Pic is of Spencer.

https://youtu.be/w_tALF6-YNA

Liam POV

You ever feel like that you thought your life was over because you lost the love of your life at a young age, felt like you were lifeless and didn't want to move on because that person was your everything? Well that is how I felt for the past six weeks. 

That was until I met Spencer, my mate. I was at the mall with Devin and the pups when we were walking in front of the food court and I caught his scent and he caught mine and since then, we have spent every day and night together. 

He's not Christian but I can't live in the past and Spencer is a good man, he is twenty-five, he's mixed and has oh my gosh the most amazing bright green eyes I have ever seen on a light skinned man. He's tall, 5'11 and has an amazing smile and soft smooth skin. He knows all about Christian of course because he was here when he shifted so he knew who he was, he knows I'm having pups and he is ok with that, even if he wasn't, I would still keep them. 

He is so kind hearted and so sweet and caring. Devin and him get along well and he spends a lot of time with Andrew, they play together a lot, the favorite game is hide and seek of course. He has moved into the pack house and we plan on marking each other soon, I told him I wanted to wait until we were ready. 

He had lost his former mate, so he understands. 

Spencer myself Devin and his pups are sitting in the living room watching TV when I see Christian on it, everyone stops talking when they see me crane my neck to the side with a puzzled look on my face. Then I see Adam Lambert walking right behind him, onto a stage. We're watching an award show and Adam is going to perform but I have no idea why Christian is with him, let alone on stage. I turn the volume up so I can hear, and I mind link everyone to come in to see what is going on. 

"Good evening ladies and gentlemen. Tonight, is a special night for myself and my partner here, Christian. I walked into his life not to long ago and since that evening, I have not been happier. Tonight, I have decided is my last performance because Christian and I are going to start our lives together without the public eye. There are reasons behind this and no, he did not want me to do this. He has actually fought me tooth and nail about this decision. I have loved performing and I will miss it but I will not regret this decision. I love him and I will do anything for him." As he is speaking I notice there is a mate mark on his neck, Adam is his new mate?! Wow that is wonderful for him.

"Devin, Adam has a mate mark on his neck." Devin stands up and looks at the screen to make sure I wasn't seeing things. He gasped. 

"Holy shit. I wonder why he's quitting though. If Christian didn't want this, why is he?" I shrugged my shoulders and listened more to Adam. 

"Tonight's performance goes out to someone very special to my partner, I hope he is listening."

I've been leaving my heart in all the wrong places
Took it back way too soon when I should've been patient
I built all these walls so no one could break in
Truth is I miss those nights when my heart could be naked

I don't need to feel love, I just wanna feel something
If it's never enough, at least it's better than nothing
After everyone I've lost and every kiss I wasted
I don't, I don't need to feel love
Just wanna feel something (Something)
Just wanna feel something (Something)
Just wanna feel something (Something)
I just wanna feel

I waited so long to feel like I'm worthy
Find someone who could rewrite the pages I'm turning
I've grown with the pain and bathed in the lonely
All I want in this moment is someone to hold me

I don't need to feel love, I just wanna feel something
If it's never enough, at least it's better than nothing
After everyone I've lost and every kiss I wasted
I don't, I don't need to feel love
Just wanna feel something (Something)
Just wanna feel something (Something)
I just wanna feel something (Something)
I just wanna feel

Just wanna feel something (Something)
I don't, I don't wanna feel nothing
I don't, I don't, oh no, oh (Something)
Just wanna feel something
I don't, I don't wanna feel nothing
I don't, I don't
Just wanna feel something
Just wanna feel something

After he was done singing, Christian had tears in his eyes, I guess that song and performance was his way to officially say good bye and it was beautiful. He may have a new mate, but he does care for me still, that just proved it and it was touching. I'm glad he has found someone, I hope it lasts this time for him. He deserves it.

The next afternoon were all outside having a bbq and just relaxing when all of a sudden I hear Andrew squealing and I look over I see Christian and Adam, walking hand in hand as Andrew ran up to Christian and jumped in his arms. 

"Hey little one, I have missed you so much! You got so big since the last time I saw you." Andrew giggled and covered his face. 

"Well I did grow an inch you know. I have missed you too! Where have you been?" Christian put him down and squatted down to his level and looked him in the eyes, like he is talking to an adult. 

"I had to go away little one, some things happened, and it was best for me to go away until I could get better." 

"Are you better now?" He asked Christian looking hopeful. 

"I am little one, I am." He said that last I am looking over at me and smiled. I couldn't help but smile at him. He was just truly amazing, even now. 

"I have to go speak with Alpha Liam, but I promise you, we will go on a run later ok? I miss our path." He winked and Andrew giggled. 

"You got it. Just you and me?" 

"If that is what you want sweetheart." Andrew nodded. Everyone was watching them, they were in their own little world. Andrew hugged him again and kissed his cheek and ran off. He stood up and grabbed Adam's hand and walked over toward us. 

He had a happy look on his face but soon turned angry and all I can think of is he caught the scent of me carrying. Spencer and Devin caught the change in the air and stood beside me waiting on if anything is going to happen. 

"Your carrying and you didn't fucking tell me?!" He roared loudly, he is extremely pissed off and the ground shook, knocking some on their asses and the glass to shake in the windows of the house. 

Adam looked scared as hell. 

Spence got in his face which was a bad mistake because I knew what was going to happen if Spencer tried anything. 

"Christian calm down. I didn't tell you because I didn't want to keep you tied here, to me, to this life. I did it for you. Even Omen knew I was carrying and didn't want you to know because of that very reason." I said calmly. He laughed, he laughed an evil laugh that scared the shit out of even me and I was terrified. I felt his power growing and I saw his eyes change from blue to red to purple? Purple eyes? What the hell...oh no. 

"Everyone run!" I screamed and mind linked everyone as well and everyone ran, even Adam. 

"What the actual fuck is going on?!" Adam asked as we were running to a safe house. 

"He is going to be shifting." I said trying to get everyone in the safe house. 

"Ok and? His wolf isn't that bad, I seen him." Adam said. 

"Yea we all have but, we haven't seen the other one, the one he hasn't even discovered yet, till now." 

"Well if you didn't keep whatever it is from him, he wouldn't be pissed and turning into whatever, it is he's going to turn into!" Adam yelled, his face was angry looking, I couldn't help but chuckle at it. 

"This isn't funny Liam!" Spencer yelled. 

"I know! I'm so dead if he finds me. I'm so dead. I should have just told him but no, I didn't tell him and now, people are going to get hurt if they are still out there and didn't get to safety in time." 

"LIAMMMMMMM!!!!!" The new voice to whatever Christian turned into roared so loudly that the walls started to crack, and windows shattered into thousands of pieces and our ears were bleeding. I had to do something before he hurt anyone. 

I took a deep breath and calmed my heart down as best I could, I knew whatever was out there is terrifying and I had to try to get at least Omen to take over before I can even talk to Christian. I opened the door and walked out. Everyone was silent as the night sky as I walked slowly toward the outside. 

When I saw him, I almost pissed myself. He was at least twelve feet high and five foot wide. He was as black as night and his eyes were a dark purple, evil looking. I gulped loudly and I was shaking. 

He didn't destroy anything though. He was just standing there, breathing hard the grass moved with force. He saw me and he ran toward me and I braced myself for an impact, so I closed my eyes to wait but it didn't come. 

I opened my eyes and I looked up the tall building that is a wolf standing so tall into his eyes, he looked hurt broken and betrayed. He raised his paw and I thought he was going to hit me, so I flinched, and he moved it away slightly but he again brought it to me but he just moved it to my stomach and touched it ever so lightly. 

This big "monster" was touching my stomach and I was afraid he was going to hurt me, but he didn't. After a few minutes he turned into Omen's form and Omen looked at me pissed, he knew I told Christian he knew about the pups so now he is going to hate me. 

"I'm sorry Omen, I didn't know he was going to come back here, if I had known I would have told him. Please don't be mad at me for not knowing he was going to show up and finding out, I know I said you knew but I didn't mean to, it just slipped out." He didn't say a word and that is worse than yelling at me. 

"Is it safe for everyone to come out now?" I asked and he nodded and walked away, hurt. I mind linked everyone, and they all came out. Adam was still pissed off. 

"Where the hell is he?!" He asked me. 

"He went into the woods, that other wolf let Omen take over and he went into the woods." I said looking down, I was ashamed of myself. I did wrong and I know that, I should have just told him when I found out no matter what.