There's nothing here anymore
This world used to be so beautiful and full of light
Now it stands empty
A dead fish flowing along the current of life

Gone are crudely made cardboard houses
Homes for dolls a little girl used to play with
Gone are ducky filled sketchbooks
The entrance to a little girls mind and thoughts

Gone are the imaginary friends
Whom the little girl would play with daily
Gone are the worlds she created
Replaced with an inky black void

In this world that used to be full of wonders
The only wonder now is, 'what happened?'
What happened to that little girl?
What turned her mind to mush?

Who squeezed the playfulness from her soul?
Who turned her insides dark?
A colorful garden and beautiful world
Grey as grey can be, and empty forever more

There's nothing inside the little girl anymore
She exists as an empty shell
But even empty as she is
Sometimes, a spark lights inside her heart

A cat on the side of the road
A photo of someone she loves
An old cardboard box
She could see becoming a doll house

A spark lights in her heart
The darkness starts to fade
the little flame wants to bring joy back to this place
Bring feeling back to this empty little girl
But

The girls hand
Tears a hole in her chest
She reaches inside herself
And chokes the flame

The spark is extinguished
The girl stares ahead with blank eyes
As she pulls out her burnt hand
There is no light inside the little girl
Because she killed it herself

The longer she remains empty
The less she feels
This little girl with no emotion
Palm scared from the many sparks she's put out

What happened to this little girl?
She happened
She did this to herself
She wanted herself to suffer

Why? What did the girl do?
Why does she feel the need to punish herself so?
No one knows
Not even the girl

So there she goes
A dead fish floating along with the current of life
Maybe one day she'll float into the ocean
And disappear

Because it seems that's all she really wants to do
To disappear
Leave no trace of her existence
Disappear and never return

As if she'd never been there in the first place
Because that would make her the most happy
Is it odd to want to not exist?
Probably, the girl thinks

But nonetheless, she'll keep wishing
To be wiped from everyone's mind
To never have existed
To disappear with out a trace

Simply put, to die