HEY BEAUTIFUL PEOPLE!!!!!!!!

I am not updating right now. sorryyyyyy.  This is just a HUUUGGGEEEEEE Thank you note to all you guys!!! WE ARE ON 3RD RANK IN THE VA FANFIC SECTION GUYS!!!! 3RD RANK OUT OF 292 STORIES!!!! I AM SO GOD DAMN HAPPY!!!

I love you all. Really do and I wish all the best in getting whatever you really want, cause you all have made it come true for me.

THANKS A LOT AGAIN!!! and please keep this trust in me blossoming.

Also, I could have just mentioned this news on my mb or something, but I decided to write it here for more than just the reason that I feel a connection to all of you.  When I first saw this ranking I immediately called my best friend Iksy. Naturally, she was my first choice, as always, to share this news.  And then suddenly I got reminded of a recent friend we have lost, our ex classmate- God bless his soul- it dawned on me that the same could happen to me or to her. And I wouldnt get to say all the stuff I really want to say to her.

So, consider this as a short of early end note on my part. i am not the one to get emotional and she knows that better than anyone else, she knows everything better than anyone else when it comes to me. she knows what reactions I would portray in a situation, how I would feel if I fail, what i love, Who i hate. Basically everything. I tell her a lot of things but some things I dont really mention. I dont know why, maybe just because I have a major flaw in my code. I dont know but its an end note so I am gonna say it now.

1)I love you, but you already know that..

2)I trust you with everything i have and I approve of every decision you would or have ever made for me.

3)You remember the last time we met and you got mad at me for being a coward?? I was scared. I was really scared out of my wits. You were sitting right there and saying you wont come to see me off and for the first time since I met you I just wanted to curl up and die. The thought of you being mad at me was so overwhelming that I stayed up all night and cried my heart out.

4)I love spending time with you and your family, it just feels so right. I wish it was my family too.

5)I get jealous of every person who hugs you and is a lot better than me. Its stupid but its just me i guess.

6) I do love Zayn songs.

7) I know that you kissed my cheek when I was sleeping in your lap at our kokan trip together. Well. I cried listening to Army and I was up because I was literally feeling like I belonged.

8) I hate pie!! I am serious, at least I hate pies we get here.

9) You are a horrible singer, i dont even know how I havent put something in your throat when you sing.

10) You are my reason to believe in myself, you are my reason to keep trying...well you are also my reason to bang my head on the wall. And my will will say that all of my belongings go to you and you can do whatever you want with them.

So..thats it. Knowing you, I know i am gonna get a call about this or maybe not since I am coming over on 27th, just dont call now I am really still trying to believe the fact that I cried while writing this. Jerk.

And if you guys still made it down here...thank you i guess. I can be pretty irrevelant at tim- OH SHIT!!!! IKSY!!!YOGU!!! WE HAVE OUR RESULTS TODAY!!! IM DEAD MEAT!!!

DAMN HOW COULD I FORGET!!! PRAY FOR ME Y'ALL!!

PEACE OUT!!