(Kisses :3)

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"Kiss me."

Lucas blinked. Of course. Of fucking course. He scooted away, providing some distance between him and Adonis before sending a glare his way, "What about my rule of no touching?"

"You said I couldn't touch you without your consent, and I won't. You kiss me, I won't lay a finger on you, promise." Adonis smirked, tilting his head as Lucas continued to eye him suspiciously.

"Just a kiss?"

"Just a kiss." Adonis confirmed.

"Like a peck? Or..."

"Come now, that's not a real kiss. I showed you what a real kiss was like, remember?" Adonis raised a brow suggestively.

Lucas cringed. Of course he remembered. That was his first kiss, it wasn't something he could easily forget. And Adonis had kissed him with tongue. Tongue... Lucas shivered. Well, it's just a kiss, right? It's not like he asked you to suck his dick or something. Lucas shifted in his seat, "And you're just going to... sit there?"

"I won't do a thing, promise," He soon adds, "Not unless you want me to."

Lucas rolled his eyes. He didn't want Adonis to do anything to him, that much he was sure on. Ugh. Was he really going to do this? He swallowed the lump in his throat, "H-How long?"

"Hmm..." He ponders, "A minute?"

Lucas hesitantly agrees, "Okay, fine. I'll kiss you. But set a timer or something, I'm not going a second over."

Adonis's eyes flash with excitement as a chuckle escapes his lips. He pulls out his phone, opening up the timer. He sets it to one minute exactly and sets it on the armrest beside him, hia finger hovering over the screen, ready to press the start button. He raises his eyebrows towards Lucas who takes a deep breath. Lucas crawls back towards Adonis, coming face to face with him. He sets his hands on his thighs, shifting a little closer. He feels Adonis's breath on his face as he speaks, "No breaking the kiss, or you'll have to start all over again."

Lucas's lip twitches, "Yeah, fine." He really didn't want to start over, he just wanted to get this over with. He huffed a sigh before throwing his leg over Adonis's so he was sitting on his lap. Adonis raises his brows, pleasantly surprised. Lucas rests his hands on his shoulders, peering down into his dark azure eyes. This was just so he could get a better angle, so he wouldn't have to crane his neck.

"Okay," Lucas breathes, and Adonis's finger continues to hover over the start button. Lucas's heart was racing. He didn't know why he was so nervous. He just didn't want to mess up. He had no experience kissing somebody. He didn't know how to move his lips, what to do with his tongue? No, it was better this way. It was just a kiss, after all. Just a kiss. The intense gaze Adonis was sending him didn't help in the slightest. He clenched his teeth, just get it over with already!

He quickly crashed his lips on Adonis, and at the same time Adonis tapped the start button to begin the timer. He kept his hands to his sides as promised, his eyes open a fraction of an inch to amusedly watch Lucas struggle to form a kiss. Lucas kept his eyes closed and slid his hands up to the back of Adonis's neck. He tilted his head to match his own movements, continuing to mold his lips against Adonis's still ones. This is so awkward. Am I even doing this right? The television continued to play in the background, and that helped just the slightest bit.

Adonis opened his mouth the slightest bit, and Lucas knew he was giving in an invite. So he urged his tongue into his mouth, his tongue interlocking with his own. Lucas furrowed his brows when he felt hardness rubbing against his crotch. It didn't take him long to figure out it was a bulge. Seriously?! He's getting hard?! I need to get this over with. Lucas peeked open his eyes to look at the timer. He had twenty seconds left. His eyes flickered back, and he made the mistake of locking eyes with Adonis. His eyes were burning with lust and desire, he didn't dare look away from Lucas when he made contact. Lucas squeezed his eyes shut again and deepened the kiss. He allowed his tongue to explore his mouth as much as he could. It was wet, and warm. And it felt... so strange. He could feel his bulge throbbing against him through his pants. An image of Adonis's member flashed through his mind, and he felt his own member twitch just the slightest. No, no! I refuse to be turned on by this. It's almost over. Almost...

But Adonis noticed that twitch and shifted in his seat, so they would be forced to rub against each other. Lucas moaned into his mouth, and arms wrapped arouns his neck as he pushed himself into the kiss. The timer sounded in Lucas's ears, and he slowly pulled away, nothing but a string of saliva shared between them. Lucas was breathing heavily, his face flushed. Adonis only licked his lips hungrily, enjoying Lucas who still sat on his lap. Lucas rubbed his mouth and turned off the timer, throwing himself off Adonis to sit on the other side of the couch. He pursed his lips together and wrapped his arms around his knees, breathing through his nose. He could feel Adonis's burning gaze into the side of his face.

Lucas felt embarrassed. He sank his head and covered his face with his hands, mumbling, "Are you happy now?"

Adonis chuckles, leaning his head back on the couch and staring up at the ceiling. His fingers touch his lips, the bulge in his pants continuing to rage. "Oh, very happy."

"So you'll tell the truth now?"

"I will." He confirms.

Lucas lifted his head. Finally. Took him long enough. He better not back out of it, after all Lucas has done to get this far. After he sacrificed his shame and dignity. As soon as Adonis tells the school the truth, Lucas had planned to avoid him as much as possible. Hopefully Adonis would loose interest in him and Miles would be able to take control again. Then Miles would make amends with Charlie, they'd be back to being friends again, and Lucas could finally leave this world with ease. It was a perfect plan. He just had to make sure nothing went wrong.

"Lucas..." Adonis interrupted. Lucas looked over and frowned as he noticed the faraway look in his eyes. A sad smile was playing at his lips, "Can I tell you something?"

"I..." What was he going to say? Was he going to back out of his promise? Was he going to say he wanted more than just a kiss? Why does he look so sad? Lucas swallows, "Go ahead."

"Part of the reason I despise Miles is because he was so scared of everyone finding out the truth. That he was gay. There was one person he was scared of finding out, our Father. Our Father is a very traditional man. He doesn't approve of gay relations between men. If he found out his own son was a faggot... hah..." Adonis rubbed at his temples, before lazily looking over at Lucas. His azure eyes were soft, and Lucas blinked in surprise, "You want to know why I like you?"

"Why?"

"Because you don't judge. You look at me and you hate me for who I am, not what sex I'm attracted to. I know you're just pretending, but still, you see me as an equal. You see me for me. You see me as Adonis, not Miles. And that... thank you for that."

Lucas was taken aback, he didn't have any words. Adonis had just thanked him. He knew he was just pretending this whole time; then what was the point of acting so friendly? More importantly, why was he suddenly opening up to him? This was strange. "Why are you telling me all of this?"

Adonis shrugged, "You're the only one I can tell."

"What do you mean by-" Suddenly Lucas was cut off by the loud roar of an engine. For a split second, fear flashed in Adonis's eyes. He was tense as he stood up, grapping Lucas by the arm and pulling him out of the room and towards a room. "W-What is it?"

"My Dad's home," Adonis replies, pulling Lucas into his bedroom. Adonis finally let go of his arm and stood in the doorway. Lucas turned to frown at Adonis. Adonis simply shook his head, "Stay here. Take my keys, wait in my truck. I'll be out in a few minutes."

Lucas didn't have time to say a single word as Adonis slammed the door shut behind him, leaving Lucas alone in his room. Lucas sighed and took in his bedroom. The four walls were a plain white, a bed behind him, and a closet on the far left. It was fairly neat compared to the rest of the house. Lucas could hear voices on the other side of the door, most likely Adonis and his father. Lucas couldn't make out what they were saying, but his father seemed like he was yelling for whatever reason. Lucas looked down at the keys in his hand, clenching them in his fist. He walked over to the window, swiftly pulling it open. He swung his leg over the windowsill and hopped outside, closing the window behind him. He sneaked around the edge of the house, stopping in front of it. He peered into the windows and could see Adonis standing in front of his father, his father's back towards Lucas. His father was still yelling, and Adonis just stood there, letting him. Lucas tiptoed over to Adonis's truck, pushing the key into the keyhole and creaking the door open. He slowly slid inside, closing the door shut behind him. He slumped into the seat, staring at the house.

Not a minute later the door swung open and Adonis stepped outside, slamming the door shut behind him. He walked towards the truck. He looked angry. Very angry. Lucas kept his mouth shut as the drivers door swung open and Adonis stepped inside. Lucas flinched when he slammed the door shut. It was quiet. Adonis was breathing heavily, his hands were clenching the steering wheel tightly. What the hell happened with his father?

Lucas cleared his throat, "You okay?"

Adonis didn't answer, he simply held out his hand, gesturing for the keys. Lucas handed them to him, and he soon started the car and pulled out of of the driveway. He was driving relatively fast, but Lucas didn't say anything. Adonis still seemed angry, and Lucas felt that if he said anything it would only make matters worse. Besides, it wasn't his business to know Adonis's family issues. Lucas shouldn't even care. His father was homophobic, so what? So what if his father finds out his son is gay and disowns him? Beats... him? Lucas swallows, feeling his heart drop. He's scared for Adonis. For Miles as well. He quickly shakes away that feeling as they pull into his driveway.

Lucas wants to get out, rush inside as fast as he can, but he doesn't move. The engine continues running as the pair sit in silence. Adonis's breathing has steadied, and Lucas can feel a pair of eyes burning into the side of his face as he stares ahead. The headlights beam onto the door of the garage; it's gotten rather dark, being it around 5 o'clock now. Lucas can feel his hands start to sweat. Why was he just sitting there? Move, you idiot! Don't do what you're about to do. Don't say it. Don't get involved.

"Luke...?" He heard his voice whispered, and finally looked over at Adonis. He didn't seem angry anymore, just confused.

Lucas found himself speaking the words before his mouth could catch up with him, "Your Dad's an asshole."

Adonis blinked, Lucas grimaced. A few excruciatingly long seconds passed, where neither said a thing. Lucas was getting ready to awkwardly leave when Adonis suddenly laughed. Lucas turned, furrowing his brows at the wide smile adorning his face. Lucas was silent as Adonis took a few moments to compose himself. Amusement was evident in his voice, "Yeah, he is."

Adonis's eyes were warm as he stared longingly at Lucas, grinning. Lucas's lips twitched before he cleared his throat, "Well, night. Thanks for the ride."

He opened the door, hearing Adonis call after him, "Goodnight!" Lucas hurried to the front door, feeling a pair of eyes on him until he opened the front door and closed it behind him. He peeked out of the window as he watched Adonis pull out and drive away. Only then did Lucas's shoulders slump with relief.

Adonis could feel his heart racing a million miles a minute. He couldn't stop smiling. He took a deep breath in, Lucas's scent filling him completely. Lucas... oh Lucas... He moved his free hand towards the seat beside him, caressing the leather seat that was still warm. Adonis fought the urge to turn the car around and speed back to his house. He wanted to kick the door in and take Lucas right where he stood. He wanted him. Utterly and completely. He couldn't describe the feeling. He had never wanted anything more in his life. The first person he saw coming into this world was Lucas. The only person who knew Adonis even existed other than Miles was Lucas. The only person who knew about his homophobic father, his sexuality, and didn't give a shit; was Lucas. He was obsessed. He closed his eyes and saw his angelic face, when he opened his eyes he missed him. Lucas was the only thing that made this shit world worth living.

He had been holding himself back lately, in an effort to get closer to Lucas, in an effort to gain his trust, but it's been so hard resisting that temptation. He wanted those sweet lips on his again. He wanted to taste his tongue again. He wanted to taste him. It hurt to be away from him. He wanted to be next to him at all times. He wanted to make sure that precious smile wasn't shined at anyone else, that those beautiful big eyes didn't shine at anyone but him. Just the thought of someone taking him away from him, stealing his attention, it make his blood boil.

But... he just had to be patient. After all, he had more than one way of getting what he wanted. He had leverage over Lucas now. He could control him into doing whatever he wanted; like a puppet on a string. Adonis smirked, gripping the steering wheel. He knew the one thing Lucas craved more than anything; popularity. Adonis had the one thing that would ruin Lucas in a heartbeat-

A certain heated video of Lucas kissing Adonis.