Gosh he is just so beautiful. Gotta love Mr. Adam Lambert and all his sexieness.

Adam POV

I walked off from talking to Omen to find my lovers ex asshole of a mate, if he wasn't pregnant, I swear I would beat his ass for hiding that he is  having his ex-mates babies. 

Who the hell hides something like that from someone they were in love with? I found him in the arms of someone who is cute but not my taste. 

"Mind showing me somewhere I can sleep?" I asked, not really caring if I sounded nice or not. 

"Are you mad at me too?" He had the nerve to ask. 

"Yes, if you weren't having kids, I'd beat your ass for hiding that from Christian. That is just selfish of you to hide that. You should be ashamed of yourself. All of you should be honestly. He had the right to know, if he knew than maybe he wouldn't have let himself go to the point that he was barely hanging on when I met him. You didn't see him, you have no idea how he was, I will forever remember how he was, and it is nothing you would ever want to see. Now, a room please." He got up and his mate and another guy followed him, guess he's his lacky or something. We went up stairs to show me to a master size bedroom. It already had my stuff in here. 

"Where are Christian's things?" I asked Liam. 

"Didn't know if he was going to be staying in the same room as you or not so I put it in the room down the hall." 

"Why wouldn't he stay in the same room as me? We are together you know or are you just jealous that I got him now and you want us to be apart, not wanting us to make sweet pure blissful love all night long?" His face turned red in anger and I did my signature smirk and rolled my eyes. 

"I will get his things myself thank you." He turned around and walked out but the one who isn't his mate stayed behind and just looked at me. Maybe I have something on my pretty face? 

"Yes, may I help you?" I asked with a little head shake. 

"Um just wanted to say welcome and sorry your welcome wasn't very warming. Things are a little tense as you can see." 

"Well maybe if that dick told the truth it wouldn't have been so bad now would it?" He didn't say anything, but he did sit down on a couch, a couch in the bedroom. Cool. 

"Well you're right. He should have been told but we didn't tell him. We thought he wasn't going to come back." 

"And that made it right? If it were you, would you want to know if you were having a kid or had a kid or would you want to go through your life like he was thinking he was all alone, thinking he wasn't worth loving, thinking he was going to die because he didn't have anyone to love or to love him? Man, I'm telling you when I met him, he was just skin and bones. His eyes were lifeless, and his smile is still same the one he has now, no sparkle or shine, he was sickly looking honestly. I remember the day he first knew I was his mate, we stayed at the same hotel. I was there for a show I had the night before and I was getting breakfast and I saw him walking past the front desk and he looked like a zombie, no color to his skin, no life in his walk, just dragging himself out of the door slowly like he was fading. I had no idea who he was that day but when I met him a month later, he looked worse. He is just now getting some weight back on him. This mark on my neck isn't a mate mark, it's just a tattoo. The mate mark will be on my right side of my neck. He asked me to do this because I plan on making it a real mark but I haven't accepted him as a mate yet, were taking things slow to see how it goes because he doesn't want to rush this, so he is still feeling the pain from him and Liam. He didn't want anyone to know, Liam may have found a new mate and can't feel the pain but Christian, he feels it all. He was looking forward to coming back here because he wanted to see this kid Andrew and some guy named Devin who he missed and wanted to see him and see how his kids were doing. He knew it was going to be hell on him, but he couldn't stay away no matter how hard he tried. We have spent almost every night together, just talking and when I would sleep, he didn't sleep. He hardly eats, he eats more now than he did but it's not enough. He drinks a lot, but he doesn't get drunk, so he just drinks hardly eats or sleeps. I know me not accepting yet is also hard on him but he and I have an understanding so there is no rush, I know he is in pain and once I accept him, the pain will go away and I feel like shit for not accepting but I didn't want to yet without knowing all I could about your life, without knowing if it will last or not. I really like him, he is a wonderful man and he's so beautiful and sweet. He has a huge heart and is kind. I am falling for him and he knows it, he says he is falling for me as well, so we are just taking it day by day. I'm just worried now he is gone for good. This is probably the thing that finally broke him." We sit in silence for a little while before the guy speaks. 

"I'm Devin, he helped me when he was going to kill me than keep me as a prisoner in the cells, but he helped me, he and Liam brought me and my kids here, long story. He is like you said a wonderful man. Did you know he used to be deaf? I wonder if he will go back to not speaking even when he can? I feel like crap and feel like this is also my fault. I should have told him, but I didn't know how to." 

"It wasn't on you to do that, it was on him to tell Christian he was going to be a father. No one else is to blame except him. I just hope he will be back soon, I left my life for us to be together, so I hope I didn't do that for him to be broken so far beyond repair that I won't be able to help him, again. He isn't going to trust anyone, he is going to question everything, and Liam is to blame for that. I swear if anything happens to Christian, wolf or not, I will beat Liam's ass. He has been through hell and is now right back where he was a month ago. I need to get some sleep, it's been a long day. It was nice meeting you Devin. I will talk to you later." 

"It was nice meeting you as well Adam, have a good nap." He stood up and walked to the door and opened it all the way to reveal a Liam standing there, against the wall listening. 

"Ever hear the thing called privacy?" I asked before I shut the door the whole way. I removed my clothes and left my boxers on and got into bed and covered up. I really hope my beautiful boyfriend will be ok.