The Superstar's Autograph
_Chapter Eight

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-Bishounenhow111

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I knew I'm alive but I am not sure if I'm still breathing...The guy who held my waist was giving me a foreign feeling I can't win. What is this? Why do I feel safe whenever he looked at me and why did that tingling sensation in my body fiercely deluge my levelheadedness to the chasm of 'no care' each time he innocently laughed at my puerile steps for slow dance I kept on teaching him, he didn't follow it though while saying..."Zhan's adorable."

That description of his, unconditionally changed my perspective in life. Nobody ever called me lovable or even adorable. I am far from that. I was raised to be a man my father wanted me to be, someone that can carry the obligation to govern my family's company without any adversity. And now without any caution signs, he helped himself in my world. Wang Yibo should be sent to jail with a lifetime sentence. He was fatal, too risky for me.

"What are you thinking?" He said softly, his words came out creating a mist. "Are you alright? Cold?"

If you are a girl, maybe I could find a way to fall in love with you.

My fingers squeezed his shoulders. "Yeah..."

He opened the zipper of his coat and dragged me inside of it. Inane thing to do. "Better?"

"Yibo, I have class tomorrow and you have your concert. Do you want to get sick?" Who would have thought that this idol right here was doing secret rendezvous after his show? He's strange...

"It's okay as long as you are sick too. We can get sick together." Yibo brought his face towards me and pressed his cheek to mine. "Zhannn...you smell like my first love..."

Him and his cheesy lines. "Are you that committed to your pick up lines?"

He didn't say anything but rubbed his soft cheek against my flushed one.

The song continued to drift in the air... The leafless trees in the place, the creek glowing white and blue exhibited by his Chevy's headlights, frozen and crisp this winter night and the stars ostentatiously twinkling up above the charcoal sky created a whole diverge world for us two...

I liked this...I may not understand why my brain's tripping right now but if I lose my mind to this road with no destination with him, I'm still willing to go there...as one of his...someone he knew...

"Zhan, what do you say we run from here and live together?" He squinted his eyes to me.

I upstretched my hands and touched his face, pulling it towards mine. "We can't."

"Promise me you won't forget about me..."

I sealed our deal by hooking our pinkies. "Pinky swear, I won't forget about you."

Like an innocent kid, his lips widened into a smile. "Was it wrong to want someone so bad that you'll die if they reject you?"
Needing someone isn't beautiful or romantic, its fucking painful.

"Zoey's my first girlfriend and I can't imagine myself being without her, maybe yes, I'll die."

Yibo hushed for a while, pondering what he'd acquired from me. He clipped my nose in a passionate caress of his thumb and index finger. "Lover boy."

"I am in love with my girlfriend..." I cleared it out to him.

"You are trying so hard to make me jealous of her." He smirked using the side of his mouth. "I won't ever let myself believe that you will love me like I love you; because something that good, is to good to be true..." Who is he Romeo?

"What?" I am sure he was speaking regular human language but I can't really understand him.

"Its okay if I'm not your everything; I rather be your nothing because I heard it lasts forever..."

"Yibo what are you prattling about?"

"I wonder what the words 'I love you' sound like when they come from you, although of course I would never get the chance to hear it...that's the saddest part." If my hypothesis was correct, he was one of those bookworms who read and used lines and quotes in daily basis.

"Are you giving me some pointers to say if Zoey ever leave me?"

"You can do whatever you like with them. Here." He offered his palm and I dithered to accept it. "I have ice cream."

He knew how to lure me. Did my dad give him the 'how to operate Zhan' handbook? "Where?"

We both went out from the lake to his Chevy, with the snow falling faster, our footprints covered over seconds after we made them. He dug a portion in the side of the truck and excavated four half-gallon containers of different flavors ice cream.

"You buried ice cream under the snow?" He's wishing for us to get sick... Screw it, I liked ice cream.

"Yeah. I am that creative to freeze ice cream." He showed the food one by one. "What do you choose to eat? Butterscotch? Strawberry? Chocolate? Or Melon?"

"Chocolate..." I sounded like a retard three-year old who was drooling at the delightful frozen pleasure. I waited for him to hand it to me but he didn't. "I said, chocolate."

"Not so fast, you have to kiss me first."

"You are the God of all Blackmailers! You can't always use that card against me!"

"Okay, I guess I'll eat this all on my own..." He boosted himself up and sat at the roof of his old rusted Chevy. I heard the creak of an opened container; he scooped one spoonful of chocolate and ate it. "Mhmmm~~~heaven..."

I kicked his vehicle's tire and stomped my feet in aggravation. "I will do it."

He lowered his head at me, eyes smiling. "Please turn the radio off and climb up here, Zhan Zhan."

He has a nickname for you, Xiao Zhan!

I switched the stereo off and scrambled my feet to sit beside him, eyeing the food in Yibo's arms.

"So, Zhan...?" I practically detected the merriment from him.

~~Ba bum Ba bum Ba bum Ba bum Ba bum~~

I twirled my torso to him and gruffly cradled his face between my hands and hard-pressed my lips to his plump red ones. Shocks of electricity made my toes coiled inside my shoes. My heart ran overdrive. As the hunger swelled, I found myself undid my closed lips and let Yibo's invading mouth danced with mine, I had never been given to quick passion but I followed his tempo.

He sucked at my tongue, thrilled by the deep groan my actions elicited. I tasted the syrupy chocolate from his mouth and devoured it. I combed his fleecy hair as he securely hugged me, we took a short break and French kissed again. Kissing him was something I could use in doing. I felt my pants tightened.

Fuck my life.

"I'm going to slowly trace my lips over yours, softly massaging them. Then I'm going to kiss you...from your lips...to your neck...down to your chest...down to your sex. But I'm not going to take it straight into my mouth. I'm going to keep kissing it until you beg me for more." He bit my lower lip, tugging it with his teeth.

"You are mine. You will be mine. And I'm going to mark my territory. I'm going to make love with you slowly and agonizingly. Your neck, your chest, your legs and your ass. They're going to be covered in bruises from my teeth. Sharpen your nails so you can tear my back up."

That paragraph was hellish and it scorched the back of my stable thoughts. My breathing was ragged when we unbind each other. What have I done?! Its too apparent that my body wept for him. I can't overlook it!

Looking at him, wanting him, the warmth of sexual arousal rushing through me, I experienced the strident bite of guilt of betrayal.

MY EYES WERE POPPING OUT FROM THE HOLE OF MY FACE. I INTENTLY STARED AT HIM IN HORROR.

If he's joking then this is kind of going too far...

I punched his rib cage, not too strong because I don't want to go to jail with the reason that I hurt a superstar. "What the hell?! We're both straight. What the fuck was that all about?!"

He shrugged unconcerned, placing the chocolate ice cream in my lap with a disposable spoon stucked on it. "I can't help it so I said those words. You are blushing."

"My face is always like this." Liar. Liar. Liar. Liar. Liar. You are. Xiao Zhan.

"Uh-oh. I'll remember that." He laughed; almost fell off the automobile.

I grunted in response.

We star gazed, focused our sight to the star's overhead with the silence of snowfall. Searching for familiar constellations, I connected the star dots by my ladle with joy. "Ursa major, Ursa minor, Orion and there's Regulus, Leo's brightest star. What's your zodiac by the way?"

He cracked a grin. "Leo. Yours?"

"Libra but I don't see my star..."

The view of the night with its small points of light was a lot contrary from my bedroom window. This is oddly relaxing...Can it get more perfect than this?

"I did." He bumped his shoulders to me. I noticed that it's one of his habit when he's with me.

"Show it to me." I impatiently cried.

He tilted my chin to him, to get a better look. "You. You are my star." No. You are my northern star.

I wrinkled my eyebrow at him. "You never fail to surprise me with your obsolete lines."

Dear heart, why him?

Yibo chuckled, lugged the hood of my coat over my head before doing the same to his own. "It's getting colder, I suggest we better go."

"Yeah." He came down, I jumped to his arms and he carefully positioned me to the ground. "Let's go home."

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"Wow...is this your house?" He took off his sneakers and inhaled the air. "Soooooooooo yoooooouuuu..."

We drove back to my place with nobody recognized him in the hallways. That saved me. It's two thirty-eight in the morning and there were people who are still up and walking to the entries bringing coffee. Inhabitant of this building were all workaholic. Count me in that checklist.

"I only rented this. As the guest. You can sleep in my bedroom. I'll be here in the sofa." I sat down on the edge of my gray lounger.

He tapped his feet on the floor. "I'll sleep with you."

I speculated him with a skeptical look. "What do you mean?"

"Oh, I meant we can share your bed." Yibo scratched the side of his nose.

"No. It can only cater one person. I'll shower, alright? Be right back."

I took a speedy one and when I emerged from the bathroom, he was in his black shirt and rugged jeans. "Take a shower, I'll lend you my shirt and sweatpants."

Yibo didn't seem to catch what I told him, before I could stop him, he removed his clothes and unzipped his denim leaving his shorts. I didn't have the time to close my eyelids. He draped them on the chair and stepped to my room like he owned it. "Goodnight." He was rude.

"Goodnight..." I echoed. I stretched out on the sofa and sleep.

I was awakened several minutes later by limbs wrapped around me and one of his legs was around my waist. "Yibo?"

Heeding at shuffling noises, I planned to get up but he nuzzled the back of my neck. Subtlety brushing his lips on it.

"Mhmmm. Don't get up. Stay." He mumbled, my blankets ruffling. He was with me under it...

"What are you doing here?" This question again.

"I attached the center table and your white daybed to the sofa, I can't sleep alone..." He's voice was dry and he coughed.

"I'm here, sleep..." I soothingly whispered.

"Yeah...I like you, Zhan Zhan." He sighed.

I think...I think I like you too...Wang Yibo.

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Wrong grammars and errors, yes I'm sorry. I'll edit this soon.
Thank you for reading!

-Bishounenhow111