Its like time stood still.

We all looked like we were trying to have a contest to see who could open there mouth the widest. I would have laughed if the situation wasn't that serious.

"Draco?! What is she doing in here?!" Bellowed Pansy.

Yes, Pansy Parkinson, Malfoys "girlfriend".

"What are you doing back so early?" Malfoy said, drawing attention away from the fact that I had just been sitting on his lap.

"I heard that this little blonde tramp was staying here. I knew she had a thing for you so I came to make sure she didn't get in between us." Pansy said.

"Excuse me? I am not a tramp. If anyone's a tramp its you." I say madly. If Draco wasn't going to back me up then I had to do it myself.

"Your dating Seamus remember? How would he like to find out that his 'ever-so-sweet' girlfriend was in here with him?" Pansy fired back.

I kept quiet. She was right after all. How was I going to explain this to Seamus?

"Stop trying to change the subject. What is she doing here?!" Pansy face is turning a very unattractive color. Once again I find myself almost laughing.

"Pansy its not as it seems. I missed you so much that I didn't know what to do and she just took advantage of me." Draco said, moving over to Pansy.

I looked at him in shock. Did he really just say that?

"What about..."i start but he cuts me off.

"You should clear out mudblood." His voice is cold and cuts straight through my heart.

With tears streaming down my face I flee from the room.

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The days leading up to the end of holidays were a drag. I thought theyd never end.

I'm kind of sad that they did cause now I have to face everyone.

Face Seamus.

The day everyone came back was also a total drag.

I waited impatient in the cold snow for Romilda to come out of the train.

She finally did and I automatically dragged her off.

She stops me saying, "I think Seamus wants to see you to. He's been talking about you the whole ride." She crinkles her nose the way she does when she's annoyed.

"I can't see him right now." I look around and spot him standing by Dean and Neville. He's looking around and I know he's looking for me.

I hurry away and drag Rom with me.

"What is up with you?" Rom ask pulling her arm away, but matching her steps with mine.

I start running to the 7th corridor and stop in the front of the blank wall.

Rom comes up to me, trying to catch her breathe and looking confused.

I need a place were I can hide something.

The door slowly forms out in front of me and I pull the doors open.

Rom follows me and gasps in awe.

"So this is the room of requirement." She states.

I nod and pull her to the cabinet were Draco and I had sat.

I sit down at the same spot and imagine Draco sitting next to me.

"Victory? What's wrong?" Her voice sounds so soft and truly worried about me.

So with shaking hands and a tear in my eye, I tell her everything.

From the beginning of summer vacation til now.

She's quiet through the whole thing as I told her about what happened during Christmas break.

"Is he a good kisser?" Is the first thing she asked.

I slap her in the arm. "Rom, could you be serious for once?"

"Sorry. What are you going to do?" She asks serious now at my outburst.

"Im going to break up with Seamus. Knowing Pansy she will tell the whole school so he will find out anyways." I put my head in my hands and tried to block the tears that were coming. Again.

"There there. Its going to work out alright. Well maybe not alright but you can get through this. Its better to break it off then to keep leading Seamus on. As for Malfoy.." she breaks off.

This is the reason why Rom is my best friend. She tells me the right answer even if I want to hear it or not.

Really it sounds like something Luna would say.

Il get through this. I kept saying in my head.

I dont love Seamus. Not in that way. In some ways yes. Like as in the friendship. He was one of the first friends I made since starting my life at Hogwarts.

I dont know if I could ever love anyone as much as I do Draco.

I have to tell Seamus.

"When are you going to tell Seamus?" Rom asked, as if she's seeing the battle going through my head.

I sigh. "I guess now before Pansy gets to it first.

Rom jumps up and pulls me up to. "Go find Seamus."

I nod and make my way out of the crowded room. One day Id love to sort through all this stuff. Its really fascinating.

Focus girl.

We reached the door and stepped out. We decided to check the great hall first and got lucky.

Once Seamus saw me, he stood up and walked slowly over to me. His face looked worried and twisted.

Does he know? A voice in my brain says.

He pulls me into a hug and gives me a kiss on the lips.

I can't help but compare his kiss to Malfoys.

Snap out of it! The voice says. Right.

"What's wrong Vic?"

He called me Vic. Only Malfoy calls me Vic.

"What do you mean?" I say looking confused. I hope he doesn't know yet.

"Its look like you've been crying." He says. His eyes taking in my appearance.

I probably look horrible. I literally haven't brushed my hair in days. I have bags under my eyes from loss of sleep and crying.

"Look Seamus, we need to talk."

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