I walk in the door at 3:30 am when ceil suddenly walks in front of  me causing me to jolt up. "Where have you been all day I've been worried sick!" I blink and point at the wooden double doors.  "I've been looki- wait~ why do you care?" He backs up a bit. " Uh- well- you're my wage if I look after you I get information!"  I sigh, I don't know what answer I was looking for but I wasn't really happy with the answer.  I put my hands by my side and look at the floor.  " Figure's"  I sigh out and go to walk when ceil stops me. "What does that mean?!" I growl the pull my arm away. "I'm nothing but a tool!" He gasps "What? What are you talking about!?" He shouts back.
"Oh, when I care about you,  you run off but if I'm gone you're all shits and giggles because you need your information! Well what about me?! Huh?!" I began to cry and take a huge sniffle. " What about my feelings? Did even think about them?"  I shake my head, go to walk away from this hectic situation until ceil grabs my arm,  turns me around then kisses  me all in one swift movement.  I don't why or how but I somehow managed to kiss back.
I push him and go running to my room. Of course I have to bump into Sabastian at this time of time. " Oh you're back Lila" I nod and walk past him he stops me. "Are you okay my lady? " I rip my arm back and stay silent.  " My lady?"
"Leave Me Alone! That's an order!" He bows and I run into my room.
I place Bob on the table then slowly slip down the door. I wasn't mad cause I hated it, nor because I liked it but because I let someone in and manged to use my power in the process. I cover my face with my hands, I let my waterfall of emotions go. "I'm sorry mum,  I'm sorry"