Guess what? Scar is suffering this time. Hehehe...hehe?

Story was inspired by a lot of  angst fanfictions about Logan Sanders from Sanders Sides.

For once I'll be including a lot of magic because it's Scar we're talking about. He's a wizard!

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"Morning XB, came to do some shopping?"

XB turned around to share the same warm smile as the wizard was also displaying, "Hey Scar. Just came to purchase some shulker boxes."

Scar giggled, leading XB inside the chest monster. XB took out a few diamonds and handed them to the wizard, "Payment in advance." He said.

Scar stuffed the bright blue gems in his pocket and brought out couple more shulker boxes from his inventory and gave it to the hermit. "A happy customer always leaves a happy customer!" He exclaimed happily.

"A happy customer leaves a happy customer?" XB tilted his head slightly, confused.

"I MeAnt a HappY ScaR! I meA-" Scar kept stuttering till he finally calmed down and smiled sheepishly. "I meant a happy customer leaves a happy Scar."

XB let out a chuckle, which caused a little red blush of embarrassment spread through Scar's cheeks. He bowed his head slightly and took the shulkers with him to the exit. After bidding farewell, Scar went back inside and brought out more shulker boxes and started placing more for the shop. Until he heard faint voices outside his shop.

"Greetings XB." A hermit dressed in a familiar white lab coat waved at XB, and soon entered inside the shop. "O-Oh.. morning Cub." XB waved back.

~~~Scar's POV~~~

It was at this moment that my body tensed up at the hermit that entered my shop, my joyful mood to fear and anxiety. Cub walked towards me with a calm demeanor, both hands hidden in both of his pockets.

"Hey Scar." He greeted, but left both of us in an awkward moment of silence. I didn't greet him back though, not because I hate him, No! I like Cub! But.... my brain wasn't able to come up with a reply, It felt like my heart suddenly stopped.

Cub's small smile was slowly fading but he still kept a warming  presence with a considerate expression, "Scar, I know your a little busy but can we talk fo-"

I didn't stick around to hear what he was gonna say next, my legs already sprinted me out of the shop. I took a huge leap from the hill and spammed my rockets so hard that anyone would think I was a flying cod!

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Once Larry the snail came to view, I hastily landed near the ladder and blocked of the entrance with 'ANOTHER' door.

I took a few unsteady breaths, my heart still pumped like a thousand scars. But I still couldn't calm down, I heard a couple of fireworks tilk there was a big thump in front of my door.

"Scar, are you there?" the faint voice of Cub called out from the other side of the door. I kept both my hands on my mouth from making a sheepish sound and leaned my head near the door. After a couple of knocks, an unsatisfied sigh came.

"Scar I know your in there... But if you don't want to talk that's fine, I'll be patient okay?" Cub said softly...

The sounds of rockets grew distant, so I was sure that Cub was no longer waiting near the door. My body sinked down beside the door, choking up a sob or two, but managed not break down.

I wrapped my arms around my knees and rested my head on top of them, cradling myself into my own arms.

I felt the painstaking guilt of running away from Cub like that and ignored him... Everything has really changed, and honestly I wasn't prepared for change. Sometimes...conflicted feelings are too much, my emotions were too much.

I knew what Cub wanted to talk about but I'm anxious of the impact it will bring between us two. I'm afraid of the negativity it will bring, the things that will change from this, I could even jump to so many conclusions that it's beyond derp level of stupid.

"GAHHHHGGG!!" I screamed, digging my fingers through my hair. I gave up and just silently let a few whimpers till letting little droplets of water leak down my face, soaking my purple wizard sleeves in the process.

I want to talk to Cub but I can't, I want to hang out with Cub but I want to be free, I want relieve myself from the past but I don't want leave Cub alone like that. Everything is so conflicted between my feelings and Cub's....It was honestly something I need to resolve with him...

There was a sudden vibration in his pocket which distracted me from crying more of my eyes out. I let out a little cough, cleared my voice, then grabbed the communicator from my pocket. I checked out the chat and found the message that popped out in the sea of conversations.

*Xisumavoid: lookie lookie at my llamas *

*Keralis1: clever girl*

*XBcrafted: hey scar.*

*XBcrafted: can we have a little chat at your base?*

*Goodtimeswithscar: Sure!*

*XBcrafted: ^^*

I stood up from my sad place and carefully wiped a few lingering tears with my sleeve. I couldn't help but smile as I looked through my ender chest for some crystals.

Xb is coming, which means I have to cheer up a bit, I'll be having a visitor. I took the shulker box and searched through it for a magical crystal for my amazing friend.

But what caught my eye was a grim glow of grey that illuminated on the very bottom chest. "Huh, what's this?" I asked myself.

After some effort carefully grabbing hold of the crystal, I gazed at the dark  and dull color that could battle the color of rain clouds. But the glass surface was incredibly smooth, and there was a little transparent space in the middle.

Then there was a sudden appearance of a small grey mist around the crystal. "Wha- What is!.." I felt a wave of panic as I was absorbed by the mist that surrounded me. I felt an heart aching pain on my chest, almost like something stabbed through my heart and tried to pull my organ out of my body.

I was about to cry for help, scream obnoxiously high... but I didn't. Instead all anxiety and panic I had from the frightening sight of the mist was gone. I looked back at the grey crystal which was now a bright light of emerald green in the middle, entrapping it with the dark grey.

The moment I looked at the crystal, I suddenly lost senses of my morality . I felt cold, I felt numb, I felt empty, I felt gone...

~~~To be continued ~~~

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