Im sorry its has been months! Happy new year everyone. Im not that exited though. Im depressed these months, so if im not online much that's why. I want to come out to my parents, but they'll say "iTs bEcAuSe oF tHaT DamN pHonE". They never think im serious when talking about my real problems or mental disorders. I've been thinking about commiting not alive for sometime, never told anyone until now. "Why?" You ask, i have never told anyone because they would never take me seriously. "why would you want to commit not alive?" because everyone would be happier without me. Also about my depression. The voices keep telling me to commit not alive, so, why would i deny? I mean my life is pretty shitty right now. Usually i try to hide my depression by making jokes about it. Somepeople have noticed my jokes, some have not. (i sound like Logan rn lol) i cover the pain by trying to be positive, which i'm not. Lol im depressed af

Bye everybody, for now.