Yes i am falling apart... Beat by beat of my senses are giving up... I am draining out of energy... Feeling like a heartless person....

Its paining deep inside... But can't able to throw it out.. May be its a part of mine.. Or i am the part of it..

Am i behaving little awkward or yess i am awkward... But something happening inside.. All body parts hurts like hell.. Mind and heart not willing to work together..

Its too complicated to explain... Too much ignorant for all.. But its the life i experiencing.. All because i am the guilty.. May be i am wrong... But its not all my fault..

I know i can't give up... But can't bear also.. It gives the 100th greater pain then death, may be its my strength... Or i am draining of all my weaknesses.. All the fears, all the feelings..

I am just a person not a stone who can behave differently in different situations.. Its me.. A childish person inside, not so mature to handle... Please give me strength... I am falling apart...