Omen POV

Christian hasn't made any attempt to come out from his mind for the past three weeks, we have just been in the woods away from everyone. I'm sure Adam is worried out of his mind about Christian, truthfully I am also. 

He hasn't spoken to me and I feel horrible that he is in this shell and I have no idea how to bring him out of it. Maybe if I go back to the pack grounds and find Andrew and have him try, but I don't want Christian to be upset that I am using a child but at this point I'll do anything. As I'm walking back to the grounds, I hear this scream and Christian is alert now 

"Andrew!" He yelled in my mind and I ran toward the scream. 

"Faster Omen!" I picked up speed and ran toward the lake and sniffed the air but I couldn't find Andrew, so I ran to the end of the dock and saw bubbles in the water. "Let me back Omen! I gotta save him!" Christian took over and shifted back into human form and jumped into the water.

Christian POV

It took a few minutes to find Andrew sinking down in the cold dark water, but I found him and brought him up and laid him down on the ground. I felt for a pulse and there wasn't one, so I started CPR. I was doing compressions and breathing into his mouth for what felt like hours before he finally coughed up the water and took a breath. 

"Andrew!" I cried and took him into my arms and held him tightly. 

"Are you alright son?" Ok didn't mean to call him that but it felt great. 

"I'm ok daddy." When he called me that, I cried so hard holding onto his little body. 

"I'm glad you're ok. What were you doing out here by yourself, it's so far from the grounds." 

"I was looking for you. You have been gone for weeks and I wanted to know if you were still here and were ok." I closed my eyes and tears kept falling. 

"I'm still here little pup, I'm still here. Come on, let's get you back huh? You need to get dry clothes on and I will stay with you tonight and spend time with you." He smiled a sweet small smile and nodded. I picked him up and carried him all the way back to the pack house, naked in all my glory but I didn't care, Andrew was safe now. 

I took him to the building that is the pack doctors and told them what happened. They checked him out and told him to rest for the night which is our plan anyways. After we got word, he could leave we made our may back to the pack house, I was still naked, and it felt freeing. 

I didn't like all the eyes on me though and I have no idea where my clothes are or where Adam is. We walked in and well everyone was in the damn house, all eyes on me. 

"Baby!" Adam said and ran over to me and took me into his arms, wrapping me up and squeezing me hard. 

"Are you ok? I have been so worried about you." He asked in my ear. I nodded and hugged him back, he felt so warm and comforting. 

"I need some clothes and I need to talk to Liam. Where are we staying?" He didn't say anything he took my hand and his free one he covered my front up and I chuckled and he took me up to a room I guess is ours to stay in. 

He shut the door and pushed me up against the door and kissed me so hard I saw stars. His hands were all over my chest and stomach as he kissed and bit my lip with hunger. 

"I accept baby, I accept you and your life, I want to be with you forever." He said in a soft but oh my gosh sexy ass voice I felt myself get hard right away. 

"Good, I was hoping you would. We will do that later like right after I talk to Liam and spend the night with Andrew, I promised him I would. Oh he called me daddy." I was smiling like an idiot, one Adam wants to be my mate and two, Andrew called me daddy. I was happy. 

"Aww that is so sweet. That kid is so freaking adorable. We have been spending a lot of time together, he hasn't really talked to Liam since he made you go away, that's what he said. And let me officially say this before you leave this room, I Adam Lambert, accept you Christian Holland to be my mate, for now and forever." At that moment, I felt all the pain I was in just go away like it was never there. I felt free from it and I felt truly happy. 

I pulled him into my arms and well kinda attacked him a little bit, he was almost naked when I stopped us from going further. 

"Later. After Andrew goes to sleep you are mine. Get prepared because it's going to be a long night. Clean yourself inside and out and shave, please. I hate body hair." He blushed hard, I love seeing his adorable cheeks so red. 

"Ah yea ok sure you go it baby." We haven't made love yet so tonight is going to be one to remember. I got dressed in just a pair of sweats and a tank top. I fixed my hair though, so I didn't look like a slob. I kissed Adam one more time, hard and deep and left out of the room wanting more, hearing him whimper for more. I smiled and made my way down stairs and found Liam in the living room. 

"Liam." Is all I said and walked away. I heard two sets of foot steps and turned around. 

"Alone Liam." That made spencer stop real quick, I love my dominate voice and no one dares to go against me, not after a few weeks ago. He kissed Liam and walked back to the living room. 

Liam was scared, I could see it and he should be scared. I walk outside in the middle of the lawn to wait for him. He slowly makes his way outside and stands a few feet in front of me. 

"So, I think you and I are going to fight Liam, you kept something so important from me that if it weren't for Andrew, I would still be lost. If I didn't hear him scream from falling into the lake from looking for me from what you did to make me want to leave, I wouldn't be here getting ready to kick your fucking ass. I will not fight you right now, not with my pups in you but as soon as they are born and you are healed, you better be prepared for me to beat you Liam, what you did was low, you hurt me more with hiding the fact that I was going to be a father than when our bond was broke and you mated with someone else." 

"You mated with Adam so you can't say that you are still in pain." He barked. 

"Actually, no I didn't, we haven't done anything yet because he hasn't accepted me yet, not until before I came down here. We took things slow, he wanted to be sure this is what he wanted so no, I felt the pain every fucking day for six weeks Liam, I was so close to giving up. I was hanging on by a thread, I was close to dying before I gave him a chance. I was slowly coming back to life and I wanted to come back here just to see Andrew and Devin, I didn't care to see you, I knew you mated again when it happened, word travels fast when an Alpha mates so I knew you weren't in pain anymore and I'm glad you weren't but boy did you not waste time in finding a new mate to replace me so fast, not even two weeks before you mated, couldn't handle the fucking pain so mated the pretty boy in there as soon as you could huh? Well congrats, I'm truly happy for you I am, but that doesn't mean that once my pups are born that I won't beat you into the ground you will be tasting fucking lava!" By the end of my speech I was heated and pissed and I was feeling myself getting angrier and felt the ground start to shake so I closed my eyes and thought of Andrew, he calmed me down some and I thought about Adam, he calmed me all the way down, even thinking about him. 

"So, anything to say Liam?" 

"You choose to leave! You choose to be in pain by breaking our bond Christian, I didn't force you to fucking leave! You did that on your own!" He roared back. 

"I did that for you! I did that so you wouldn't be in pain with me being here, I did it so you could heal faster and not feel like you were fucking dying! You have no idea what I feel Liam, you have no idea what I felt. You aren't me, you will never understand how it feels to know you won't ever have a mate for the rest of your life, you will never know how it feels to want to just fucking kill yourself so you won't have to go through life alone and in pain all the fucking time. Hell, Adam may not be a sure thing for the rest of my life and yes I want to mate with him because I care about him and I'm falling in love with him but if I do and it breaks because of the fucking curse I am under, that will be the end for me. I will end my life because I can't go through that again. It will feel like a normal heart break for him but for me, it will be literal hell like it was for the past six weeks for me. He put the idea in my head that maybe I can have a human mate and see if it will last, I know the moon goddess told me that I can never have a mate but just maybe she meant wolf mates, not human so who knows. Maybe he will be my happy ending, maybe he won't but you better be happy you aren't me, happy you won't ever have to feel this pain Liam, happy that you didn't feel like I did. I don't want to lose him, I didn't want to lose you. I loved you with all my heart and soul Liam so yes I left because I didn't want you to feel the pain from me being here to remind you that we can't be mates like we had wanted since we met basically, I loved you to much to do that to you." I was on the ground now crying trying to show him how much he did mean to me and how much it did hurt to leave like I did. 

He got down in front of me and pulled me into his arms and I wanted to pull myself away I really did but I missed him so much. 

"I'm sorry I kept the pups from you, I didn't want you to feel like you had to stay because of them but now I see that it wasn't the right choice and I hope you can forgive me one day. I'm sorry for everything you have been through since you left, I'm sorry Christian." He held me tight and I felt his body shake, he was crying and for the first time since I left, I think we both can finally start to actually heal from not just our heart break but from the friendship we had that was broken as well.