Okay, before I start, please don't hate on me, cause it will sound really bad to begin with, but I promise you, I am not hating on anything, I am not judging anything. So please don't hate on me, and please don't judge me.

Also please read the A/N at the end.

THANX!!
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You've got depression?
Just smile and get over it!

Your anorexic?
Just eat already, that's all it is!

You self-harm?
Just stop it!

You are belumic? (Sorry if that's not right)
just keep it in!

You have dyslexia?
Just fucking read it!

You have ADHD and all that crap?
Just calm down, focus!

You have a lisp?
A-ll    y-ou    h-a-ve     T-o     D-o     I-s    Pro-noun-Ci-ate   I-t!!!!

Come on, you life isn't harder than anyone else's!

If you agreed to anything said above
...
Fuck you!

Fuck you!

If you had to stop yourself for yelling at me.

Praise you.

We do not have a choice!

We don't choose to be depressed.
It is actually a chemical misbalance in the mind.

We don't choose to be anorexic
It is your fucking words that tell us we're fat that control us, so we are no longer in control of our minds!

We don't choose to get addicted to self harm!
Your words are that painful, we need something else to take our mind off it, or even to feel something else.

We don't choose to be belumic!
Most of the time we are trying to fix ourself from being anorexic, but feel so guilty, when you call us fat again, that we turn to that!

We don't choose to be dyslexic!
We just aren't as good as others, we need a little more help with things!

We don't choose to have ADHD and other things like that.
We just can't control it!

We don't choose to have a lisp!
It is usually connected to some slight deformity in the mouth such as our teeth in the wrong spot etc, sometimes cause it is our second language!

Now out of these,
I have a few things.
I have depression,
I am anorexic, although I am not skinny,
I self-harm
I have ADD
I have anger issues
I have a lisp under pressure or when reading out loud.
I DIDNT CHOOSE THESE
THEY HAPPENED

So stop judging me for something I can't control.

And please, comment anything that you have, whether I mentioned it or not, cause here, on this chapter, I want you to say it, and not feel judged, I want you to tell and feel loved. And if anyone hates on anyone else or anything said on here, fuck off!
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Okay, so I apologise for all the swearing, but I wanted to make a point, and it kinda just happened.

Also, I am going back and editing them all, also putting pictures on all of them, so you can go back, see what's changed and see the pics as well.

Although, I am going to be working on the next one at the same time.

And I beg of you.

Do not judge me.

I am taking the first step of healing, and I am going to 'make' a challenge for myself.

I am going to post pictures and comment, on myself. Saying what I hate and what I love about myself.

Please don't hate on me!

I am doing this, and you can too if you want.

It's pretty much to show what I hate, but that I can't change a lot of those things, also stating why I hate it, which is mostly because of what people have said. Also stating what I love about my image, to show that I can love myself, and all I need to do is learn to.

Let me know if you want me to take a few people to do it once I'm done.

And also tell me what you want this chap to be called due to my rant/saying kinda thing.

So yeah.

~Suni out~😊😋🌞🤓