Good evening (for me at least),Sorry I haven't really been active lately. Family drama and starting university hasn't been easy. Not to mention being far from my family has caused my depression and anxiety through the roof. It isn't easy and it f*cking sucks! I am so homesick all the time! Yeah I have made friends but they aren't the same as being with my family. My family has been there through everything. Every stupid crush, every single bit of bullying, everything! When people ask me who my best friends are my family is always the first people I mention. My dad and I have a particular close bond. Everytime he got home, the first thing I always did was hug him because hugging him made whatever bad thing or emotion go away. My mom wasn't the easiest to talk to but I always knew I could go to her for help whether it is a listening ear or advice or for her to help with the situation because I couldn't handle it on my own. My little sister and I are not only close in heart but age. We shared a room growing up and birthday parties (perks of being born only 11 days apart, I am older by 354 days). But she would always listen and tell me very bad jokes to cheer me up and sometimes she stood up for me to my bullies. Now I would give anything to sit next to her and for her to pipe up with a stupid Spongebob joke (her speciality). I am hoping that as the weeks pass, I will be getting better and hopefully start updating but I have to focus on my classes so for now, all stories are on hold unless I get random inspiration and hammer out a chapter/ Maybe I will actually get an update schedule (which I have never had because I knew I wouldn't be able to follow it). I hope all of you remember to eat food and drink water as it is important for your health. And remember that my PMs are open if you need to talk, even if you want stupid jokes, a listening ear or want some advice.~Raven