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"What the hell was that?" Dimitri's voice was furious as he entered the room. I ignored him (which was very hard considering his HUGE build) and walked past him.

"Roza" He grabbed me from behind and pinned me to the wall. Under normal circumstances this would've been just the perfect move to calm me down and then end up on the bed.

He cheated on you Rose. Stop it.

I groaned inwardly considering the hard possibility of blocking my emotions when he was so close. not to mention looking at me with sincerely confused expressions, which I would've believed if I wouldn't have heard his words.

I twisted his arm around and pinned him near the dresser. A jolt of pain shot through my arm as I countered him but thankfully masked down my expressions before he could see them.

"THAT was my final decision and my name is ROSE not Roza." I hissed at him menacingly pouring my hatred and pain in them."Don't look at me like that Belikov. I thought atleast you would have the sense to check the surroundings and remaining discreet while having a secret meeting in the royal garden with a some girly voiced bitch." Being cheated and practically cut off from everything dosen't mean I couldn't mention her voice, right? I took off my hands sensing his confusion and shock.

"What are you talking about?" He was at the door before I could reach it. God! he was fast.

"Let me go Belikov" I let coldness seep in my tone. He flinched a little at his name but held the door knob with much more pressure. He was sure as hell going to crush it if he didn't remove his hands soon enough. I looked up at his hard expressions. I could see the pain and love in his eyes even if he was trying hard to hide it.

"You won't let me go without a fight, are you?"

"No, I am not going to let you go without an EXPLANATION" He leaned closer to me. I could make out his perfect flawless lips. Their silkiness when they touche-- STOP IT ROSE!GET A GRIP ON YOURSELF WOMAN!

"Fine" I let go off my bag and punched him in the stomach. He hadn't thought I would fight him, Hell even I didn't think of fighting him, so I had the element of surprise. For both of us. I threw more punches and dodge the punches coming at me. He flew back at the window as my boot made contact with his chest. I waited for the tears to come....nothing. Not even a little bit of pain. Good, I really was void of all the emotions now, at least it won't be that hard to let go now.

"You forgot something. Only a student can beat up the teacher." Where the hell did that come from? 

"And as for explanations, I am done with you and I dont want to see your sorry ass in my life ever again. So just fuck off and stay away from me." I almost stopped and changed my mind looking at him. His eyes were pained, vulnerable. Almost.

"Roza" He gasped as I turned away, too shocked to move I guess. I couldn't help turn back and look at him one last time with love.

"Even if you cheated on me, I will always love you, I wish we didn't have this end. And I am not sorry. Goodbye Comrade". This would be the last time I ever see or speak to him. Hopefully. I slammed the door and ran out in the court lawn fighting tears the whole way.

"Rose, Rose. Stop please." Lissa's pleading voice reached my ears as I neared the gate. I didn't turn back even though a small part of me wanted to comfort her.

"Rosie, Wait" I turned around and punched Christian in face as his hand landed on my shoulder.

"For the last time, my name is Rose and not anything else. And you better not touch me, you ungrateful pathetic dog" I was about to turn and start walking but instead I came face to face with Lissa. I ignored her but she kept up.

"ROSE PLEASE.At least tell your sister"

That snapped me. I turned around and screamed on her face making her back off.

"SISTERS! DO YOU EVEN KNOW THE MEANING OF THAT WORD? YOU'RE ALL DEAD TO ME. YOU REPLACED ME WITH THAT SLUT SO NOW, ENJOY YOUR FREEDOM. AND FYI, I HOPE YOU GO MAD AND KILL YOURSELF. I HOPE YOU DIE SUCH A PAINFUL DEATH THAT YOU WISH YOU WERE NEVER BORN. ADIOS BITCH" I spat and turned away leaving my ex best friend, sister with the harshest words someone could give you.

I suddenly remembered Adrian's words which I had heard over a thousand times before he fell for Syd.

'The day you walk into your new life Rose, it will be by walking over the broken pieces of my heart and soul'

"You were right, just not about it being your heart and your soul" I muttered to the chilling air which nipped my face as I sped towards Rio and blasted off my mind and pain numbing it with incoherent songs. HERE I COME LIFE!

Hey guys,

i really appreciate the reviews and comments on my last chapter.

And thanx to Jess especially for my grammar mistakes. But plz guys try to bear with me, I am going through a lot of family pressure right now.

love ya guys, hope u comment and vote on this too.

-rosaven(Meara)

P.S.- NEXT CHAPTER IN EDWARD'S POV. YEAH I LOVE YOU TOO;)