A/N: I just learned that POV meant point of veiw so I'm doing this so its more clear

Oddeyssa's POV

I can't sleep, not now not ever. every time I try I keep hearing the piercing words, "What is wrong with you!!!!!!" It wasn't even a question it was just a reminder that I'm not good enough for anything or anyone. At the end of each nightmare it always ends the same. It tells me to go to the tallest tree in the woods. I don't know why it's still imprinted in my head. Why should I care what he thinks? I guess it's just instincts to love your dad no matter who or what he is. Maybe I have a twisted mind. Even when it became apparent that no matter what I did it didn't matter I still tried to be the best at what ever he liked. I hated math but it was important to him so I always scored at least a b+ and studied hard for it. I never was what he wanted & what he did want I could never be. I will never be normal.