I realized how dangerous it is to go back. I will not kill my twin sister. There will always be twins. Unless this Law is somehow passed up by someone from the pack. To go to the console. I know my father trained me to become a monster, and I was when I was younger. I also realized that my father was training me to become a monster because of this.

"I can't kill my sister! Do you have any idea how stupid this is! I will go straight up to the console and change the damn law myself." I growled out.

"It's impossible to do so Aleesia! You'd have to find proof of this law in order to take it down. But you can't do it without killing father. And you also have to take up laws with the king. Just because he's your mate doesn't mean that he would right away undo the law. Like I said it takes time." Aiden said.

I ran a hand through my hair frustrated at the situation. I didn't ask for this to happen. I don't want to kill my little sister. I was going to have to kill Father. Not that I'd want to. I'm already a leader of a pack. The Royal pack. And I was not so willingly to leave my mate or my pups.

"I'm not doing it. I'm going to change the law. So I don't have to kill my sibling. My own twin sister. I will never do it." I growled. I walked out of the office and slammed the door shut before Aiden could say anything else. I finally arrived into the play room where Elijah and Caddy are. I brought Caddy in for a hug.

"What's wrong mom?" Elijah asked

"Nothing. Just let me hold her." I murmured. I nuzzled my pups neck to make sure she's alright. I then set her down and hugged Elijah. who was shocked at first and then wrapped his arms around me.

"Mom. Tell me. Why are you doing this?" He asked. I leaned back to hold his face.

"I just needed to know that your safe is all." I said smiling gently.

"What happened with Uncle Aiden?" Elijah pressed.

"He just wanted me to go back home. Which is not happening. I would never leave you two alone here without protection." I murmured kissing his forehead

"Why would he want you back home?"

"Because I am the next Alpha of our pack." I murmured. I felt anger rolling off into the room.

"What?" A cold menacing voice said from the doorway. I stilled instantly and let go of Elijah. Turning around I saw Adrian. His power rolling off of me making me almost fall backwards when Elijah caught me.

"Excuse me?" I asked.

"What did you just say?" Adrian growled out

"I said I was going to be the next Alpha of my home pack..." I said slowly yet carefully. His eyes darkened and he punched the nearby wall.... Poor wall.

I flinched.

"What the hell?!" Elijah snarled out. Causing me to flinch even more than I've already have. I didn't need my son getting in the mess of this with my mate. He's still too young.

"You. Are coming with me. We need to talk." Adrian growled his eyes snapping from me to my son which I growled at. I didn't want him harming my pups. We may be mates but I will still beat his ass until he drops if he ever harms a hair on my pups head. His eyes widened and huffed while I got up and followed him.

"Mom... what if he hurts you?" Elijah asked tugging at my wrist.

"I'll be fine Elijah. I promise I'll always come back in one piece." I said kissing his cheek.

"Promise?"

"Always."

Elijah reluctantly nodded and let go of my wrist. I made my way to Adrian's office once more today. I felt like a troubled child going to the principles office after making trouble. Which is what I did do when I was in middle school. Along with my twin sister. We used to confuse the teacher with our looks and during exams Alyssa would take the tests that she was good at when I was terrible and I would take her quizzes. The teachers never knew the difference between us. I chuckled at the thought. I didn't want to go through the pain of killing my sister because of some god damn law. It's practically medieval.

I quietly knocked on the door and I opened the door all the way since it was cracked open.

"Adrian..." I murmured out. Before I can take another step in I was embraced by strong arms. He smelled heavenly. Like the forest of pine, and honey. Sweet yet hard.

"You don't know how angry I am with you right now." Adrian murmured out. Nuzzling my neck where my mark would be.

"Why are you angry with me?" I asked carefully.

"Because. You didn't tell me about you becoming next alpha for your home pack." Adrian growled out.

"It's the damn law that my brother says that I'm the one that has to kill my little sister. Become the monster that I once was." I growled back. He let me go and put his hands on the wall trapping me.

"What monster? What are you talking about?" He asked.

"Me. I'm the monster. The monster that my father trained me to be. The perfect killing machine so that I'd be ready when my father steps down I would have to fight my little sister." I growled. Adrian's eyes widened slightly.

"Why would you have to kill your sister?" He asked.

"Because she's my twin and in the fucking law, I have to kill my twin when my father steps down. And I'm not up for that. My pups are the ones that made me soft. I am not going back to that hell hole. But the only thing I'm going back for is to kill my father. He's the only one that I would kill." I said letting out a hot breath. Yet continuing on my rant.

" He was never the kind hearted man that everyone knew and loved. My mother she was the only one who knew his kind side. But when me and my sister were born... my mother said he changed. He was treating us more differently. My mother also said that our birth was a blessing, yet a curse because of the law. She never wanted twins in the first place but she did anyways. Because it was in this so called law. By the time I was Fourteen years old my father kept training me more harder than any wolf. Than he would train my sister. He never trained Alyssa. My brothers helped her with that yet my father was furious with them. He even brought me to a rouge pack. That had woman and children and men, and made me kill them all he even sat back and watched me go through the endless torture, the endless nightmares. My sister helped with that... even though I had a urge to kill her sometimes. It was like I was possessed." I said hot tears running down my face as I dropped to the floor. And he dropped down with me.

"So those reports that I got... they were you. A bloody massacre that happened... and that was you." Adrian mumbled. I nodded. Covering my face with my hands. My pups don't know this about me because I don't want them to be afraid of me like they're afraid of Zeon. I would never hurt them. Not even my father could make me hurt them.

"I don't want to go back, nor do I want my sister to come here. Because the urge might come back... All my life my father had locked me up. The only places I could go was school. My father made sure of that since he was the principle for a while until he finally gave up that spot to another man. One who knew about me."

"People steered away from me. Because they feared me. My siblings stuck by me. They helped. Especially my eldest brother. He could set you on your ass in a second. He would go easy on you... Alex would... I knew that my father thought that Zeon was good for me. That he would break me. But it only drew matters worse...." I said trailing off.

" What happened with Zeon? Tell me. It's okay." Adrian murmured holding me close.

I choked before I started talking. " Zeon... Whipped me. When he was angry. When he didn't get what he wanted. He wanted to mark me but I wouldn't let him have it, my beast didn't she would take over and growl at Zeon. He would whip me more. I would take that than him marking me any day." I murmured Adrian was starting to fume. But I could tell that he was trying to hold his gasket and not willing to blow. Letting me continue on my story.

" One day. He was so angry, that he decided it was time for a much bigger punishment... Rape. I hated it. He was rough with me and I never liked it. He would whip me during that too. Elijah was the cost of that. And then Caddy came along because of Sex. He was greedy, he kept me locked up like my father did. He was just like my father. A monster." I hissed out. He was even more fuming after he found out about how I had my pups.

"My pups they would be taught from online because he didn't want them to have a normal life.... But one day... two weeks after Elijah shifted. I had enough of him hurting me, but when I saw him hurt Elijah, I was beyond furious. I didn't do anything about it because I knew he knew that I would be, Three more weeks passed and I had saved up every single penny I had and escaped. Destroyed my phone I put a sleeping pill so that he won't notice that I have gone missing with my pups. And then I ended up here... With you." I murmured. I noticed how little he had calmed down. At least he was trying to control his wolf.

The king wolf. One of the most powerful of our kind, the one that ruled over us, as well as my mate.

A/N

Hi. How's everything going? Just checking in. Most of my books have these Author notes... but since this book has been getting a lot of activity and since I was just doing this book for fun because I have another series going, Called the Mysteries of Elden... Hoping to start the publishing process in the summer of 2017 for that book. And I also hope that you enjoy this book as well as the Ice cold billionare too. Which is just another fun project I'm working on. But I do hope you enjoy this book. As I know some of you already are... this might be the only authors note in this book... I just wanted to say hi and I'll be on my way.... But yeah. Enjoy my other books as well as this one, have a great and safe week ahead of you. And enjoy! 😊

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-Hannah