He felt damaged. He didn't understand. This isn't possible, Clark kept thinking to himself, this isn't right. He didn't know what to feel. Anger? Sadness? Shock? It was a mixture of everything. But he mostly felt damaged. And nothing could repair him.

Now he knew he would never have a chance with Johanna. All the chances he had were gone. All the things he imagined that could happen now wouldn't happen. There was no way she would ever love him now.

Clark sat on his bed, thinking. Thinking about Johanna. The words kept repeating in his head, "I... I t-think I'm lesbian." It almost felt like a dream. No, not a dream, a nightmare.

This is what she wants, Clark tried telling himself. You should feel happy for her. But he didn't feel happy for her.

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