Mishti Maheshwari a girl, whom everyone loved and than left her alone to be heartbroken and depressed. But she always rose up like a phoenix defeating her demons. She is a strong, independent and a determined girl get only weakness is the people she love.

She fears that one day everyone she loves will leave her. Her father who is not capable of being called human,
her mother left her to marry another guy if she wanted to marry again why was the need to leave her all alone in this ruthless world, the family which she thought would support left her like she was nothing but a unwanted garbage, inspite of all these she taught herself to love and trust others yer again what she got in return was only taunts, insults and heartbreak.

She loved a man named Abir Rajvansh, what he did? There was no difference between her family and him, even they pampered her loved her and in the end left her. Abir too copied there actions, earlier he loved her, showed her dreams, pampered her and than left her giving reason that she is from a broken family, that the love they shared was just infatuation. Just infatuation!!

She didn't believed him, she knew something was highly wrong, she knew her Ajeeb Rajvansh. She couldn't give up on her happiness, her love. She loved him more than she loved herself. The love they shared was unconditional and pure than what made him behave like that with her.

She got her answers, she got a life later, she is living with the man she should have been.

She was standing in front of mirror in her room of Maheshwari sadan getting ready to attend a function with whole family at Rajvansh sadan.

She glanced at Mirror and memories flashed in front of her eyes like an emotional movie.

He embracing her on the day of KuKu's haldi. The trust!! Damn the trust he had in her.

On Navratri he came to do shringar of her. He and his shayari! Will she ever get over them? No!!

His shayari always plays in her mind making her more weak and vulnerable.

Thier first kiss!!

One room with thousands of memory with one person. It was like watching a cd of old days, every memory was still fresh in her heart. She never ever wanted to erase them. She wished to treasure them all.

Jb saath choota hai to haath bhi choot jana chahiye!

Maine pendant nhi toda hai, Maine humara rishta toda hai!

Nahi krta me tumse pyaar!

Tumhari aankho me aakhe dal ke bol raha hu,

I don't love you! I don't!

Tum parai ho!

Kuch mahino ka pyaar hai ye!

Maybe he was right. There togetherness lasted only for few months and than they parted away. Even though she tried innumerable times she was only rewarded by heartbreak.

She tried to find different ways to meet him but it seemed like there is no going back, they won't be together again.

Ilzaam lagne wale chahe hazar log ho agar saath dene wala ek ho na to wo hazaro pe bhari padta hai!

Saath hi to chod diya tumne Abir mera. Kyu? Iska jawab me janti hu pr phir bhi ek baar aake mujhse keh dete ek baar! To shayad me samjh jaati, pr tumne rasta hi alag chunna. Agar tum kehte to zindagi bhar tumhara intezar krne to tyaar thi me. Pr nhi! Tumhe to apna bhai jyada pyaara hai!

Shayad me kabhi kisi ki first priority thi hi nhi.

Na tumhari

Na maa ki

Na papa ki

Na hi singhaniya's ki.

Me to humesha bss second choice thi.

Bss second choice!!

Agar hum dono saath hai to hr ladai jeet lenge.

Pr tumne to maidan chod kr bhag gye Abir. Me akeli kitne der ladti? Thak gyi ladai krte krte.

Khud jyada bharosa krta hu tum pr!

To kyu nhi kiya jb tum problem me the, you should have trusted me and told me your problem. But no! You wanted to be the hero and solve everything yourself.

A tear drop rolled down her soft skin, she wiped it quickly and hanged an earing in her ears. It's been 6 years but still she couldn't forget anything. A part of her still wants to stand under the shower of his love. But is it possible? Does he even loves her?

A man circled his hand around her waist and nuzzled his nose in her neck.

"Ummm Miss. Gorgeous. I still have the same effect on you"

Smiling she rested her head on his chest, while the man peppered few kisses on her shoulder.

"Nish bss bhi karo" she said while turning and embracing him.

The man was none other than her husband Nishant Maheshwari whom she married five years before.

Flashback:

After Offsite meeting Mishti, Abir, Nishant and Kunal met many times for the project. Everytime Mishti tried to get close to Abir talk to him, he just ignored her. Once she asked him the reason for break-up when no one was around but his answer was still the same that she is from a broken family.

Eight months for whole eight months she was trying to pursue him, trying to prove that he still loves her but he was way to adamant he didn't ever showed a hint of love or care.

During the period Kunal tried to insult Mishti, as usual Abir scolded him a bit and than everything went to normal. But Nishant he couldn't stand insult of his best friend so he always gave the most needed answers to Kunal which were enough to shut his mouth.

As the project got over Mishti and Nishant flied back to London. Mishti was not willing to go back but Nishant made her understand that trying for Abir to confessing his love is not possible. He gave her false hope that they would come back and try one last time.

There she started her bussiness in which Nishant helped a lot. In between she use to get panic attacks remembering Abir, as there was no one to look after her except Nishant. He would probably didn't go to his office for weeks just cause of Mishti. He did everything a best friend does for his friend but slowly his feelings were turning into love. He knew he had no chance as Mishti's heart belonged to Abir for now.

But he can wait and try, he should wait till she forgets him. Maybe there will be a chance for him. In all he didn't wanted to hurt her confessing his feelings now to her as it was not the right time.

Four months later it was Abir's birthday next week and Mishti literally begged Nishant to go back to India and once for once talk with Abir. Nishant not being able to see his love in this state accepted and they both flew back to to Rajkot.

In this one year Abir has turned into rude and bossy nature same as his mother. When met Mishti in temple, she tried to talk indirectly but yet again she was rewarded by insult. The last string of her hope broke when he said ' You rejected my brother whatever I did was just part of my play to revenge you'

Mishti went to the temple they where they both confessed there love and asked the idol in front of her the questions she was curbing inside her since year. Not gaining any answer she sat down there and started to go through the hidden collection of photos in her mobile which contained photos of them. She went through each photo cried more. Then she saw selfie which Maheshwari's clicked before going for the card ceremony. There she noticed the three people behind, zooming she found the pair of clothes familiar.

Trying to recall she came to a conclusion that it was Abir's kurta which he wore for card ceremony and maybe the lady beside was Meenakshi Rajvansh.

She knew that something happened there, she needs to know. She was about to get up when Nishant helped her to stand. He looked furious.

He scolded her for behaving irresponsible, and crying for the person who left her. He gave her the ultimatum saying they are going back to London but she again cried and asked for one last chance. She showed him the photo and asked him to get camera recording of construction site if possible.

Noticing her tears he agreed. He hated when she cried because of a person who hurted her so much. She wasn't like this, she was strong as storm and calm as water. If possible he would have killed that brainless creature who hurted the pure soul like Mishti.

He took her home, made her eat food than let her sleep. He was about to go when she holded his hand, he turned towards her

"I know Abir. He didn't do it on his own"

Holding her hand he sat down on floor and looked at her

"Dekh miss teapot. I trust you isiliye maine aaj tk tere hr idea me tera saath diya hai, but tomorrow it's the last time I am listening to you. If tomorrow we don't find anything we will be back to London aur tu phir Rajkot aane ki zidd nhi kregi. Peechle saal se tere hr baat mani hai ab tu mere baat sunegi"

She nodded as even she was tired, was she the only one in relationship? No! Even he was there. Now when he has closed every door and window of getting back till when will she try.

The next day they both went to construction site, as if God was with them they found the footage. Nervousness, angst everything was on peak for Mishti. She didn't knew what the video contained but she was sure that her life would be changed.

As Nishant played the video, the scene of three known people standing quickened Mishti's heart beat. When they heard the truth both of them were left speechless and shocked. How could a mother stoop so low? Watching the video Nishant decided one thing that whatever may happen he won't let Mishti go back to Rajvansh they have got master's in hurting His love.

But Mishti she was in another world jumping saying Abir still loves her.

"Mishti tu uske paas wapas nhi jaa skti"

"Kyu?"

"Wo tujhe kabhi accept nhi krega uske liye uska bhai hi important hai. Not you"

"Ha but he still loves me"

"Hr baar pyaar kaafi nhi hota Mishti"

"Nishant kuch bhi mt bol mere pyaar ke baare me"

"Tera pyaar ha tell me itne dino se koshish kr rhi hai kuch hua. Dono pyaar krte ho na to saath me kyu nhi ho?"

"Nishant" she raised her hand to slap him but stopped realising he is right.

"Tu jaa yaha se"

"Me kahi nhi jaaunga. Me yahi hu tumhare saath"

"Thik hai to me chali jaati hu"

Saying she ran out , jumped inside the car and started to drive harshly. Nishant didn't had any other vehicle as they both came in same car. He ran behind her as far as possible and than took another rickshaw to follow her. He tried calling her but she didn't answered.

Due to signal he lost her, he wasn't able to find her, he asked the rickshaw driver to go straight as the road lead to Lakeside.

He found people gathered around something, his heart beated more fastly. Going ahead he found Mishti's car had met an accident, he didn't knew what to do. And suddenly he shouted for people to help him. They removed her from car and admitted in hospital. Till the doctor was doing surgery he called Maheshwari's and told them about the accident. The doctor informed that nothing is serious just she got her right hand fractured.

When Mishti gained her consciousness she found bade papa, badi maa and Nishant there. Both the parents started to scold her for racing, which she didn't understood. When parents left, Mishti glanced at Nishant to understand what bade papa said

"Wo actually I didn't find any suitable reason so maine jhut bola ki tu racing kr rhi thi"

"I understand"

"This was the last time I lied to dadu and dadi. Next time I won't save you. As you said this was the last chance. And we failed in it"

"Nannuu please"

"No more talks on this topic"

He warned her and went to doctor.

Later she was discharged and taken home. Nishant wanted to go back but badi maa stopped him saying to wait till Mishti gets recovered. Kuhu came to Maheshwari sadan to meet her so called sister. The news of Mishti's accident reached till Abir, he became restless and decided to atleast see her from distance.

When Abir came to Maheshwari sadan, he saw Mishti was in garden with Nishant. And Nishant was making her eat, the scene made his blood boil he left from there thinking Mishti has people around her to care for her.

Badi maa and bade papa were able to see the concern of Nishant for there daughter and they knew what they wanted next. Bade papa talked with Nishant about marrying Mishti he was hell excited as he would be marrying love of his life but halted thinking of Mishti. What if she isn't ready? So he said he will think and answer. The same day bade papa and badi maa went to Mishti to ask for tying knot with Nishant. She was taken aback as she expected that they would bring alliance for her but of Nishant was a shock.

She answered saying she will talk to Nishant. After dinner Nishant came to her room to talk about marriage.

"Nannu I don't know what to say. I mean I never saw you as a life partner"

Holding her both the hands,

"Listen Miss teapot. If you don't marry me for sure badi maa will bring more alliances for you. Even my mother is forcing me to marry. So let's do it. It will be marriage of convenience"

"Our friendship? It won't change right. You will be the same nannu for me?"

"Our friendship will never ever change. You are my bestfriend and will be for life time. I promise you I won't ever leave you. I will be always there by your side."

"Nothing would change right?"

"No. I will not let anything between us change it just that we have to behave like a couple when outside our house"

"And what if my Ajeeb Rajvansh would come back to me"

He felt jealous listening to her. What is he suppose to do? Let Mishti go away! But it will never happen cause Abir will never come back as he loves his brother.

"Remember one thing in our relationship you will never be forced to do anything"

She smiled hearing his words and thanked him. The next day they said yes for marriage. The wedding was arranged in a grand manner, of course few people were there to taunt Mishti but her family was strong to handle everything. A special invitation was sent to Rajvansh sadan. Bade papa didn't wanted to invite them but Mishti forced him to as she thought that atleast now Abir will change his decision listening to the news of her marriage. But nothing happened as expected she waited till the last phera of her wedding with Nishant yet Abir didn't showed up.

While bidai she was not only crying because she was leaving Maheshwari sadan and going to London but also that Abir didn't came to stop her from marrying another guy.

A room was booked in hotel for them till next evening. When Nishant reached the room he saw her all decked ready for there first night. But he knew it won't be right to let his desires take over him he would hurt Mishti then. So he calmed himself and stood in front of her, who was standing opposite to mirror taking off all the jewelry. She looked nervous when Nishant stood beside her, she kept her eyes down not wanting to experience awkward.

"Miss teapot look at me"

She lifted her gaze and saw him standing with serious expression.

"I promised you that nothing would change between us and I won't let it change. So stop being nervous. I had booked other room for myself but now I am going to sleep here on that couch"

"Why? You go and sleep on bed of other room"

"Till when will you lie to me?"

"When did I lie to Nannu?"

"Look at that tablet strip"

She glanced at the tablets, it were the tablets she ate when she has panic attack or she feels like she would have one.

"Hmm"

"One strip has fifteen tablets. It was me who brought you those tablets ten days before and now only two are remaining in it. Why did you lie to me when I asked you about your panic attack?"

"I didn't wanted you to stress"

"Stress Mishti? I felt that I am your friend and you won't hide anything from me but you think sharing your problem with me will make me feel stressed?"

"Sorry"

"Now don't act so cute that my anger will melt"

She smiled hearing his words, he was going to another room so he could change his clothes but Mishti's word halted him.

"Jasmeet chachi I mean maa wo nhi chahti thi ki humari shaadi ho aur me unki bahu banu phir tumne I mean why did you fought with her for me?"

He came back to her, holding her hands he looked into her eyes

"It is ok if you call maa as chachi cause she is never going to love you as a mother loves her daughter. The most important thing I can fight with whole world for you and your happiness"

"Kyu?"

He badly wanted say because he loves her but controlled himself

"Because you are my best friend. And the most important person of my life"

Mishti didn't say anything further just turned towards mirror and removed her jewelry. Nishant went and changed his clothes.

The next day they flied to London after meeting Maheshwari's, even there for few days Mishti got her panic attacks even after medication.

It was almost seven months to there marriage, one evening after office Nishant came home, and found Mishti crying badly in her room. He made her stand, wiped her tears

"Mishti tujhe ho kya gaya hai? Aaine me dekh khudko yu kb se itni kamjor ho gyi"

He was speaking in rage cause he can't handle to see his strong Miss teapot in such way. She glanced at Mirror and found her broken reflection, disheveled hairs, swollen eyes, reddened cheeks and her extra slender body.

"Mishti, Abir tere paas wapas nhi aanewala. Nhi krta wo tujhe se pyaar"

He screamed and listening to that Abir doesn't loves her, she slapped Nishant hard on his cheeks. Her reaction shocked Nishant, was she still not over that man?

"Abir aaj bhi mujhse pyaar krta hai"

She screamed on top of her lungs, but somewhere she knew they both will never unite again.

"Pyaar? Ye to teri maa ne bhi tujhse kiya tha na? Kya kiya unhone chod ke chali gayi aur kabhi wapas nhi aai. Singhaniya's!! Wo tujhe princess ki tarah pamper krte the na kya hua? Unhone to tujhe kisi aur ko saup diya phir kabhi tu kaisi hai ye tk nhi pucha. Ye Abir Rajvansh isne bhi tujhe sapne dikhaye pr kya kiya I Don't Love you kehke chod diya. Tune koshish ki na usse manane ki kya hua? Listen to me uske liye uske bhai se jyada koi important nhi hai na tu aur nahi tera pyaar. So forget him"

"Naanu please" she whispered not wanting to go back at the horrifying memories feeling herself breaking once more like a mirror irreversible to be joint. She hated to be broken, but yet she loved the world with each of her broken pieces. She was exhausted collecting all the broken pieces and joining them, she wanted someone to love her with her broken pieces. But was it possible? The man she trusted to be one deceived, what was she left with? A heart broken into infinite sharp pieces, and wounds all over her soul. Who will love her?

Maybe she has to again be the same old Mishti who was strong, for whom self respect was important. She has to love herself even though it pains, she has to forget everything and move on. She has to be strong atleast for her parents who believes in her.

She has killed her self respect for a man she loved but not anymore. In a relationship love is not the only thing needed.

She is wounded
but she is strong..
she knew it
deep down
in her heart
all along..

she bravely
looked at her
open wound
she didn't close
her beautiful eyes
she held her quill instead
she drew her future
with her own bleeding heart

she realized.. she is love
she is light.. she isn't dead..
she realized
she can not die..
that is when..
she unfolded her wings
and she started to fly..

Mishti focused on her business which she started with help of Nishant, and she grew in it afterall she was a phoenix!

After three years of marriage, Nishant confessed his love to her. She was in shock to know that he loves her since long. She asked him to court her and he happily agreed. Even though she knew that she started to love Nishant but she never voiced it out.

Present:

"Nannu don't you feel betrayed cause I still remember Ab.. bir"

She asked to him still being in his embrace. He lifted her head and made her look in his eyes

"I have told you many times he is part of your memory and I am I am part of your life. There's difference"

She smiled at his words and nodded, he placed his hand on her little protruded belly,

"So how's my princess?"

Mishti was two months pregnant, Nishant didn't wanted to come back India but Mishti insisted as it was second birthday party of Kuhu and kunal's son Krish. They didn't attended the first birthday party cause of which kuhu was upset and if this time they would have missed it Kuhu along with Krish would have got upset.

"She's fine but I am not"

"Why what happened to you?"

"I have been feeling nausea since morning I just hope nothing happens in party"

"Princess don't stress mumma ok. You know she is looking most beautiful lady on earth but not more than you"

"Was it an appreciation or something else?"

"Cinnamon it was appreciation of your flawless beauty"

He gave her a red rose, her lips curled up looking at it. Since the day they have got married he didn't miss any day to give her freshly bloomed red rose. She pushed the rose in her bun and glanced at Mirror.

"Looking not too good"

Commented Nishant pulling her leg, as promised the marriage didn't affected there friendship. He ran towards the door to save himself from her beating.

Ignoring him she took her mobile to reply message of her secretary but she felt hand around her mouth and waist. It was of her husband who bent a little to her ear, whispering I love you in her ear ran outside. She wasn't shocked by his actions, he would always do the same thing, he covered her mouth because he knew he will never listen the words he want to from her.

Later he came back to her room, and found her working, he sat opposite to her and took laptop from her.

"Nannu kya kr rha hai?"

Keeping the laptop aside, he holded her both hands in his.

"Tujhe yaad haina maine kal kya kaha tha?"

"Nannu may whatever happen I am not leaving you"

She said firmly remembering there yesterday's talk.

Flashback:

Mishti was packing bags when he made her sit on bed and sat beside her. Taking her hands in his he spoke

"Cinnamon you know tomorrow we will be in Rajvansh sadan."

She nodded, she could understand his breaking and slow voice

"If tomorrow you meet Ab..ir.. Raj..van.sh and you both so..rt out things you feel he is rig..ht.. for you don't think of me.."

"Nish what are you even speaking? Did you forgot that we have a child too I am pregnant"

"I know but still if you find your happiness in him you are free to go after giving the child to me or you can even... Take her with... You... I will be happy looking at you and our child being happy"

She could see his eyes filling with tears, she knew he was saying all this just for her happiness. Afterall if anything mattered to him was her smile. She quickly embraced him tightly

"I am not leaving you and our baby"

Present:

"You like to spoil my make up right? Itni mehnat se make up kiya tha sb bigad diya"

Chuckling he embraced her,

"You look beautiful even without makeup Miss. Gorgeous"

Pecking her forehead, he got up and gave a hand to her, she happily accepted his hand.

Soon both were at the gate of Rajvansh sadan, for second Mishti stumbled as the flashes from past came in front of her eyes but she made herself strong to face the storm of emotions ahead.

"Miss Teapot agar nhi Jaana hai to bata de we can go back"

"Nhi nannu. Kb tk bhagungi? I need to face my past"

"Ha aur kuch gadbad ho gyi to me hu hi"

He said dramatically making her giggle, they both went inside. Kuhu was the first one to notice them, she came and embraced both of them. She was happy to see her brother and so called sister Mishti. Some relations never change, and one of them was Kuhu's and Mishti's.

Kuhu's insecurities never left her, she was happy till Mishti was in London as in Rajkot she would get all the attention than. Whenever Mishti with Nishant visited Rajkot everyone in family gave them more attention making Kuhu more insecure.

"So you here #Miss limelight chor"

Mishti just nodded not wanting to create a drama,

"Kungfu she is my wife behave yourself and your words"

Warned Nishant to his sister, Kuhu made them sit and went to attend few another guests. Bade papa and badi maa were out of city for some reason and they would be attending the party but late. Mishti talked with other family members, while Nishant was answering few calls. When he came back Mishti was sitting there with a pout on her face asking the reason she answered

"Mujhe adrak wali chai peeni hai"

"Cinnamon, chai abhi?"

"Nannu please leke aana meri liye"

She said holding his hand, Abir saw his love after years but with vermilion and Mangalsutra of some other man's name. She was requesting Nishant for tea while his eyes filled with tears. He didn't attended the wedding cause he knew he will break down, he didn't had the courage to stop her from marrying someone else cause he had to protect his brother. Whenever he got news of her arrival to Rajkot he would run away somewhere else excusing in name of work.

He didn't wanted to come in front of her, never! Because he very well knew his heart, if she comes near him his heart will ask him to hold her forever and never let her go. She seemed happy with the man beside her, but his world came crashing down. He had to be happy cause she was but now looking at her smiling figure he felt pinch in his heart. She was smiling on some other person's joke was what made him feel distraught.

He himself wished that she could find a guy who deserves her and now when she has got the guy why is he not smiling. He should be happy that his wish is fulfilled, but no! He is not at all feeling good looking at them.

The way she was requesting Nishant to bring tea, he wished it was him who she would have asked to make tea for her, but destiny has its own charms it loves to make people aware of different emotions they thought they never experience.

He noticed Nanko coming towards him, Abir restrained himself and put on his fake smile

"Bhai I don't know wo yaha kya kr rhi hai. Maybe Kuhu ne invite kiya hai. I am sorry bhai"

He was referring to Mishti who was pleading Nishant to bring tea in a party.

"Aree Nanko tu tension mt le. I am fine uske hone ya na hone se mujhe koi farak nhi pdta."

"Are you sure bhai?"

"Ha Nanko tu ja aur party pr dhyaan de"

Nishant went to bring tea while, Krish ran to Mishti and sat on her lap.

"You look more beautiful than the video call"

He said to Mishti, they talked through video call once a week. Both of them talked for few minutes than kuhu took Krish to change his clothes for cake cutting.

When Nishant came back with cup full of tea Mishti jumped in happiness.

"Nannu you are the best but I am feeling suffocated let's go out in garden."

They both went to garden and unknowingly Abir to followed them. Taking a sip she asked him

"Tune banayi?"

"Ha I don't trust anyone moreover in this stage. We are in Rajvansh sadan! It's dangerous"

"Shut up nannu"

She said and continued to have her tea. Nishant sensed Abir standing behind them.

"Mishti be here"

He made her sit on the swing, and continued

"I will be back"

Turning he saw Abir

"Aree Abir tum. Please be with her for few moments I will be back"

This is what Abir wanted some alone time with Mishti how could he deny when someone was asking from front so he nodded hastily.

Mishti halted her work to drink tea and saw up at Nishant, she was nodding no. She didn't wanted this, she didn't wanted to talk with Abir after what he did to her, the insults he did of her flashed in front of her orbs making her angry. She hated herself for falling weak, for letting him crush her self respect.

Abir sat beside her on swing remembering haldi of ketu.

"So how are you?"

He asked not wanting to face more awkward moment.

"Better than before"

She replied bitterly making him regret his past actions

"Nishant was mentioning some stage of yours. I didn't understand are you fine?"

He was genuinely confused when he heard Nishant's word. Many negative thoughts came to his mind, but he tried to shove them away.

"I am two months pregnant"

She said caressing her stomach trying to feel her tiny little baby, her heart. For a second Abir hated the child growing inside her stomach, as it was symbol of love of Nishant and Mishti. The child inside her was suppose to be his, but his one decision changed there whole world. But it was one of the possibilities, he should have been ready for this. He left her brutally than how could he expect her to wait for him whole life.

"Tum khush ho?"

He didn't knew why he asked this question, but now when he did it deep inside him he expected her to say no but she stared at him and nodded in yes.

"Me bohot khush hu. Me maa banne wali hu. Ek aurat ke liye isse jyada khushi ki baat kya ho skti hai? And moreover I have a LIFE PARTNER like NISHANT"

She said stressing on two words making his heart shrink.

"Mishti kya wo tumhari liye sahi hai?"

He asked referring to her husband

"Kyu nhi hoga? He is perfect."

Abir didn't liked her praising someone else he stared at the half moon above in the sky, copying his actions Mishti spoke

"Hume lagta tha chaand aur aasman humesha saath rehte hai pr hum to bhul gye ki Amavas ki raat bhi hoti jaha aasamn akela hota hai"

"Aur shayad humesha ke liye akela reh jata hai"

He completed and glanced at her. She has changed totally. He stared at her like he didn't knew her. She was always a positive person, if she would have been old Mishti she would have said such things in her funny kind of poetry but now she just said everything plainly.

Her dressing style changed, her hairstyle changed, he never remembered her tying bun but now her hairs were designed in bun with a rose decorating it, her lipstick was never so dark, her nails they were never so sharp.

She was not the Mishti he knew or loved.

Here when Bade papa and badi maa saw Abir with there daughter they tensed up. Bade papa in anger was going towards them but Nishant made him stop.

"Nishant I don't trust Abir Rajvansh"

Stated bade papa wishing he would have came earlier so that he would have never left his daughter side

"But I trust Mishti Maheshwari"

Replied Nishant with proud expression.

Here the conversation between Abir and Mishti didn't proceed, they didn't know what to speak? Did they even had rights to speak with each other after what happened?

"I believed that love is enough but few people in my life made me believe that Love is not enough"

Sometimes love just isn't enough.
Sometimes we have to let go of something

that once meant the world to us,not
because we want to....but because we have to.

But life will keep going with or without
them. Life doesn't stop for you, or for
anyone else.

Life is Life. It's hard, but there are those
amazing moments that make you who you are.

Don't sit around crying when you let
someone go. Someday you'll be okay again.

"I am sorry me..."

"Tum majboor the. I know what all happened why happened. The only thing which hurts is that you didn't choose me"

Shock was an understatement for him right now, he couldn't believe his ears. Did he heard right? She knows everything? Even about Nanko's birth truth?

"Mishti tum.. ye kya.. I mean.."

"Kya farak padta hai ab. Leave it. We fell in love with each other but maybe we weren't meant to be together"

"I don't know should I say but I am sorry Mishti. I can't keep up my promises"

He said as his voice was breaking feeling immense pain and nothing else.

"Promises are meant to be broken"

He was drowning in guilt as the words were coming out of her beautiful perky lips, he still remembers how perfect they felt against his, it was heaven! But he choose hell for himself to protect his brother. How badly he wanted to taste her again and for his whole life no one knows. But angels don't visit hell, he believed which was true.

Each day I spent without you makes me
miss you so very much

Each night I dream about you
I long to feel your touch

If I could just see your face or kiss your
gentle lips

If I could only hear your voice

All these little things I miss

So I just want you to know

There's nothing I wouldn't do

If I could just once again Be With You

He never wanted to share her with anyone, even a single thought didn't ever crossed his mind that she would be conceiving someone's else child.

Why was life so hard? He choose a girl for himself, he loved her and than he was forced to leave her. No wait he had a choice but how could he let his Nanko suffer?

His first priority was always his family, especially his younger brother Nanko. He had always sacrificed his happiness for his brother and he continued to do it. But at that moment it was hard to let go his happiness away cause it wasn't a chocolate or a trip but it was his love, his lady. He didn't had to break only his heart but also the purest heart in universe which was already broken many times.

"How do you know?"

He asked not able to control his mind which became alive after having a glimpse of her.

"CCTV footage of construction site"

She replied straightly with no hint of emotions. She was deeply hurt by his actions, she understood if he choose his brother but he could have atleast talked with her to find out solution. They both TOGETHER would have goten out of problem.

"Plea..se don't...sa...y it... to anyone"

He said with hesitation, if she kept it secret of so many years why would she reveal it to anyone now? Was he an brainless creature to ask her keep it secret?

"Fine" only came out of her mouth even though she wanted to scold him badly. They say when you don't speak what's in your heart to loved ones than remember distance has came between you two. It was right she could experience it, she just wanted to fight with him, scold him, make him experience some karate chops but all she did was sat silently only answering his questions in the least words possible.

"I am sorry"

He again whispered which she was able to hear, her heart melted looking at him in such state but did she even had any rights on him? Afterall he was the man whom she loved immensely, may whatever happen she can't see him in tears. She kept her empty cup of tea on the side table, surprising her he kept his head in her lap. She didn't shoved him away but let him do what he wanted. Repeating his actions from bachelor's party night he clutched her hand and placed it on his hairs.

"Abir you.."

Interrupting her he said

"Mishti for once. And I assure you that it's the last time. Let me feel peace for once"

He requested making her eyes wet, she did as he said. She ran her short tender fingers through the locks of his hair to which he closed his eyes feeling the soothing effect and more importantly peace. If he was permitted he would have asked for a kiss but now when she is married to someone else, carrying a child he didn't had any rights on her now he lost everything.

In the short time,
We spent together living our young lives,
You left me with a thousand years of memories.
Never ending words to write.
We spent a year, every day, waking to our dreams,
Making dreams of love.
Making memories, we'll always have.
Afraid the memories would fade away,
I spend days looking to Heaven,
Talking to you, writing poetry to you.
I have been unable to let you go.
In my old life,
I count the memories,
I count the days until,
I will hold your Soul in my arms,
In Heaven once again.

She could imagine how terrible his life would be, hiding pain and smiling isn't easy. She knew how terrific it is. It took her almost two years to overcome, how low he might be feeling knowing he hurted his moon. The tribulation he went through being around an heartless family would be so suffocating.

Awfully the Rajvansh's were great big happy family for outsiders, inside it is all shattered into pieces, everyone has there own heart pricking story. The proverb All the glitters aren't gold just explained Rajvansh family in a marvelous way.

His palm reached her stomach attempting to feel the little soul inside.

"This baby would get the world's best Mother"

Her remarked earning a smile from her,

"I hope he or she get what they love"

He said remembering his life, he replaced the word want with Love cause he knew the pain when we are away from love.

"Mishti"

"Hmm"

"I know hum Rajvansh pr tumhare bohot ehsaan hai especially mujh pr. But will you do one last favour on me?"

"Kya?"

"Please send me photos of your child. Please"

She nodded in agreement not wishing to say no glancing at his pleading eyes, of course she could atleast mail a photo of her beautiful heart.

Suddenly Abir's phone rang he got up from her lap and checked his phone it was Nanko, Kunal had done PhD in coming between Mishti and Abir. Sighing he answered the call, Kunal was asking Abir to come soon as it was time for cake cutting. The function was at the backside of house and entry for guests was from back only so no one came to the front garden.

"Chale"

He said disconnecting the call to Mishti, agreeing she got up and was about to go when Abir pulled her in a tight hug.

Mishti was perplexed at earlier but responded by circling her hands around him, which only made the embrace tighter.

She can't unlove him, now she can't even day she Loves Abir but she didn't even hated him infact she felt sympathetic for him for having a family like Rajvansh and besides he didn't had a good friend to share his sorrow, she atleast had Nishant. There was a time when she loved the man infront of her truly and madly but God had some other plans. Only if Abir would have thought of some other solution today she would have been married to Abir, but whatever happens happens for good, even if they would have got married there would have being disputes, fights in house just cause of difference of opinions. Meenakshi Rajvansh and Kunal would have never ever accepted her. The constant stress would have affected there relationship.

He cuddled her like she was the last thing remaining on earth, so tightly that the air knocked out of her lungs but she didn't stressed about that. Even she wanted to live the moment. Their last hug! They would never meet again even though they meet it would be formal meeting.

And they hugged each other tighter than they ever had knowing they won't meet each other again.

Abir just wanted to hold her in same position till his last breath, God how much close she was to him! He missed her in these six years and now when she was not so far from him how could he just leave her? But he had too! If someone notices them they would simply name Mishti as characterless girl, people from society lack gray matter in there brain.

Loosening his hold on her, he glanced at her face. She was still so beautiful and serene that he could easily loose himself in her.

"Thanks and sorry"

He said and and walked few steps

"Suno" she called out making him stop in his track, a shiver ran down his spine when he heard her 'suno'. He turned towards her slowly expecting it not to be a dream

"Thank you"

He smiled at her and again walked few feets away from her but she again called him

"Suno" this time he turned quickly knowing it was real.

"Zindagi me ek hi panne pr atke rahoge to kitab kaise khatam kroge?"

She asked to him, indirectly saying him to move on in life and forget what happened even though it was nearly impossible. Smiling a little he turned and walked few feets again only to be stopped by her one more time.

"Suno"

He turned again expecting one more advice from his angry Chorni but all she said was

"Kuch nhi jao"

Sighing he rushed inside leaving her all alone once more but this time she smiled at his retreating figure. She went inside after few minutes and saw her family. She rushed to Badi Maa and hugged her tight, others thought it was because they didn't met since long time but only Mishti knew it was cause of the moment she just experienced.

The party went on everyone enjoyed it but Abir's eyes were on his Angry Chorni trying to steal her glances unknown to her. He knew this was the last tile he was seeing her, next time he had to move on, he have to proceed jn his life.

Reaching back to Maheshwari sadan, instead of sleeping everyone talked with each other as they meet after a five months. When Nishant and Mishti were in thier room, Nishant pulled Mishti into a tight bear hug to which she responded.

"Nish kya hua?"

"I was afraid to loose you and our princess"

"Shhh me kahi nhi gyi ok. I am here with your princess still inside me"

"So you agree we would have a daughter?"

She chuckled at his statement

"I still believe we will have a baby boy"

"You just said our princess is inside you"

"It was prince you deaf person!"

She hit him and laid on bed. Copying her actions he laid beside her and cuddled her from behind.

"I am sorry"

He whispered to her even though she was wrong, he had never thought of it been small for saying sorry to her. She turned towards him and stared at him.

"I know I am not your first love, first kiss,first date. But believe me I want to be your last love, last date"

Resting her hand on his cheeks she said

"I love you Nishant"

And that's when he froze. Did she just really said I love you? Was it real or just once again an illusion? He didn't moved for a minute and then his words stucked in his throat.

"Mis..hti.. yo..u said.."

"I love you" she repeated enjoying his state.

"You... I mean.. is this real?"

He asked being stupefied by her words, instead of replying she pulled his hairs making him groan in pain.

"Idiot" she turned her back towards him and slept pulling the blanket. This brought him back to his senses, this was real she really said those three magical words for which he was waiting since six years. Looping his hands around her he whispered

"I love you too my cinnamon"

She didn't replied being a little angry.

"Want something to eat?"

She turned towards him in a second and asked him to bring chocolates. Following her command he brought chocolates from refrigerator for her.

Here in Rajvansh sadan, Abir was in his room staring at the painting he made of his first love, there was a change today he was smiling in place of crying, remembering the moment of today but when the flashback again played his eyes for wet.

Its 3 am, I'm busy
fighting wars.
Sewing up my frizzy,
rioting scars.
These walls of my room
talk back every night.
The ceiling screams at me,
but no demons in sight.
I'm worried what if
those neighbours come,
asking about the noises
and where they come from.

But I'm not surprised why
they never complained,
when members of my house,
have, for years been deaf veined.
I fall apart a thousand
and one too steep,
within the limits of this walls,
while they are sound asleep.
No wonder why, they call me freak,
no surprises there.
Many Sharma's sons handy,
for them to compare.

There's no hope, no drive,
they taught us algebra
at school,
but not how to survive.
I'm a boy, I'm a man.
I don't break, I don't cry.
Believe me please
even though it's a lie.
Its 3 am, I'm busy
fighting wars.
Sewing up my frizzy,
rioting scars.

The next day news of her pregnancy was told to the family to which they danced in happiness. Badi maa and bade papa insisted them to live in Rajkot but they had there own works so badi maa, bade papa and jasmeet chachi shifted to London for the most beautiful journey.

Months later Mishti gave birth to a baby girl replicating her features. She looked carbon copy of Mishti, it was looked like they were twins when the photos from Mishti's childhood were matched with the NishMish's heart.

As planned she sent the photos of her little soul to Abir, infact she sent photos to him constantly to which he just appreciated the little girls antics. There was no other conversation between held between them yet they were happy in their life.

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Very much unexpected right!

Nishant had a better character, but like Kunal has PhD in ruining MishBir's romantic moment some other people have PhD in ruining characters.

The story is one of the possibility if Mishti never revealed Kunal's birth truth to him.

Sorry if anyone felt offended!

Totally based on imagination.

Hope you liked it.