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A month time jump

Liam POV

It has been a month since Christian left in the middle of the night. I woke up to an empty bed and an empty heart. I knew he left because I couldn't find his scent anymore and I felt our bond was broken. 

I will always be grateful for knowing him, I will always love him, and he will always hold a piece of my heart, forever. I miss him and poor little Andrew has gone into a slight depression and doesn't talk to anyone, he loved Christian so much that his little heart is broken as well. 

I tried to cheer him up by doing things with him, but he doesn't seem like he wants to do anything which I can understand. My dad heard back from the council about him being our son and they would let it happen but now, I want to still do it because I love that little boy but that was a dream Christian and I had together so I don't know how I would feel by claiming Andrew as my son when I would have to raise him on my own, without my true love. 

Hell I already have to raise pups that are his alone because he left but he doesn't know, I didn't have the heart to call and tell him, I didn't want him to feel guilty for leaving like he did when I know it would have been harder on both of us if he had stayed just because we were having pups together. 

He would have made an amazing father, he was an amazing mate even if it wasn't that long, it was still the best time in my life. The past two years were honestly. I'm pulled out of my thoughts when there is a knock on the door. 

"Come in." The door to my office opens and in walks Devin. He and I have gotten closer and I'm glad for Christian for not putting him in the cells and we brought him and his pups to our pack. 

He is a good guy, very handsome also. He's tall, 5"11' big bright brown eyes and dirty blonde hair and deep dimples on his cheeks and his chin, even when he's not smiling. He is beautiful. 

"Hey Devin, what can I do for you?" I asked him as he sat down on the chair. 

"I was wondering if you heard anything from Christian?" I shook my head and he nodded. 

"I don't think he will contact us anytime soon Devin. He has found out so much about himself in less than a week after he became his true self that he will need time to figure it all out and the mate thing, hell I honestly don't know how he will come to terms with that." He sighed and looked at me with concern. 

"When I called him that next morning, I never heard so much hurt and anger from someone before. He sounded like he was destroyed and so broken, I cried after he hung up on me. He came to mean a great deal to me, and he spared my life and protected me, and my pups and he didn't even know me." I smiled at that. 

"That's because he is just truly an amazing Alpha, wolf and human Devin. He is one of a kind in so many ways. I miss him, his friendship, his smile, his laugh, his eyes, his voice, his touch, his sparkle in his smile and his eyes when he smiled that bright dashing smile. I miss him, all of him, everything about him." I had tears falling on my cheeks by now, I didn't cry at much but the pain of my mate being gone is one of the things I haven't stopped crying about. 

"This song here, is how he makes me feel, has from the day I met him. Listen to it." I hit play on my phone and the sound of the angelic voice filled my office as I thought about Christian.

Whether I'm right or wrong
There's no phrase that hits
Like an ocean needs the sand
Or a dirty old shoe that fits
And if all the world was perfect
I would only ever want to see your scars
You know they can have their universe
We'll be in the dirt designing stars

And darlin' you know
You make me feel so beautiful
Nowhere else in the world I wanna be
You make me feel so beautiful

Whether I'm up or down
There's no crowd to please
I'm like a faith without a clause to believe in it
And if all the world was smiling
I would only ever want to see your frown
You know they can sail away in sunsets
We'll be right here stranded on the ground
Just happy to be found

You make me feel so beautiful
Nowhere else in the world I wanna be
You make me feel so beautiful

I have lost my illusions
I have drowned in your words
I have left my confusion to a cynical world
I am throwing myself at things I don't understand
Discover enlightenment holding your hand

You are
So beautiful

Yeah darlin' you know!
That you make me feel so beautiful

I stopped the song and I was a crying mess now, I couldn't hold it in any longer. I missed him so much, I can't do this, this is killing me. I don't know if I will live through this.