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The war was at its highest and everywhere all I can hear were screams, wailing, clinking of swords, animals tearing each others flesh , people being drained out of blood from their bodies , bears howling , war cries and all I could feel was numbness and guilt. Somewhere I thought I was responsible for this and guilt was eating my heart out. I felt rage , sadness , self loathing , helplessness and the most was guilty for causing this nightmare which people wont ever be able to forget , where they will loose their loved ones , families getting break up , a child loosing his mother , a wife loosing her mate , friends getting lost and no matter who wins the deafening sounds of war and destruction will echo in everyone's ears , will haunt them for life and deprive them from peaceful nights they once had and all the beautiful poems describing life will turn to the nightmares of loss and wars and all this caused because I was bei............

I woke up with a jolt , sweat dripping down my body ( our dirty laundry ;) and panting heavily. I looked through the window it was still dark so it must be still after midnight. I was so scared and confused by all these nightmares and feeling hole in my mind that tears of frustration and fear started rolling down my cheeks. All about the previous day came rushing to me , Camille threatening me , Harry being cryptic and shouting at me , Niall being gloom and then I registered that I also felt the presence in my room just before I fall asleep but due to very long tiring day with roller coater of emotions I didn't give too much thought and never checked about it . Additionally , I also left my window open which is very foolish thing to do as it can be dangerous and anybody can sneak and snoop through my things .

What makes it worse is my clothing as I was only wearing a three size big t shirt which is grey , soft making me totally drown in it and reaches up to my mid-thigh and a pair of my lavender panties. This is my go to nightwear when I am so tired or have very bad day and yesterday turned out to be both.

I always have trouble sleeping alone so Mommy always stay with me till I fall asleep but I guess fate wanted yesterday to be my very very special day and I insisted on sleeping early Alone.....

I was shaking from nightmare and the room was pitch black only moonlight casting shadows on my bed and at my study table. I always sleep with a dim light on and apparently I also forgot to switch it on before falling asleep. Add all this with my fear of darkness and again I clutched my covers tight against my body and decided to be brave and at least switch on the light and maybe go to Mommy's room to sleep the night away but like me Mommy is a light sleeper and maybe going there will spoil her sound sleep so I decided to just spend the night while thinking about what I want to do for my book that I need to get approved by Harry and there again his name brought memories of the previous day but somehow I felt comforted and safe ? by thinking of him.

Suddenly I felt as if I want to see his eyes that will look sparkling pools of green luring me in to comfort me , make me feel safe and protected . All my musings came to a sudden halt when I realized that this was not just my thoughts but an actual pair of green-yellow shinning eyes were staring at me which were not at all human. By looking closely I realized and almost fainted that it belonged to a big animal who was sitting at the foot of my bed and was still towering me I wonder how giant it will be. It was staring at me but I was frozen too at my place and almost let out a scream however, I actually wanted to yell , scream, cry for help from this beast but my voice betrayed me , feeling all these things my voice didn't come out and opened my mouth in a silent scream. The animal looked confused at first as if not knowing what to do but then with determination it walked towards me and I started scrambling away from it as far as I could which was not at all far as my head got hit with the headboard of my bed and it caused a pain cry to escape my mouth.

The animal looked pained too hearing my cry and then what it did astounded me as it came closer to my face that I can hear its breathing even smell the unique scent and started to nuzzle at my neck. At first I flinched at the foreign feeling but somehow in the middle of it , I felt comfy and started to feel normal well as normal as I can in that situation . For a moment I forgot all about nightmares , cruel assistants and moody bosses and all I can concentrate was the feeling of being in the cocoon of protection , feeling as if that this animal wont hurt me but instead will be my protector.

I realized that my covers were thrown aside in the conquest of me backing away from animal and I blushed thinking about my attire as my t shirt was slipping from my shoulder and was risen up to my stomach making my panties be seen and suddenly I felt self conscious and started covering myself with the sheets but while trying to do that I jostled the animal and it stared at me and I thought I saw his pupils dilate by looking at my state and immediately I covered myself because of the way the wolf scanning my body . I know its an animal but something felt off and I am really shy in that context even Niall has never seen me in these clothes and vice versa.

I felt my eyelids getting heavy and slowly lied down on the bed drifting off to sleep forgetting about the nightmare and the animal who was still nuzzling my hair and somehow it helped to fall asleep and I wonder if this is real or just my imagination but whatever this was , it felt good and still real or not I was happy for not being alone tonight.

I muttered the words very slowly not even knowing whether the animal can hear or not but I was halfway into the sleep crossing that fine line between dreams and waking up

" Than-k y-ou beasty........"

I woke up the next morning fresh and well slept with the sun shinning in the sky painting the sky in orange and red , birds chirping and a really good dream of an animal comforting me to sleep after waking up from that horrible nightmare. This time it was different than others , it was somehow becoming more clear as if the fog was being lifted slowly from the scene. I don't exactly know what to make out of the whole last night thing but I didn't want to spoil my day by thinking about all these nightmares and stuff but I never want to forget about how my nightmare turned into a dream of an animal and me falling asleep. I know it was weird to think this but somehow I felt it normal and maybe that is because I read fanfictions and am planning to write a book on supernatural that my mind conjured up that dream . Whatever it was I won't deny that type of dreams in future at all.

I made my way downstairs after changing into my regular nightdress and as I was early I still had time to sit and eat breakfast peacefully. As I entered the living room to get a cuddle from mommy I realized that the house seemed silent and that is not what u see happening in Tomlinson-Horan house on a working day's morning.

I saw Lottie and Fizzy ready in school uniforms and ready to go school as their exams were going on so revising the important notes. We in our family are very studious and I am proud of it . Fight me ! As soon as they felt my presence , Fizzy spoke

" Mom is at Niall's and rest of the twins are staying home don't ask why , even we don't know the reason , go and have breakfast there , we will leave at our time and yes , take care of Niall today because he is so quite today and that's abnormal . Oh yes...and he woke up early too that's like double abnormal . Mom is there having some ladies time with Ma so now do your morning routine, will you see in evening and let us study. One more thing , kiss us good luck and you are free to go. That's it , am I forgetting something Lots that mom mentioned to convey him ? '

" No..."

So as per the orders I kissed Lots and Fiz Good luck and left them to study. I brushed my teeth and took a shower and changed into my clothes I chose to wear today at work. I wore blue jeans and white and black stripped t-shirt , combed my hair into fringe,wore my hello kitty socks – Me and Niall have this loving for them and all cartoon socks – grabbed my new vans and made my way to Niall's.    

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Updated on : 3-1-18

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