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Got a little time so thought to update ! Not my good day...But I hope you all have one best day today  :)

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I started shedding my clothes to take shower but never once my mind rested from its relentless thoughts. The warm water hit my body making me moan and sigh with ease. It felt like heaven. After all these days of waking early and taking quick bath, made me savour the warmth I was feeling right then. I lapped my body with shower gel of my favourite vanilla flavor with a whiff of strawberries and started rubbing my body with loofah and all the foam made me giggle because...yes ! I still love to play with foam and bubbles but that nobody has to know.

I started humming song while showering as usual singing "Heaven" by Julia Michaels which is my recent favourite. I quickly started washing my body and did little dance steps but almost slipped. Suddenly I felt as if something came to surface from the back of my mind...possibly a memory from last night.

I woke up in the night and I still felt a bit dizzy. I turned my head sideways and saw Niall sleeping like a starfish and his hands and legs spread out making them lay limply on my tummy and leg. Traitor ! He never completed the Barbie Song. That orange juice made me feel so relieved and carefree that I still feel as if I can fly. I giggled imagining myself flying high in the sky and chasing Harry. Huh ! he betrayed me. Suddenly I got angry and immediately sat up which made my head pound a bit but I giggled nonetheless imagining Chipmunks playing drums in my brain.

I felt as if somebody was watching me and upon looking closely I saw a dark figure lingering at the bedside table shyly inching closer with hesitation in its steps. I immediately got a whiff of strong cologne with musky scent which I can never forget. I saw him approaching me carefully with light footsteps to not make noise and wake up Niall. He bend down and sat on his knees near my side of the bed and stared at me with his twinkling green eyes that looked almost silver brown in the moonlight pouring into the room. I wanted to get lost in them and play hide and seek with him but I am angry at him and I am not going to talk to him. It makes me sound like a petulant child but as I said...I am freeeee to flyyyy. Whoops !

He slowly raised his hand and adjusted my fringe softly caressing my forehead and flicking my nose making it crinkle. He smiled adorably at me showing me his dimples and I immediately poked him with my index finger and giggled. But then I remembered his betrayal and scowled at him making his beautiful face turn down into frown.

" Go away...you betrayed me "

"Lou..."

"No...go away on your stupid date. I am very happy alone with my novel heroes "

He laughed slightly making my blood boil even more because how can he just find this funny. He started caressing my cheeks which were flushed from heat making them more crimson but I was thankful for the dark which prevented him to witness the effect he had on me.

"Are you jealous Louis ? "

"NO...I don't get jealous "

"Liar "

"Why are you talking to me then ? Just go with that Dick and have fun on your date ? I don't care about that Nicked Grimshaw "

"Nicked ??? "

" Yes...that's my nickname to him because he is wicked so Nick and wicked makes it Nicked and he tried to steal you away from me. He is cruel. I will scratch his face and make him cry. " I growled angrily because all the pent up anger was ON THE LOOSE now. But Harry does not seemed bothered  and even looked happy to hear all this.

"Oh Lou ! He cannot steal me away from you "

"He already did and you went on a date with him "

"I don't know if you will remember this tomorrow but I never agreed to go on a date with him, Louis. He does not mesmerize me "

"Then who does ?"

He just slowly kissed my forehead and both the cheeks lingering there while his hands were drawing circles on my sides making me sag with relief to know that he did not go for a date. He brought his nose closer to mine and gave me Eskimo kisses making me giggle. He suddenly froze when he heard Niall murmuring in his sleep something like " My LiLi " which again made me giggle. He resumed threading his fingers through my hair making me sleepy again making my eyes droop. He carefully tucked me in the covers and kissed my forehead again while starting to leave.

I cannot let him leave me. What if he will go with Nick and get mesmerized by him. I grabbed his wrist making him halt and he again bent to be at my eye level and whispered softly

" Go to sleep my Lou "

His soft and careful tone made me cry as tears started pouring out my eyes making me suddenly latch onto his neck and tuck my face into his chest with my arms wrapped around tightly.

"P-please n-never l-leave me Hazzie "

I felt him froze for a moment and then he too wrapped his arms tightly around my waist and almost pulled me into his lap while he buried his head into my hair nuzzling. I felt the sudden urge to kiss him all over the face but I was feeling sleepy wanting me to just close my eyes and sleep in his warm embrace cuddling him.

" Never " He muttered and placed me back on my bed, tucked me in again and sat there on the floor while softly humming a melody immediately lulling me to sleep.

"Sleep well my Lou "

These were the last words that I heard and immediately fall asleep with content heart.

I jolted back to reality and came face to face with my own wide blue eyes and opened mouth reflecting back. I was too stunned to react. Was it real or just it was conjured up by my mind ? Oh my god ! That can't be true. But what if..it was real? What harry will think of my confessions. I am too embarrassed because he saw me at my vulnerable state and now I don't have enough courage to meet his eyes. Oh God ! what do I do ? I realized lately that I was still standing under shower which made my skin prune making me turn off the shower and hastily took the towel to dry myself. In my haste I remembered that I did not bring my clothes for changing inside. I always changed in my room as it was always just me but today I don't want the thing with Niall happen to me. So I thought to take them inside but apparently, old habits die hard. Thankfully my bathrobe was hanging in there so I got into it and tied the knot loosely and made my way outside the bathroom and shivered a bit as the cool breeze was flowing through the windows.

I saw that the door was closed and clicked shut so I didn't bother to lock it again and started searching for my panties and clothes to wear. I opened my cupboard and stood there not knowing what to wear. After sometime I chose navy blue panties with little bow in the middle front and a bit big one on the backside with little sky blue and purple lacy strings threaded around the waistline making it look like a braided. I wore it under my robe and it sat snuggly on my hips and ass making me feel covered. I started searching for my t-shirt to match with black slacks but getting confused. I had to go on my tippy toes to look at the top most shelf which made the knot on my robe open making it fall sideways.

I was still searching for the particular stripped t-shirt which made me unaware when the door slammed open and in came Harry shouting my name.......

"LOUIS.....are you done yet or are you still playing with water inside because if........"

On instinct I turned around and came face to face with wide eyed Harry who was ogling me. I did not realize quickly that my whole body was exposed to his naked eyes and just stood there in shock. His eyes started roaming from my face to my neck lingering a bit more on my exposed chest making my nipples hard and erect with the attention they were gaining. He slowly dragged his eyes downwards and gasped staring directly at my panties and thighs all the way to the toes making my legs squeeze tightly, my breathing erratic. As if my brain started working suddenly, I jumped and turned around to face away from him but the damage was done. How can I be so stupid and dumb and fool to stand and let some other man look at my naked self. I feel so dirty and humiliated that tears of anger, embarrassment and guilt started running down my face. I did not know why my body reacts extremely towards harry. Why can I not just push him away and slap him for ogling me. Why does it makes me feel something a keen to desire when I saw his pupils dilate while he was checking me out. It felt as if the time had stopped making us hang in that awkward moment. What he will think of me ? I feel so ashamed.

I heard him moving slowly and next thing I knew he was standing exactly behind me and his breathe tickling on the backside of my neck. I can feel his tall and solid body aligned perfectly against my back. I squeezed my eyes shut tightly to avoid all the emotions that struck me at once by his close proximity making me want to lean back against his broad chest and to be engulfed by his strong arms around my waist with his head tucked in the crook of my neck licking and sucking the exposed skin. I wanted all that thoughts to go away. I felt his hands shyly grazing my sides making my breathe hitch while he was almost panting in my ear. He slowly grabbed  the straps of my bathrobe and wrapping his hands around me, tied the knot in the front adjusting it properly so my body gets covered. This just made me cry more silently but I saw some tears land on his hands which were still fixing the knot making them froze. He softly whispered in my ear making me shiver

"Loot at me Lou.."

I shook my head while a quite sob leaving my mouth but he kept on insisting.

"Please Louis, turn around "

"I-I c-ca-n't. I-I f-feel ashamed " I choked out.

He moved so fast turning me around and hugging me closely that I not even got a chance to think. He wrapped his arms around me tightly while I tried fighting him violently to make a distance between us but he never loosened his grip which made me tired of fighting and just hide my face into his chest and sob. Why I cannot just find my soulmate and marry him. Why cant Harry be that person ? Why do I feel so strongly for Harry ? I just want everything to go back to normal. I am not ready for the onslaught of emotions that I have been experiencing since I met him. All the pent up emotions came rushing to the surface making me cry harder.

"Shhh Shh Lou. I am sorry "

"N-no...I-I "

"Shh...not now Lou. Just calm down, my baby "

And the nickname made me want to cry harder but also made me wonder if I heard it or my hazy mind just assumed it. I slowly calmed down while Harry never ceased to rub my back soothingly. I lifted my head up and sniffed softly while rubbing my face with the sleeves of my bathrobe. Harry released his grip entirely and stood keeping some inches between us. I stood there looking at the ground while squirming and squeezing my legs as I never wore short clothes in front of others and what happened earlier made it ten times worse. He placed his forefinger and thumb beneath my chin and lifted my head but I kept my eyes lowered.

"Lou...Look at me. It was not your fault, you hear me ? It never happened "

I gathered to courage to look in his eyes and all I found was sincerity and respect which settled my nerves but doesn't made me feel any less ashamed.

"Stop that thoughts Louis. It was just the wrong timings."

I wondered how he knew about my self blaming and how can he just say one sentence and I feel everything is alright. I think...I am falling for him hard and fast, if not already. He respects me and did not make fun of this or insulted me by doing something offensive. How can he have these many shades ? Now I am starting to realize what Ana felt when she was saying she loved all his fifty shades in that novel which I didn't exactly got at that time. How can she not ? and I see the small inkling here too.

"Get changed Lou, Uncle Mark is calling you"

"Uncle ? " I muttered to myself but didn't seem to hear. He calls my papa, uncle ?

"O-okay "

He made his way out but not before giving me reassuring smile and closing the door behind him. I stood there for seconds and then just grabbed some random top and wore it and got into my black slacks and made my way downstairs leaving the happenings of moments ago to dwell upon later.

I made my way downstairs and found everyone gathered in the living room. I saw Karen sitting with Niall and talking quietly, Ma and mommy sitting beside them and Anne accompanying them from opposite seat leaving the spot beside her empty. I immediately made my way there to take up that empty seat. She sensing my presence greeted me by giving warm side hug and Aunty Karen too gave me warm smile. I saw that her one arm was wrapped around Niall affectionately. Oh...Mother-in-law approves ! My eyes roamed unintentionally in search of someone particular when someone cleared their throat making my eyes stop wandering.

"He left with all the men. They are in backyard, all the men, discussing god knows what but I assure you it must be boring stuff " Anne whispered in my ears making me laugh and blush at the thought that she caught me searching Harry. Then too I tried to do damage control.

"I-I wasn't searching for Ha- Mr. Styles "

"When did I mention him, my precious son huh ? Caught you " and wow....way to be smooth Tommo ! She laughed which made me comfortable to not feel bad or uncomfortable.

I saw that Niall was blushing about something and was answering quietly to whatever Aunty K was asking him. Niall and quiet..now that's new !

After sometime we heard the loud laughter of men making their way inside and what I saw made my eyes bulge out and breath hitch. I think these days I am going to catch some cardiovascular or respiratory disease for sure. They were all covered in dirt from head to toe, soaking wet, had some tears in their shirts and were crackling and falling on each other. They did not look like fathers but like teenagers goofing around. Take yesterday all were serious and tensed and look at them now. Papa and Uncle Geoff were panting heavily while Uncle Des and Uncle Bobs were making fun of them. Lingering behind in a headlock was Liam who was kept being held by Harry dragging him along while Liam was apologizing profusely for something but Harry was not in the mood to let him go. These Men and their antics ! oh no, why do I sound like a girl

They all immediately came to a stop seeing us all staring at them and looked sheepishly at us. I turned my head and met Niall's eyes who was equally confused. We also took notice that all the ladies were glaring daggers at their respected husbands while watching them Harry and now free Liam were snickering behind making their fun as all the Big Burly men were avoiding eye contacts with their wives. Everyone knows never make your wives angry or you will get a taste of Hell if they wish that upon you. Me and Niall also controlled our laughter because we don't want to get on the receiving ends of our Mommy's anger.

"Oh...darling J ! We were just..." Papa started nonchalantly as if he was not scared to death.

"JUST SAVE IT " Mommy said very quietly emphasizing each word while he had his eyes wide open and a pout forming. Real mature !

So, now comes Uncle Bobs to take charge in the field. Let's see how he performs and how far he goes against Ma ?

"It is not what it looks like "

"Oh ! then care to explain dear ? " Ma said with creepy smile on her face.

Uncle Des and Geoff were standing behind in the shadows when Aunty K and Anne called them out

"You want to add something ? " Anne asked at the same time Aunty K said "This is real mature..." in a sarcastic way and wow...first time I heard her sounding so pissed otherwise she is very calm.

All the men turned to glare at Harry and Liam in the background in hopes that they will help them somehow. Liam started calmly to explain

" Listen Mom, we were seriously doing some...important stuff and...."

"What important stuff ...?"

"Well....that's uh Harry knows. "

"The fuc-freak I know ! I mean we were doing skinny dipping in the lake nearby and started playing some games which got us all manly dirty"

"Oh ! important stuff Liam..I see and Harry dear, what is manly dirty ? Never heard before "

"Now, lets get over this darling. We have important stuff to do " Uncle Geoff tried sweetly to interject and save Lirry from Aunty K.

"Oh ! Like skinny dipping and getting...what was that..ah ! womanly dirty ?"

Niall's dam broke first and he started crackling around laughing loudly making me join him too and in all that somehow we found each other tumbling on the floor and hugging to control our laughter but that seemed to diffuse the situation and I am sure for every men right here, Niall will be guarding angel.

We wheezed some but finally got ourselves in control and wiped away tears while sitting on the floor facing them. I saw Papa and uncle Bobs narrowing their eyes at us which immediately evaporate every thoughts of laughter and uncertainty dive in.

"You two...We need to have some serious talk regarding your little episode yesterday "

Immediately we were under the focus and all heads turned to us, gaze zeroing on us.

"No..first of all, you all go and clean yourselves then and only then think of sitting and having conversation with them. I don't want my house and carpet dirty which we all made sure to clean today morning. Now chop chop ! Get ready soon husband " Mommy said authoratively and who was papa or any men in that case to resist the murderous expression on their wives' faces.

They all went to take quick showers while we continued o just talk and laugh at their frightened faces. Still I wonder how does Harry fits in all this ? Is he my father's other friends's son..or whatever. I need to ask Mommy once I get her alone. I was still lost in thoughts when Anne suddenly asked

"So, I see that now everything is pretty alright with harry. Any news ? "

"Um..well, he is not that bad. I mean I don't take what I said yesterday back, it still stays but today he is more civil and nice which is also weird because I never expected that from him. Its like his arrogant switch is off today. But caution : Never trust Curly Styles's mood " We laughed together which felt so light and relieving and Niall heard that too, laughing along. Somehow his nickname just rolled out from my mouth but Anne is nice..I think I can trust her.

One by one all the men entered the living room freshly showered and gave their wives an easy smile as if nothing happened and they just were taking regular shower. Last to enter were Liam and Harry. I didn't see them but I saw Niall's expression turn hazy as if watching daydream and predicted that that might be seeing Liam, all wet and fresh after shower. I snickered in his ear making him jolt and punched me in my tummy. Rude ! he was still finding it difficult to drag his eyes away from him but then finally he turned towards me and gave me creepy smile saying

"Look at your Mr. Grey, Miss Steele "

I glared at her and turned my head freezing mid sentence with my jaw dropped open. Everytime I see him, he never cease to amaze me. Harry was walking with all his glory in his black tight slacks and white sheer shirt, almost transparent giving good look at all his tattoos. His hair were still wet with shower, curls falling on his face untamed and wild while his skin glistening with water droplets making me squirm because never in my life I found someone this attractive even just by showering and doing nothing. He is work of art. His portraits should be placed in museums and sonnets should be written on his beauty. I was brought back to reality by Niall whispering in my ear

"Ooh...someone's drooling ! "

I made a fishy face towards him and he started laughing as if I was joking, well..I was.

Harry met my gaze for a second and smirked as if knowing what effect he has on me. Bloody Conceited !

When everyone settled the dread came to us as we knew we screwed badly last night and will have too hear scolding in front of everybody including Harry and in Niall's case Liam. This is embarrassing.

"So, lets commence....." Uncle Bobs started making me and Niall gulp nervously.

GOD ! Save us.....

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Did you guys find it enjoyable and lovable ??? I hope you guys enjoyed it ! My laptop again is nt working so can't tell when will be my next update and also......exams :(

HARRY BEING DARK LARRIE AND SINGING IIFC MADE ME FEEL AT THE TOP OF THE WORLD ! HAPPY TEARS IN ROW !

Updated on : 22/03/18

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