This has probably been the worst week of my life. Stressed out of my mind. I don't think I've ever cried so much in one week. I don't cry often.
I felt so much pressure from my teacher, that I was so petrified to go to a lesson. So instead I hid in the bathroom stall crying for an hour and a half before escaping praying that no one sees me and asks why I wasn't in lesson. I've tried to go to the college counselor twice. They have a drop in system that's first come first serve. The first time I went they were already taken. The second time I went they were free, but I felt too much anxiety to go in, so I wondered around aimlessly and when I got back they were taken again. So that didn't really work out. I have felt better, but as my next lesson creeps up on my I'm panicking as to what to say to my teacher and what she'll say back. So needless to say, the stress is coming back.