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Tomorrow was the day of the photo shoot and Jin was slightly nervous. Jimin, true to his word was a gift sent from Heaven. His sweet, charming and funny nature allowed him to make friends quickly and Jin was no exception. As Jimin made everything funny and exciting, Yoongi's cool demeanour made things smooth and relaxing and Jin enjoyed himself immensely.

The photoshoot went perfectly. The natural ease with which Yoongi gave different suggestions for them to follow was very helpful. Jin never felt more relaxed in front of the camera than he did now. Jimin's presence was very comforting, so much so that Jin had a feeling they'd known each other for years.

First, they did a series of relaxing playful photographs. They were shooting individual shoots on the outside and inside, changing clothes and joking around.

Jin found out, during the breaks that Jimin loves to watch anime, and play games and that he's a passionate dancer. Jin confided that he loves to sing and enjoys food more than anything. Both laugh at that.

-'' You should come to our place one day, so we can have movie night or something.'' - Jimin said, in a mid-bite as they ate during the lunch break. He and Yoongi were flatmates and best friends for years, which is why they were often toge. So, when you meet one, you pretty much get the other as well, or at least that's how Jin saw it right off the bat.

Yoongi also suggested that Jin invite his friend V to their small gathering, on which Jin shook his head hurriedly and was quick to reassure them that V is often very busy with work, but that he will convey the invitation nevertheless.  

The second part of the shooting was a little bit more serious. The designer wanted sensuality and intimacy, so they came up with flowers. Jimin started goofing around, pretending to faint from the non-existent smell of the artificial rose. He was so good at it that Jin started laughing uncontrollably, which provoked the others to laugh as well since it was rather contagious.

-'' Your laugh...'' - Jimin was panting from laughter. - ''It... It reminds me of windshield s...s...sound.'' - He bent down laughing, composing enough only to imitate the sound that windshields make on wet glass. - '' Squeaky, squeaky.'' - It made Jin get at it even harder until he had tears in his eyes.

It was from that day, that his laugh was known as windshield laughter, it was so contagious. Soon everyone was laughing their hearts out. A few minutes later, they finally calmed down so they could continue their work. They refreshed their make-up and were ready for more. The second part of the shooting went smoothly after that.

The pictures, under Yoongi strict and expert eye, were awesome. Both Jin and Jimin looked stunning. Together, they took Yoongi's breath away. The designer, makeup and hairstylist Noonas, as well as the other staff members, all agreed that these two are the most beautiful pair in the fashion world in Korea, and probably internationally as well. 

What Jin didn't know back then was that this particular photoshoot will be his VIP ticket to the stars.

From that day onward, Jin started hanging out with Yoongi and Jimin regularly. They became pretty close as the day went by, and Jin was quite happy with his life. V didn't bother him, nor he approved of Jin's friends, but he didn't try to stop Jin from seeing them either. He was out who knows where before Jin even woke up in the mornings. Jin saw him so rarely these days that he even began to miss him.

When he wasn't with Jimin and Yoongi or doing more and more photoshoots, Jin's mind was constantly working to reach that level of self-discovery, which would allow him to realize his true inner desires and sexuality. He was surely attracted to V, he was 100% sure about that. But then again, V was something unnatural in the first place.

He was always the type of guy that was desirable for both sexes. Women adored him because even though he was beautiful, he had certain strength and cruelty, which drew women insane. He had that sex appeal which was tightly tied to sex and mystery. Men wanted to own him, but, in the end, they would always be at V's mercy. Jin was no exception. 

Too often did he watch V doing his sex power to other mortals, whispering seducing words in their ears, while they trembled in their lust, asking for more, before he would oblige them, by taking them somewhere else. V would also walk around the apartment after a shower with only a towel around his hips. He was like a Greek God and he knew that. He knew the effect he was leaving on Jin and Jin hated him for it. He hated himself for wanting him, for feeling aroused each time V's eyes stared lustfully into his soul, checking him from head to toe until Jin blushed and turn away. Jin know how he looked, he learned to distinguish an admiring look, from a lustful one. He knew V found him beautiful, but he also knew that V would refuse him straight away if he was to offer himself to him.

In one of those moments, V had just returned from a workout and he was covered in sweat. Jin's imagination went crazy. Seeing him standing there, like a deer caught in front of the car lights, watching him with a mixture of fear and lust, made V go to him. They were standing too close to one another, staring at each other. Jin's heart thumped like crazy, his body reacted at the sight of this blond devil.

Jin didn't think at that moment. No. He just reacted, closing his eyes and leaning in to kiss him, but instead of the man's lips, Jin felt V's fingers, stopping him. He opened his eyes and saw V gently staring at him. He shook his head in a quiet no, stroking Jin's cheek in the process. 

Jin felt a rush of embarrassment, it was almost painful. He quickly removed V's hand from his face, turn around and ran to his room. He hadn't seen V for several days after that.

Even a few months later, the memory was so fresh and vivid in Jin's mind.  V and he continued their tolerating routine without mentioning that near kiss. Jin was glad about that. He wanted to forget it, but he knew that that was not possible.

He was also pretty much still confused with himself and who he wanted. He was attracted to women very much, but they scared him as well. They were complicated creatures and Jin still haven't learned how to approach them right. The women were usually the ones who approached him at the parties, but Jin would usually find some excuse to leave unless he is drunk enough not to care with whom he lay, and in the mornings, he wouldn't remember a thing.

With men, Jin was rather picky, but on other hand, they were easier to deal with. There were a few men he found very attractive and V was at the top of that list. He was his guilty sin, his forbidden fruit and the reason for countless erections and daydreaming.

Jin wasn't also sure what he felt towards Jimin, since the man was naturally flirty and touchy.  He liked Jimin, he was beautiful, strong and charming. Jin always felt excited when he was to see Jimin and he felt warmth whenever he was near him. There was certain emotion between them, but Jin wasn't sure which kind.

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