ɪ ʟᴇᴛ ᴍʏ ɢᴜᴀʀᴅ ᴅᴏᴡɴ
ᴀɴᴅ ᴛʜᴇɴ ʏᴏᴜ ᴘᴜʟʟᴇᴅ ᴛʜᴇ ʀᴜɢ
ɪ ᴡᴀs ɢᴇᴛᴛɪɴɢ ᴋɪɴᴅᴀ ᴜsᴇᴅ ᴛᴏ ʙᴇɪɴɢ sᴏᴍᴇᴏɴᴇ ʏᴏᴜ ʟᴏᴠᴇᴅ

-sᴏᴍᴇᴏɴᴇ ʏᴏᴜ ʟᴏᴠᴇᴅ ʙʏ ʟᴇᴡɪs ᴄᴀᴘᴀʟᴅɪ

Hanbin pov

I was sitting in my living room, waiting for hyoora to come. Just then, i heard the doorbell ring. I went to open it and saw her there with her usual cheerful self.

"Hanbiinnn. My babyyy~~"
She coed hugging me.

"I missed uuu~~"
She said making a baby voice where i rolled my eyes.

"U literally saw me yesterday night! Not even 24 hours passed!"

She broke the hug and pouted looking at me. 'This big baby!'

"So what? I missed my baby!"

"Oh yeah? I'm baby? When u r the one acting like it?"
I said walking inside.

She followed me from behind more like running. "Yah! I'm ur older!"
She exclaimed.

"Then act like it!"
I spat back and shook my head in disbelief.

Honestly, i didn't know why i was acting like this. Maybe i was frustrated and was letting it all out on her. I saw her looking down pouting slightly and mumbling something. I felt bad for behaving like that....

"I just wanted to make u feel better-"
She said making me confused.

Then she looked up at me and smiled. "I knew something happened! So i was acting like this to lift up ur mood! Now tell me! What made my baby frustrated?"
She said swinging her hips dragging herself in the kitchen.

I facepalmed myself when i saw her entering the living room with 3 bags of chips. She really knows how to lift my mood up! She smiled sheepishly and sat on one of the couch.I also sat on the single couch in front of her.

"Now tell me everything! From top to bottom, from beginning till the end, without missing a single word, a single letter. Or else u die"
She said and opened one chips bag.

"Does it seems like a cinema to u?"
I said looking at her weirdly. She just gave me her signature smile and i also chuckled seeing her silly behaviour.

"Well...yesterday, i went to meet eomma and appa-"
But she cut me off.

"Aish i know u did. But tell the main thinggguuuueee"
She said whilst eating her chips.

"U told me to tell 'everything' right? Then listen!" 

I grabbed another chips bag and started speaking again.

"Eomma and appa arranged marriage for me" I said sighing.

I saw her eyes widen and then-
"YAAAHH!! I'M BECOMING AUNT! THIS SOOONNN!!! WOOOOO"
She started shouting making me startle.

"U what?"
I asked confused by her behavior.

"Or what? U r marrying! And u know what married couples do~~~.  Aaah i can't believe it-"

"Yah! Wth! U pervy bitch. Aishhh"
I facepalmed hearing her explanation but started laughing afterwards.

"Did u see the groom? Is he handsome? Is he cute? He's friendly right? And he is good to u right? If not, i will make sure he-"

"Omg stop stop! R u gonna kill him too!?!"
I stopped her and faceplamed seeing her behaviour.

She just shrugged and continued eating her chips.
"If killing him makes it better, then why not. :D"

I couldn't help but let out a laugh hearing her. She cares for me a lot. But my mind diverted on something else which didn't got unnoticed by her.

"What's wrong binie?!"
She asked me concerned but i was so into my thoughts. She sighed seeing me and guessed what i was thinking about, more like 'whom'.

"Binie....forget him...."
she said making me look at her.

"Huh?"

"U know who I'm talking about. Forget about jimin. Remove him from ur life"
she said sternly making me look down.

I felt her coming to me and crouch down to my level.
"I know it must been hard. But binie, if u just stay away from enjoying ur life for him, it means...he won. He can't make u weak my beanie, remember. U can't let him affect u. Erase his name from ur heart, and focus on the future. I know u can do it!"
She said with a slight smile at the end.

I nodded and returned a small smile as well. I heard her sigh and hold my hand.
"Listen binie, u need to move on. It may be hard....but trust me, u r much stronger than u urself know. Just trust urself, love urself. And I'm right here when u need hm?"
She said lovingly making me smile wide and hug her.

"I love u riri"

"I hate u too"
she said making me smack her head and getting a chuckle in return.

We broke the hug and hyoora got back to her seat.

"Btw bin. What do u like, boy or girl?"
She said making me look at her confusingly.

"Huh? What boy or girl?"
I asked totally clueless.

"Aishhh. My innocent baby. I mean what do u want as a kid~~"
she said playfully.

"Ugh ririii stob it."
I said facepalming. But she didn't stop and started bragging me like a 5 year kid wanting her candy.

"Fine!!!! I want girl!"
I said in a defeat and saw her getting relief.

"Welp...i was thinking of getting a little version of ur future husband~~"
she said making me shake my head in disbelief.

"Why are u so excited about MY kids jeez"
i said and chuckled.

"Yaah! Do u know how important it is to me!!??? U r younger than me, still u r getting married. Then ur gonna fall in love with him, then u r gonna do cheesy things with him, then i will have no one to play with. I don't wanna die out of boredom."
She said making me totally speechless to which she returned a silly smile.

"Well that's not happening so soon. How could u think i will let u live peacefully? But seriously riri, get urself a man...."
i paused noticing her looking down at my last part.

And i knew exactly what was going inside her. It's my time to talk to her.

"U still like yoon-"
i a s cut off by a pissed version of her.

"I don't hanbin. I moved on. I-i don't l-like him anymore. Don't say his name in front of me"
she said making me sigh.

"Why don't u go back ri? I-is that....cuz of me and ji- i mean his rela-"
She again cut me off.

"No! It's not cuz of u bin. I just- leave that topic."
She said and i knew i couldn't argue with her anymore.

But i knew she still likes yoongi. She won't admit it, nor she understands herself. But i determined that, i will bring them back, no matter what. Whatever it takes.

But i still had that one question in my mind....will i be able to move on? I really can't let him affect my life. I have to do this.....for my family, for my parents. But....why does my heart says....some things different? Do i....do i still love him? I can't...can i.....?

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