then something green flashed in front of me when I thought of forever. They were swirling orbs of emerald green colour with very few cerulean flecks inside. They were providing light to the clouds and me. They were the bulbs giving me warmth and the feeling of calm. I wanted them to stay forever.

"Lou...p-please..."

The voice came again and at the same time that green orbs of light flashed pain. I did not like that. I wanted the pain to go away and reflect love and calm in them. I had to make them right. They were mine to see and I did not appreciate that sight. I wanted to touch it but my hand moved not an inch. The voice was still chanting my name and pleads and the pain was getting more and more intense into that orbs and it was too much for me to take. I was not brave enough to see that pain. At that moment i was not scared more for seeing the pain than that fire or water or woods or hostage box. A wave of bravery emerged inside me directing all my thoughts to that voice and I breathed deeply or gasped. The voice stopped chanting for a second and I thought it will stop but then it took hysteric note. The orbs were now having a glint of hope but the pain still remained.

I tried some more to respond to it and then I felt tingles on my lips. It worked as an electric shock. My whole body jolted and soon the wheels of my brain started working more rapidly. The orbs were subsiding but the sparks I felt on my lips intensified. The orbs were taking shape of something or rather someone. The body started forming and I knew who that was even before the blurry image cleared.

My Husband. My Harry.

As soon as the realisation hit me, I felt my body returning from its numbness. My eyes widened more and my mouth started to form words. The things I was feeling suddenly became ten fold and then I gasped out aloud in a shouty whisper just one word. And it all changed again. This time it changed for the better.

"H-harry..."

I was breathing heavily and still my body felt too heavy to move but my eyes were flooding. This time my blue met his green directly. Not anything. Not white, not dark, not fire, not ice or not water. This time it was his green. The soothing and loving emerald green filled with worry and love glistening with unshed tears. I knew this cannot be my vivid imagination because I knew in my heart that this was real, not some illusion or mind trick. This was my Harry, for real in person above me.

"Oh God...Louis...My LOu..my louis....Thank God...my baby...Lou.."

Before I can respond I found him burying his face in the crook of my neck and biting and licking the skin after kissing it wetly. He was nuzzling there very wildly yet with gentle undertone. He looked not himself and I let him have his moment. Hearing his voice was enough for me to know that I was back with him, back at home, safe and sound. That was when all that happened to me came rushing back at me and my body stiffened and I let out a cry. It was too hard to control now and my dam broke.

I felt him halt in his actions and that was when with the last strength left in my hands I lifted them and hugged him around his neck dragging him down above me. I sobbed loudly and screamed and cried and in that moment there were no boundaries or manners. I let go of all the pain and fear I felt in the past time verbally by sobbing loudly. I have never cried like this in my life but this was beyond control this time. I had kept collected myself since long but watching Harry and being in his arms made me loose my control. There were no lies or boundaries between us and I felt secure enough to cry in his arms than anywhere else.

I felt him pamper me, caress my hair and my body very gently and softly. He peppered kisses all over my face and neck but never once asked me to stop. He knew I needed this and I was grateful that he understood. He always knew what I needed. I was still scared but then my heart knew Harry will protect me. I wanted only Harry with me and nobody else. After what felt like hours when I got drained out of tears, I only sniffled and hiccuped. I was crying silently and hiccuping and then again sobbing loudly. The cycle continued to go on but after sometime when Harry tried to leave me and stand, I screamed and tried to grab me.

"NO....HARRY...DON'T LEAVE ME...ITS DARK. HARRY..."

He immediately fell on top of me again hugging me to his chest and I cried again. This time from relief.

"You are safe, Lou. I am here. I will never leave you, baby. You hear me ? you are safe....We are alone...Its only me and you here..."

I clutched him tighter to me and buried my face into his neck on instinct and as if my body was on automode I started licking his neck. It was wet and rough and dirty but I did not care. I licked long strides on his neck and nibbled on his skin, nuzzling it. It was letting my inner self calm down rapidly. Harry tilted his head more and cupped the back of my head allowing me to take my time licking and grooming him. I did not know why I was doing that or what made me do that but I knew it was right and it was what my body needed. It felt good and soothing to my heart, brain and body. We were still lying down with him above me and my arms loosely wrapped around his shoulders. He was hovering with his weight on his forearms on either side of my head.

"Mmm.."

I started making sounds and it would have been awkward and weird but as I said before, I did not care one bit. I was lost in some haze and I only wanted Harry and his scent around me. He too felt the same judging by his submission and equal participation. I licked down his throat and bit his adam's apple and nuzzled underneath it. I felt him kissing my forehead and whatever area he reached while complimenting my movements. After few minutes or hours I felt stable and clm enough to come up a little from his neck and throat and breathe.

As soon as I loosened my grip around him and gazed at him directly, he started licking my face. My cheeks, my forehead, eyebrows, eyelids, nose and even lips. He continued his licking towards my ears and nose and gave the same treatment as I gave him before. He groaned a bit but then opened his eyes slowly and gazed at mine. Our eye contact always made me feel more intimate. We stared at each other for a long time without uttering anything.

"My Louis..."

"My Harry..."

We said at the same time and for the first time since days or weeks, a soft timid smile broke down on my chapped and bitten lips. Harry looked amazed by the sight and his eyes teared up some more but the tears never fell down. as he closed his eyes tightly and he started to sit up. Before I can protest he grabbed me gently with his strong hands around my waist and made me sit between his legs facing him and his circling my body. He attached his forehead with mine and took a big whiff of air inside his lungs. I just sat there exhausted and tired and aching but still amazed by him and his care.

He turned sideways a bit without moving his body and grabbed a glass of water. Instead of offering me, he put it on my lips and made me drink slowly tiny sips. At the first swallow I felt my throat burning and I winced. He immediately bend down a bit and licked my throat and lips to sooth it. There was nothing sexual in the act but only care. He again made me drink some water and soon I felt my mouth and body a bit more hydrated and alive. He grabbed what looked like some juice and put a straw in it. There were no words exchanged between us. We were only talking with our actions and eyes. Trivial words were not needed right then.

I tried to sip and swallow the juice which turned out apple shake and coughed. I did not remember eating anything and before my mind can wander I halted my thoughts. This was not the time for that. There will be a moment for that talk. Right now I needed Harry and his comfort. He rubbed my back slightly and then I continued to drink slowly. I completed half glass and felt full. I was hungry for days and so my stomach was ot able to take this much food at once. Harry looked pained but then he kept the glass aside and engulfed me into warm hug. I placed my head on his head and listened to the rhythmic thump thump of his heart which was lulling me to sleep. But as soon as I was about to close my eyes, Harry let go of me making me whine and again gave me glass of my half full apple shake to drink.

I pleaded with my eyes that it was too much at once but then he tried to look stern and I knew by that he meant no arguments. Internally I was elated by his expression of care and so I grabbed ths glass with shaky hands which was also supported from the bottom by Harry's hand and drank the remaining juice leaving it empty. It felt actually good after drinking that. I wanted to sleep but I was afraid of it. The fear was eating my insides. Iwas scared to wake up again in that hostage box or worse in that fire or water. I was tired and sleepy even though I did not do anything but I feared the most closing my eyes. My eyes were drooping but I was fighting myself to keep it open.

Harry must have noticed that because then he lifted my head from his chest and looked straight at me.

"Nobody is taking you away from me again, Louis. I am here with you. Sleep and I promise you will wake up in my arms."

He said that with so much sincerity that I believed him but still it was hard to let go and sleep. So I tried to fight the sleep with closed eyes making myself retrain from slipping away completely. I concentrated on things around me and decided to study them. This was safe. I opened my eyes and saw that we were......Oh ! we were in the cave. The same cave where me and Harry spent the night on that rainy day when I got lost in the woods and alone and then he came to find me and saved me. We were on the ground sitting on the soft bed made of pillows and blankets and sheets and clothes scattered around. The thin sheet of covers were covering us. I saw water pots and food item stuffed on one side along with the fridge and fire burning in the other corner. I immediately averted my eyes from the flames and concentrated elsewhere.

I never knew I was capable to blush even in this condition. I saw that Harry and I were both naked except the bandages wrapped around my body. They were more prominent around my wrists and ankles and torso. Then there were tiny dressings on the scrappings scattered on my knees and elbows. My lips felt a bit healed than what I remembered. I tried to move and my breath hitched. I was not wearing any shorts or even panties and I felt my length drag along the cloth. What actually made me flush was that I felt the whole of Harry's body pressed against mine and he too was stark naked. We were sitting skin to skin on the soft and comfy bed with covers pulling around our waists leaving us bare to the eyes.

I tried to hide my face further in his chest with my flaming cheeks and in return I heard a tired chuckle from above. I knew he was enjoying some of my embarrassment like old times and it made me feel close to normal. I hit him lightly with my barely formed fist and bit his chest in retailation just above his nipple. He inhaled sharply and rubbed his hand up and down my spine making me sigh and feel tingly. He continued caressing me and soon I was feeling tired to sit. I wiggled a bit and he must have got the message because then he very slowly and gently at a snail's pace made me lie down first into the makeshift bed. Oh God...

"Mmmm..."

An involuntary moan left my mouth at the sudden softness of the material underneath me. It was very bouncy and snuggly and comfy. But mainly it smelled of safety and home. I lied down looking at him upwards maintaining our eye contact. The area between my legs was only covered shyly by the side of covers leaving everything other than that exposed to him but I just kept looking at him suppressing the urge to squirm and it was not like I can move that freely. He too was looking down at me completely exposed without anything covering him. He turned me sideways gently and then lay down similarly behind me, spooning my small curvy body by his big one.

We fit like two puzzle pieces completely flushed and attached to each other from head to toe. He brought his right arm around my waist pulling me more closer and putting his left arms under my head pillowing it. He moved his one leg underneath mine and the other one above my body encaging me into his own canopy of tangled arms and legs. His long and thick length was nestled between my ass and even though it felt so suggesting, this was nothing sort of sexual. This was pure comfort and security. This was we needing our body contact to make each other realise that we were indeed in each other's arms. This was just we being two bodies snuggled together in other's scent and warmth to comfort our heart and soul. To make it feel safe and protective.

The scent of Harry and the cave filled my nostrils making my heart and brain calm further and soon as Harry covered us with blankets I felt myself falling asleep. He kissed my neck and started licking it again in soothing rhythm which weakened my fight against sleep. I felt his heart beating at my back and following its beat, I breathed in and out and before I knew I was drifting off to sleep. This time it was in my husband's arms. Protected and safe nestled between his body emitting warmth, care and love. I let myself fall asleep willingly this time trusting Harry to keep me safe and taken care of.

This was home. This was My Harry.

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So, thoughts ?

Louis is saved finally....!!! Did you enjoy the silent Larry fluff ?

Please let me know your views on this. I hope it turned out alright. I wrote the whole chapter in one go today itself. I wanted to give you angels something nice on this  festival occasion so I tried to update it soon. I did not want you guys to leave with our angel Louis in pain. I hope you appreciate this and love it.  Your comments give me inspiration to write more and rapidly.

Updated on : 11 November, 2018

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