Ok so Ik I'm late......again but ya kno I'm lazy af any way i just realized this is a AU and if you don't kno what that is it means alternative universe or something like that and this is one but it isn't any way  onwards you'll get it later.
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"Felix?," I asked "Jamie?," he said with shock I hugged Felix tightly "what are you doing? How are you? Why are you back in America I thought you went back?" I said thinking about all the memories I had with him and the gang. "I'm good and I heard Marzia got severely injured and I had to see for myself." He said shrugging. Then I saw Jack pull up to me "oh jack this is Felix the exchange student from last year." Jack smiled and shook Felix's hand they said there hellos then I interrupted "well Felix it's great to see you again but Jack and I have to go. I'll see you around?" He smiled and nodded I got in the passenger seat of the car and we drove to my house. "Hey you okay?" I asked because Jack looked upset. "Why Jamie? Why is our lives falling apart right when we get them fixed they do it again?" He said in the silent car the only light inside was the passing street lamps. "I ask myself that question all the time and I always tell myself the same stuff everything happens for a reason. It might not be the best thing to live by but it's better that's nothing." I said as we pulled up to my house. "Thank you Jack. Thank you for everything." I said hugging him; his hugs were always the nicest, they were warm and they felt like home. I got out the car and waved him good bye I opened my front door to be immediately greeted by my mothers hug. "Oh my gosh Jamie I heard what happen with Andy and Alexa. I'm so sorry." I just smiled in response to her saying more "if you want you can skip school tomorrow so you can visit Alexa again?" My mom said trying to comfort me. My mother never liked the fact that I looked up to Lexa. She would always label her as a mess up because Alexa never really had parents they were in out jail and then she got tangled up in drugs but through all that she got the best thing she could ever get, a soul mate.(I put the video bc the audio not Dan and Phil)

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But the reason I looked up to her was not because she's pretty or I thought she was cool. She went through hell and back with family, friends, relationships. And yet she has straight A's and she has her goals and everything someone could want. Love. Sure I know I'm loved by my family but I don't know I want something different. "Yeah mom I really need to like analyze everything so are you sure I can skip?" "Of course honey but you still have to go Thursday okay?" I nodded "okay well Ima get in the shower then head to bed Kay love you night." "Love you too sleep well" I walked to my room and grabbed a towel then went to the bathroom. •time skip bc I'm not about to write very detailedly about showering like I'm weird but I'm not that fucking weird any way showers over and I'm in my room also Jamie already took out her contacts.•
I lay on my bed scrolling through YouTube to find something to cheer me up when I find something 'interesting' I click the the Channel and start scrolling through the videos  I find one that seems cool and immediately I smile "Top of the mornin to ya laddies my name is Jacksepticeye and welcome back to HAAAAAAAAPPY WHEEELS!," I continue to watch his videos. There was something about him in videos that made him seem different he seemed more natural in his videos. Jack was just one of those people whose no matter what he could brighten your day. I slowly drifted to sleep with a smile plastered across my face. •Time skip brought to you by a healthy 10 hours of sleep also mark and everyone does YouTube but like Jamie hasn't found them and time is further back • I woke up to the sun beaming into my eyes I grabbed my glasses  and put them on I got out of my bed remembering everything from yesterday I went to my closet and looked through my clothes to find something I ended up just wearing a undertale shirt and some black jeans. I brushed my hair and put it in a ponytail. I went to the kitchen to find another note. "What is it with my mom and notes." I said smiling to myself. 'Jamie I had to go to work I already called your school and told them what happened they said the police would ask you questions when you go back tomorrow. I love you Jamie and it will be ok don't stress out.
Xoxo mom.' I grabbed my phone and played music while I got ready to leave. 'Do you know what the most frightening thing in the world is? It's fear. You have nothing to worry about your going to be just fine. But what ever you do.dont-fall-asleep. I'd never make a sound silence is what drowns me out,' I hummed along to counting sheep. As I washed my face I looked in the mirror and smiled. "She looks good without makeup." I said so Roman; could hear me though the phone. "No I don't I wish you two would stop acting like I'm gorgeous." Lexa said continuing to put on makeup while looking in the mirror Roman was propped up on to keep the phone showing her. "You are gorgeous, you don't need all that make up." Roman said I just smiled and nodded in agreement "okay sure whatever." Lexa said taking the truth acting as if it was an obvious lie. "I mean your pretty but your not like Megan fox gorgeous." I said teasing Lexa know that Roman and I both thought she was jaw dropping "oh my god yesss" Roman said. Lexa just rolled her eyes and laughed.' I grabbed some of the money in a cup I had on a shelf I grabbed a 20$ bill. I also grabbed my keys and my phone and turned off the list lights in the house then I left. I locked the door behind me and started quietly singing along to the new song that was playing on my phone. 'Look alive, sunshine
One-oh-nine in the sky But the pigs won't quit You're here with me: Doctor Death-Defy I'll be your surgeon, your proctor, your helicopter Pumpin' out the slaughter-matic sounds To keep you live A system failure for the masses Anti-matter for the master-plan Louder than God's revolver And twice as shiny
This one's for all you rock and rollers All you crash queens and motor babies, ' I waited for the pause the whisper screamed the next part "Listen up!
The future is bulletproof
The aftermath is secondary
It's time to do it now and do it loud Killjoys Make some noise," I said as i walked to my car my elderly neighbor always worried about me listening to that "devil music" she always said it would mess up my education and such. I got in my car and plugged up my phone with the piece that takes the music from your phone and puts it through your car speakers. I drove out of my apartment complex and drove down the road listening to music then my favorite song came on. I turned up the volume and at this point in time there was one thing I didn't care about and that was if I looked stupid while singing/yelling my favorite song. 'DO I LOOK LONELY, I SEE THE SHADOWS ON MY FACE, PEOPLE HAVE TOLD ME I DONT LOOK THE SAME, MAYBE I LOST WEIGHT IM PLAYING HOOKY ,THE BEST OF THE BEST PUT MY HEART ON MY CHEST SO THAT YOU CAN SEE IT TO," I continued to yell the song as i drove down the street I got a lot of stares but they can fuck off I Pulled up to the hospital and walked in I got to the front desk and of course Sara was there. "Hey," I said standing in front of her "hello are you here to see Alexa Payton?" I nodded yes she told me she was still in room 327 but they were gonna move her into a more permanent room if she doesn't wake up between now and then. I was walking to her room and I saw a vending machine which flowers I walked over and saw Lexa's favorite flowers; Black roses. I paid for them and continued to walk to her room with the beautiful flowers. I arrived and opened the door. She was still the same place I was last time. Except there was someone I didn't know sitting with their head in their hands. "Um hello?" I said quietly going on one side of her and setting the flowers on her table next to the bed. "Oh hello I'm sorry I'm Greg." Said the man putting his hand out to shake. "I'm Jamie." I said shaking his hand "not to be forward but how did you know Alexa or are you just some weird person who just wanders around looking at unconscious girls?" I said smiling he rubbed the back of his neck then spoke seriously. "I was in the other car."
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Hello my fabulous potatoes it's your obnoxious author Journey here and I need to just take a minute here and say OH MY FLIPPING GOD WE ARE ALMOST TO 1K READS THATS SO AMAZING LIKE YOU DONT EVEN KNOW HOW MUCH THAT MEANS TO ME LIKE GUYS OMG IM BEING A BASIC PERSON BUT I JUST HAD TO SAY THANK YOU FOR IT ALL THIS STORY WOULD NEVER BE ANYTHING WITHOUT YOU GUYS!!!!! Thank you! Any way that's this weeks chapter and this weeks recommendations are: Girls by granolabel
Your fabulous,greatful , thankful author,
•Journey•