“I won’t ever hurt you Alia,” he said softly.

His eyes trailed over my face and then down my body.

“You’re so fucking beautiful.”

He grabbed the toys and dropped them onto the bed within easy reach. Opening the nightstand drawer, he pulled out some condoms and also dropped them on the bed. I watched him as he walked to the edge of the bed.

“Spread your legs for me baby,” he ordered. “Let me see that pretty little pussy of yours.”

This man sure had a way with words. I spread my legs until I was fully exposed to his lust filled gaze. Stephen climbed on the bed and kneeled between my spread legs.  He gripped my thighs and spread them a little wider. My muscles clenched. I knew I was already soaked. He hasn’t even touched me yet!

Stephen grabbed something from the pile of toys. He held it up for me to see before sliding it over his finger. A second later the sound of vibrations filled the room.

“I’m sorry for avoiding you,” he said.

My body jerked as he pressed the ring against my clit. The vibrations made instant pleasure shoot through me.

“I’m sorry for making you feel like I didn’t want you.” The ring slipped lower over my clit. “I’m sorry for making you cry.”

My back arched off the bed when one of his fingers slipped into my pussy. The vibrations and the added sensation of his finger made me explode within seconds. I tried to catch my breath when he pulled away.

“I love how responsive you are,” he muttered hoarsely.

Stephen leaned forward and grabbed a pillow. “Raise your hips baby. Good girl.”

He placed the pillow beneath my butt which exposed me even more. Curiosity filled me when he pressed my legs together and told me to hold them against my chest. Once again he pressed the vibrator against my clit. He shifted closer which made my butt lift even more.

“Just relax.”

Something else entered my pussy. It felt different– smaller. He moved it in and out as he moved the vibrator up and down my clit. Another orgasm flashed through me making me cry out. My legs were quivering from pleasure and slight pain. I was just about to relax when I felt something pushing against my asshole.

“Relax baby. I promise you that it will feel good.”

I tugged on the handcuffs, as panic flashed through me. I didn’t want him to put something in my butt. Giving out a whimper I tried to turn away from him. It only ended up in me twisting my arms in an awkward angle.

“Alia,” Stephen said softly. “Hey relax baby.”

He gripped my hips and the turned me onto my back again. Stephen hovered over me with one hand cupping my cheek. “I told you to tell me if you want to stop,” he said softly.

“I panicked.”

Something flashed in his eyes but it was gone before I could make sense of it. I felt extremely stupid for panicking instead of just telling him how I felt.

“I thought you said you’re going to tie me up and kiss every inch of my body?” I asked before he could say anything else.

His lips pulled up into that sexy smirk. “Of course baby.”

He leaned down. I raised my lips up to his, but he didn’t kiss them. His lips brushed my cheekbones, then my nose, and then my eyelids. He bit down on my earlobe then used his tongue to trace it. I shuddered as he repeated the action.

“Where do you want me to kiss you first?” his questioned against my ear. “Your neck?” His lips trailed down my neck to my collarbone. “Or these beautiful tits?”

I cried out, arching my back as he sharply sucked a nipple into his mouth. I couldn’t keep still. My body moved beneath his as he played with my breasts. His hands squeezed while his mouth sucked and bit down on my nipples. I was soaked. I could feel the wetness trailing between my ass and onto the bed.

“Stephen.”

“Yes baby?” He placed open mouth kisses down my stomach.

“I need..."

His tongue dipped into my bellybutton. “Need what?”

I sucked in air when he blew against my moist slit. My muscles clenched.

“I want you to fuck me,” I breathed.

“Mm,” he hummed. “With my finger?” he asked as he traced his finger over my pussy. “Or my mouth?” He licked my slit before sucking my clit into his mouth. “Or with my cock?”

I raised my head to stare down at him. Stephen gripped his dick and shifted closer. He pushed my legs up then spread then a little wider. My head dropped back onto the pillow. Stephen was grinding his dick against my pussy. His piercing hit my clit every time he pulled back.

“What shall it be baby?” he whispered.

“Your dick,” I cried out. “I want your dick.”

“Good choice baby.”

I heard the crinkle of paper, and seconds later he started cursing. I managed to raise my shoulders and neck to stare at him. Stephen dropped the condom he had opened back onto the bed then reached for another. His hands were shaking.

He was impatient to get the condom on and that’s why it ripped the moment he slid it over the head of his penis. 

“Let me do it,” I whispered, making him pause.

He eyes caught mine. “Baby if I let you touch me right now I’ll exploded before I’m inside you. I definitely don’t want to cum yet. I want to watch you and feel you cum.”

Stephen reached for the third condom. He managed to get it on without ripping it. Giving me a bright smile, he gripped my leg with one hand and his dick with the other. I moaned as he pushed the mushroom tip inside.

“I’m going to show you just how much I missed Alia.”

***

“Stephen?”

“Mm?” His lips brushed the back of my neck.

We were laying on the bed with my back to his front. His arms were wrapped tightly around me and his face buried against the back of my neck. Our heartbeats had slowed to normal hours ago. But my body still hummed in satisfaction.

“What would you have done if the test was positive?”

His whole body tensed. Second later he pulled away from me. I sat up and watched him as he started dressing.

“Stephen?”

“What does is matter Alia?” he yelled. “It wasn’t positive.”

“I just want to know what would have happened if I got pregnant.”

He paused, and then glanced up at me. “We would’ve dealt with it.”

I frowned. “What do you mean?”

“Jesus Alia why are we talking about this? We were having a great time. You had to go ruin it!”

I swallowed back the tears that threatened to spill over. Moving to the edge of the bed, I slowly stood on shaky legs.

“I’m sorry,” I looked up at him. “I just wanted to know if you’d be there to support me if I did get knocked up.”

“I told you we would’ve dealt with it.”

There’s that word again. “I want to know what you mean by that.”

“I would’ve paid for the abortion.”

I stumbled back as if he had slapped me. Pain flashed through me when his when his words fully penetrated my brain. An abortion. He would pay to get our baby killed.

“Don’t look at me like that Alia.”

Shaking my head, I picked up my clothes. I couldn’t find my panties and I didn’t want to stay here any longer just to look for it.

“Where are you going?” he called out as I walked out his bedroom.

I had just reached the stairs when his hand closed around my arm. He turned me around to face him.

“I’m going home Stephen.”

“You can’t drive in this state.”

I laughed but there was no humour in it. “What do you care?”

I ripped my arm from his hand and made my way down the stairs. Stephen was right behind me. He slammed the door shut as soon as I opened it.

“What the hell is your problem?”

“My problem is you! My problem is the fact that you would expect me to have an abortion-“

“You’re eighteen! You have school and your whole life ahead of you! Would you give that all up just for a fucking baby?”

“Yes!” I screamed, hitting his chest with my fists. “I would have given it all up for a baby. For our baby! I would never kill it even if it was still just a bunch of cells.”

“Alia-“

“No!” I pushed him away from me. “I can’t believe you said that. I would’ve been my choice whether I wanted to have an abortion or not.”

“It was my choice too!”

“Yes,” I whispered. I suddenly felt drained. “You would’ve paid for an abortion and pretended like nothing happened.”

“It wasn’t just my fault Alia! You should’ve told me I wasn’t wearing a condom.”

“My fault,” I repeated. “Someone tried to kidnap me. I was drugged and I was scared. I wanted comfort Stephen. I’m sorry I wasn’t thinking about fucking protection. All I was thinking about was what could’ve happened if he had taken me. You should’ve know that Stephen. It’s not just my responsibility to use birth-control.”

I managed to drive home without crying. The conversation we just had was blocked from my mind. I wasn’t ready to remember it.

Parking the car in the driveway, I grabbed my bag then climbed out of my car. The front door was unlocked. It didn’t register until I’ve already stepped into the house. I frowned. The house was completely silent. This wasn’t normal.

Placing my bag softly on the floor, I made my way to words the living room.

It was empty, as was the kitchen and laundry room. I paused in the doorway of my parent’s room. I could heard the sound of faint voices coming from inside. It was hard to tell what they were saying but it was clear that they were fighting.

My life is starting to fall apart and I didn’t know what to do about it.