Chapter. 6 🌷
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Saskuras POV
After a tough night at the hospital I'm finally home getting into my apartment. I think about what happend 2 days ago.
My love was released today from the hospital. I got a glimps of him. That's all I got I can't touch him he won't ever allow it. I can't talk to him he won't hear me out. His mind is clouded by HER.
I sighed and headed towards my room and collapsed on my bed hugging my knees to my chest and finally letting my tears run I haven't cried since I cried in front of him.
His words replaying in my mind trying to will my heart to Forget him But I just can't I stuffed my face in my cold bed holding a pillow towards my chest.
Flashback
"If I told you why I would take up all day to finish. Sakura it's past time that you gave up on me, you could become queen and I still would not consider you. You could become a god I still cannot acknowledge you." I would gladly become anything for a simple acknowledgement Sasuke. Anything.
"My love beings to only one woman it always will. There is nothing you can do I will never return your feelings, stop waisting your time we are 29 Sakura"
Flashback over
He's right it does not matter what I do how I change he has never acknowledged me. He has never told me that he was impressed, or proud. Yet I told myself many times that he was just Sasuke and he wouldn't word it out loud but he was proud of me.
I was the one that didn't give up on him coming home. Yet I end up finding out from Ino that he had gotten married to Hinata.
I didn't even know that they talked no one did so I got angered, I was jealous that he would acknowledge her.
When I confronted them I was ready for a battle to death with her how dare she take Sasuke from me I was ready to punch her in her pretty face and leave a permanent scar. Yeat I had frozen when he finally spoke to me and they were not words I ever wanted to hear.
Flashback
"Sakura enough my wife and I are tired from our journey. I would like to show my wife her new home." He called her his WIFE this is real oh kami but I didn't even know they talked to each other.
"I have never showed interest in you and I never will. How many times must I tell you. I almost killed you." But you didn't Sasuke You wouldn't have.
"But you didn't!! Yo-."
"Because Kakashi interjected. I WAS READY to kill you, I would have to if not for interruptions." Noo you don't mean that Sasuke.
"ENOUGH of this foolishness I will never love you. I can hardly stand you with this obsession of yours." It's not an obsession It's real love Sasuke you don't understand my love for you.
"If you confront Hinata ever again I will not be responsible for my actions."
"Leave us be Sakura you and I would never have been together." I could make you so happy Sasuke if you just gave me a chance to show you.
"No matter if you were the last woman alive. I would rather let the Uchiha go extinct than make you my woman." My tears fell faster when I heard those words. My heart broke with every word he spat at me with those eyes filled with irritation towards me. But I know if she would have stayed away from him we could be together right now I just know it.
I saw them walk away until I couldn't see their shadows any were, but I saw that smile he gave her that smile that I refused to be leave was real. My mind was just playing tricks on me. Noo it was just my eyes playing tricks I can hardly see with all these tears. I stayed there standing with tears running down my cheeks until Lee found me and took me home. But I was on auto pilot by then.
Flashback over.
After that they kept on braking my heart. I don't even remember the last time I smiled. It destroyed me when I found out that Hinata was pregnant with Sasukes baby's. I would have given him many children.
I was there when she had her baby they didn't know but I saw through the slight open door when she was holding one of her twins and Sasuke had the other one I saw how the looks at each other with love. I saw him kiss her profoundly thanking her for this gift.
Then I saw her get pregnant again.
And each pregnancy I saw them together willing my heart to understand that he would never be ours. But my love is strong and it wouldn't give up all this love for him.
I saw the excitement with each pregnancy. I saw the excitement when they finally had a little girl how much protectiveness he had over her.
When she would go out shopping he would be with her keeping away all the flirting men, I saw his glares towards them how his eyes would lighten up with seeing her smile. And my heart would ache in my chest each and every time.
I saw him being happy with someone else when I know I would have done it better. If only he would have given me a chance, we could have a beautiful family.
I saw her take care of Narutos baby. why didn't he ask me to take care of his child? I'm his comrade we have battled together, I have saved him many times! So what's so special about her? She's gone she's finally dead and somehow she is still here, in all those kids mocking me that she will never really be gone.
I told him I would be a great Kaasan for them. I would I would let my anger go if I had Sasukes love. I just want his love. That's all I ask for.
My Sasuke. Why can't I let you go? Every time I've tried so many times I just can't!?I'm going to die with you stuck in my heart.
I sniffle And wailed out letting out all my frustration I have cried silently many times but this time I just couldn't keep my crying silent.
In my crying I didn't hear anyone calling my name and then I felt someone enter my room and hug me.
I knew who it was with that ridiculous green jump suit. But I didn't stop and I hugged back pretending that he was Sasuke.
"Sasuke I love you Sasuke" I whispered towards him.
Forgetting who it was while I drifted to sleep and in my fuzzy I didn't hear what he said. But I just hope he understands how much I love him.
My heart can't take it anymore, Sasuke all this pain it hurts so much. I thought while falling unconscious dreaming of Sasuke and I living happily ever after.
Lee POV
I had come too see my flower to bring her some yummy lunch. But when I knocked and heard only her crying I had to comfort her.
I knew she didn't and wouldn't forget about Sasuke. It's been years since he married the Youthful young shy heiresses and made a family with her. A most big and youthful family.
But I'm hoping I can bring her a little bit of happiness.
Sakura such Youthfulness that she possesses but she's forgetting how to live life. But no worries I will remind her and try to give her as much as my happy Youthfulness to make her extremely happy through our lives.
I don't care if she can't forget about Sasuke...
"Sasuke I love you Sasuke" she whispered while she fell unconscious.
My heart broke for her she sounded so very broken and it hurt to hear her voice this way. She's not the same youthful flower she used to be.
"My flower what strong heart you have."
I sighed and let her sleep. Covering her with a blanket and walking out her room and apartment making sure her door was closed this time. I walked towards my own home. Looking up at the stars I sighed.
"Kami give me strength to help her forget the Youthful Sasuke, and give me strength to help her love once again....even if it's just a little. I will give her all the happiness I posses."
I closed my eyes remembering Sasuke Uchihas tragedy.
"Also dear Kami give The Youthful Sasuke lots of strength to keep on being strong with his Youthful children. It must be difficult to loose a wife you love and a lovely mother for his youthful children, but give him strength Kami to keep on raising such youthful children."
Whoop I tried my best I don't know I think it's okay!? 🙆🏽♀️Since I didn't think about writing these POVs it was slightly difficult 💁🏽♀️but I hope it's enough my lovely readers 😘
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