Not in the position to deal with my own swings, my fears are capturing me through dreams or every corner of mind...

Helpless to stop thinking...all r my assumption but couldn't find out where my mind leading me to...

The spoiler alert keeps me awaking only  because my mind which got polluted with so many tangled thoughts and i can't pull them out with all the awareness inside...

It's not that i dont understand anything but how could i console my heart that nothing will happen to me as i did with many...that fear makes me feel low..

My thoughts like nothing is permanent and without anybody i can servive now becoming the foremost problem that i don't want to loose anybody...