Harry's POV: 

I was just glad that the shoot was finally over and I no longer looked like a total freak, until London sent me a message that she would be over in the next few minutes. As fast as possible, I pulled back around and put my glasses from earlier on. There was a danger that she would recognize me yet. I hoped that no crew member would pass a stupid picture of the shoot to the public, because I'd be screwed. Somehow it would make its way to London and then she would find out my currently biggest secret.

I grabbed all the things that belonged to Harry and threw them into one of the drawers in my bedroom, kicking the clothes under the bed. It wasn't my intention to get London into here, but you never know how far it would go, or if she would look around. Better safe than sorry.

I looked out the window, just like last week, and saw London already standing in front of my door. Her hands were lost in her coat and she chewed on her lip nervously. I couldn't see any further. Why doesn't she press the button already?

I found it amusing and somewhat sweet to watch her here as she stood outside my door all the time, mumbling something. Now I found myself biting my lip as well. She really was a very pretty girl. From inside and outside. Only that she knew nothing about that, what actually made her even more breathtaking.

Suddenly, after much hesitation, she finally lifted her arm and pressed the doorbell. I woke up from my thoughts and was a bit startled. But then immediately making my way downstairs, I hastily stumbled down the stairs and directly into the hall.

I was slightly getting nervous, with a trembling hand reaching for the door handle and opening it.

London was just as startled as I myself a few seconds ago and seemed a bit perplexed. Her beautiful blue eyes wandered up and down my body. A small smile decorated her face, as she looked down at my shoes. They were the typical nerdy slippers. Her giggle wasn't to ignore before she finally spoke up.

"Tired of Chucks?" she grinned and I had to think back to the night in which Louis had given me the Chucks and I totally didn't care that they didn't fit my nerd image at all.

"Borrowed them from my brother." Theoretically, the answer wasn't a lie.

The Cucks belonged to me, Harry, and the fact that she still thought that Harry was my brother, they in fact were my brother's. Still, I felt bad because I couldn't tell her about the real me yet.

London, Marcel is not my name, my real name is Harry, Harry Styles. These words I wanted to say to her so badly, but I had planned much more. I wanted to make it perfect and wait for something more to happen between the both of us.

London nodded and bit her lower lip again. Please, stop it!

"You want to come inside ?" I asked to change the subject.

"Sure," she replied. "I see you have new glasses ?" 

"Yeah, just went to buy some with my mum earlier this week." Her face told me something wasn't right. As if I had done something wrong or disappointed her.

Again, I only received a nod. Maybe I should leave my mother out of this. I knew how London felt as soon as we were talking about our parents...She wanted a father and a mother, who would care. I was really protective over her. I wanted to be the one who would give her what she had never seen before, even though she deserved it so much. I don't want to sound as if I would only start something with London because of sympathy, no; her type, personality and mystery of this girl fascinated me. I wanted to find out more about her and give her, like I said, my entire heart. I couldn't say it often enough, because I would probably never get tired of her. She was also a change of pace for me. I only met all these women who knew me as Harry Styles and wanted to have something going on with me because of that, but London, she was the complete opposite.

"Anyways, I-I wanted to talk to you, Marcel. " Only to hear the name out of her mouth made ​​me angry. I knew that 'Harry' would sound even more beautiful, when she would say it. Her gentle voice would emphasize it perfectly.

"Okay, so...?" I raised my eyebrows and waited for her to finally continue.

London 's POV :

We still stood awkwardly in the hallway, staring at each other. His green eyes stole my breath away. They were mysterious, yet so familiar. His full, pink lips were slightly parted as he looked at me expectantly.

"Listen ... I..." Should I say it?

Come on London, you can do it!

Come on !

"You can tell me whatever you want ... just so you know, " his voice was deep, but yet so gentle.

"Listen ... you have to know, that ..." My voice trailed off. "Sorry, uhm." I tried to concentrate.

Come on London, if you want something , then fight against your damn fears !

"I just want to explain, that you definitely surprised me with your words last week. No one had ever said this to me. No one ever cared about me nor loved me. I was alone for my whole life, I wanted to fight alone. I wanted to ignore everyone. But since you were there, everything had changed. You were like me. Well, actually I thought so. I'm so happy that you have people who love you, just like I do. I love you. Marcel, I freaking love you. But I never had someone who loved me, so I couldn't believe you, I was afraid that you were lying, that you were kidding with me or that you just said that right away. But I realized that I have to fight for what I want and I want you, Marcel, I only want you...so please, please forgive me for being such a jerk....please..." Wow. Well now I had surprised myself.

All I had said was true. It was everything I thought, what was on my mind and I finally wanted to get rid of. And now it was finally said. I slowly let the air out of my lungs and closed my eyes.

Marcel remained silent and didn't move a single bit.

What have you just said, London . You now have rather made an idiot out of yourself !

Shit!

But suddenly I felt a large hand on my right shoulder. It was warm and pleasant. I kept my eyes closed. I was afraid that he just wanted to say that he would have pity on me and that he was sorry.

But then I felt his long fingers stroke along my cheek, feeling his proximity and noticing that he was standing directly in front of me. However, I still didn't trust me to open my eyes.

His hot breath hit my right cheek before he put my hair behind my ear and whispered something, almost touching my skin with his lips...

"Let me be the one to give you everything you never had. Let me love you, London, let it be. Because there is nothing in the world that I want more. " His words caused my heart pound faster with every breath that scattered against my sensible skin.

It surprised me again and again how confident Marcel was. I enjoyed the moment, the tickling in my belly, his proximity and warmth that surrounded my heart.

Finally, I nodded slightly and bit my bottom lip nervously. His thumb pressed against my chin, so I stopped the stupid habit.

"How long I've been waiting for this moment," he whispered seductively before his soft , full lips met mine and he kissed me tenderly.

I couldn't have imagined that kiss any better. Marcel led me, moving his lips passionately and cupping my face with his large hands. I didn't know what to do with mine, so I stood all the time in front of him, without making anything, except of following the movements of his lips.

When he finally let go of my face to put my arms around his neck, I was relieved. So the kiss was even better...

But when he put his hands on my hips, I recoiled.

"Hey...hey...I love everything about you." He tried to calm me down. "I love your curves, trust me."

I don't know what made ​​me, but I allowed him to touch me there, where I myself wouldn't even touch my body. His large hands cupped my sides and gave me a tingling feeling that ran through my whole body.

Then he leaned back, grinning down at me and kissing me one more time.

I was sure that I would have found no one better than Marcel, who would give me such an insane, indescribably great first kiss.

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