NOTE: For a better reading, when Karla starts to dance, listen to the song "Earned It by The Weeknd" :)

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Pov Camila

The circle was at every instant closing more for me. The secrets were being discovered and when I least expected it would reach her ears. God, this couldn't be happening, not now. She was literally mine, I had gotten what I always wanted since the start.

Lauren's love.

I closed my eyes feeling a strange sensation take over me. A mixture of fear, nerves and uncertainty. What would happen if she knew? If she knew that it has always been me? Lauren would hate me, she would fire me. What a stupid game you have you gotten yourself into, Camila! Everything that I had planned was starting to fall apart, and I couldn't do absolutely anything.

In this instant Lauren and Vero talked calmly in her office, subject that I would give anything to know. After the ugly fight that they had, I believe that they were on the right way to a reconciliation in that friendship. I needed time to process and try to fix that whole situation, Alexa wouldn't go easy on me, at any moment she could tell everything to Lauren and end me once and for all.

What intrigued me was how she had discovered. The few people that knew about my secret were unquestionable reliable. Where had I fucked up in all this story? I tapped with my fingers on the computer keyboard, typing a message to Dinah that didn't take long to show up.

-Hey, Chan! - the woman spoke sitting next to me - What did that bitch tell you?

I looked into Dinah's eyes and she immediately understood.

-No, no, no...

-Yes, Dinah, Alexa discovered everything.

The woman widened her eyes, staying completely lost.

-Tell me that she didn't tell anything to Lauren.

-She didn't, but it won't take too long. She simply wants me to disappear from here.

-If you want I will make her disappear with some good slaps in that bitch face that she has.

I smiled without the slightest humor.

-Well, I wouldn't mind that. Urge didn't lack me to hit in that snake, but I can't.

-And why?

-If I did that, she would go to Lauren's office and tell her everything.

-You are right. What are you going to do? - she asked curiously.

-I don't know, Dinah. I wanted to find out how she knew.

-That really is a mystery. Do you think she joined forces with Kellen?

-Kellen doesn't know that my name is Camila Cabello.

-Do you think that Candece could have...

-God! Of course not, Dinah! Candece would never do that to me.

-I wouldn't trust so much, Camila. - Dinah spoke suspiciously.

-For what reason would she do that?

-I don't know, I just think that you shouldn't trust.

-We can't be suspicious of someone that has always helped me.

Dinah laughed in an ironic way.

-Camila, she helped HERSELF. You are the star of that place, without you Candece would be nothing.

-She already had the club when she met me.

-And the club was bankrupt, don't you remember?

-Dinah... - I scolded the woman, finding her idea absurd.

-But anyways, what will happen now?

I took a deep breath looking at Dinah who looked at me apprehensively.

-I don't know, the game is ending for me.

-What game are you girls talking about? - I heard Lauren's raspy voice too close. I swear that in that instant my heart stopped. I quickly stood up with a weak smile.

-What? Oh, we are just talking about who's going to clean the apartment this week.

-Yes, Miss Camila refuses to do it.

Lauren smiled next to Veronica.

-I'll hire a maid for you, Miss Cabello.

-That would be really wonderful! - Dinah said quickly.

-Dinah! No. - I scolded the woman immediately, making Lauren smile.

-What? A maid would solve our problem.

-I agree with Miss Hansen. - Lauren said categorically.

Dinah smiled smugly with Lauren's words.

-We'll see that later, Lauren.

-Alright, Miss Cabello.

-Well, girls, for your unhappiness I'm already going. I'll call you later, Lauren, so that we can schedule everything.

I looked curiously at Vero who left with a beautiful and wide smile on her face, taking Dinah along with her. I looked at Lauren with an eyebrow arched, making her smile beautifully.

-Why are you looking at me like that, Miss Cabello?

-What are you up to, Jauregui? - I asked with an extremely accusative gaze.

-Nothing.

-Are you sure?

-Yes, I'll tell you later what I talked with Vero, ok? But now let's go, I'm taking you home.

I stared at her for a few seconds and nodded. In a matter of minutes I began to pick up my things while Lauren waited beside my desk. The woman looked attentively at the colored objects on my glass desk, until she focused on a certain paper.

-You never told me that your name is Karla Camila. - Lauren spoke intrigued, picking up the small paper that contained both my names.

I let the objects that I carried on my hands fall to the ground in pure nervousness.

-Dammit, dammit. - I spoke lowering myself quickly to pick them up.

Lauren approached me, helping me collect everything.

-Is everything alright, Camz?

I stared in her curious and worried eyes, and I just nodded. My heart was beating wildly in desperation for the woman's discovery about my name.

-So, why didn't you ever tell me?

-I do...n't like that name. I prefer Camila. - I spoke nervously - So I avoid talking about it. Is there a problem?

-No, I like Karla. It's a very beautiful and determined name.

-Do you know any Karla? - I asked curious to hear her answer.

-Yes, but that doesn't matter, Camz. Let's go?

I nodded and smiled weakly.

I walked beside Lauren to her car in full silence. Until that instant Lauren seemed tranquil, the fact that she found out that my name was Karla hadn't intrigued her so much. At least was what she transmitted, but coming from Lauren everything was still a secret to me. The drive to my house was made in the same way, until she stopped the car in front of my huge building.

-Camila, what's going on? You have been tense the entire morning, baby.

I looked into her eyes, noticing the affectionate way in which she had called me. I got closer to the woman, bringing her face close to mine, where I deposited a calm kiss in her soft and hot lips that took care of reciprocating in the same way.

-I'm sorry, it's just too many problems.

Lauren stared at me without understanding the situation. Her eyes were really light, just like an emerald. The little light of the environment left her face partially illuminated, highlighting what was already perfectly highlighted.

-I have a surprise for you. - she said smiling.

-What is it? - I asked curiously.

-I can't say yet, if you want to find out you have to come to my house.

I let out an amused laugh.

-Is that a way to make me sleep with you, Jauregui?

Lauren opened a smile, biting her lip slowly.

-No, but that idea right there is wonderful, Miss Cabello.

-Don't be naughty. Just tell me.

Lauren smiled surrendered, and grabbed a brown envelope that was in the backseat of the car.

-What's in there? - I asked curiously.

Lauren smiled happily and took the paper out of the envelope.

-This document is the request of Sofi's custody. My lawyer will start the process this week and will enter in justice with this. But first, I need your beautiful signature, Miss Karla Camila.

I confess that hearing her pronounce my name with a beautiful smile on her face was soothing.

-Oh my God, really?

-Yes, Camz! On Sunday I received it by e-mail, and I wanted to tell you on the same day but I thought it was better to wait.

I smiled at Lauren, pulling her for a tight hug.

-Thank you, Lauren, you don't know how important this is to me. - I spoke choked in tears.

-I do know, Camz, and that's why I'm doing this.

We let go of each other and she stared at me in a loving way, wiping with her thumb the tears that insisted on slowly run down my cheeks.

-I don't want to see you crying, Camila. Come on, sign here.

Lauren spoke pointing to where I should sign. Luckily I could rubricate in the document, initials were accepted in this type of documents, or she would end that night knowing my full name, which surely would be my end.

-Great! - Lauren said with a smile, putting the paper inside the envelope - On the next, the lawyer will compose the document with all of your information, but don't worry, I already gave him your number.

-Thank you, Lauren.

-You don't have to thank me, Camila.

-Are you and Vero on good terms now? - I asked quickly.

-Lauren nodded, opening a smile.

-Yes, we talked a lot and she doesn't hate me. - the woman spoke in relief.

-I'm happy about it. It was really bad seeing you two fight.

-It was your fault. - she joked.

-Mine? It was your fault and your jealousy's fault.

-Who guarantees you that it was jealousy, Miss Cabello? - Lauren asked staring at me.

-Your anger, and the way you grabbed me inside that car, Miss Jauregui.

I bit my lip in a teasing sign.

-I'm fine with her, but I don't want to see you two chitchatting, are we clear? - her tone was serious and authoritative.

-As you wish, ma'am.

-Camila, Camila... - Lauren sang in a vague attempt to contain her thoughts for the way I was teasing her.

-I'm not doing anything. Tell me, what are you two scheduling?

-Vero invited me to go to her house in Georgia this week. We always had this ritual for when one of us was too confused, you know?

-And you are confused, Lauren?

My question in that moment had caught her by surprise. Lauren took a few seconds thinking in how she would answer that.

-The problems with my dad are getting harder. You know?

I nodded and made a light caress in her hand.

-Yes, don't worry, Lauren.

-You won't be upset if I go? It's that I really need to.

-I'll miss you, but you can go. How many days?

-Three.

-Behave, Jauregui.

Lauren smiled, and pulled me with intensity to her.

-I will behave myself, Miss Cabello. I promise.

-Good.

I said before letting her take my lips in a ravenous kiss.

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That trip that Vero had planned with Lauren made me nervous. I didn't know what would happen and nor what they would do. Not that I suspected Lauren, I knew exactly who would be the only person with whom she would cheat on me. I closed my eyes knocking lightly on the door of my apartment. Once again Dinah had taken my keys for having forgotten hers at home.

-I thought you would stay snuggling all night in the car. - Dinah said opening the door.

I smiled at the woman and entered. Ally and Normani were sitting on the living room's floor while eating popcorn.

-Movie session and no one called me? - I asked dropping my bag on the couch, and sitting on the one next to it.

-We thought that you had better things to do with your woman than to see a movie with your friends. - Normani said smiling.

-We really had better things to do. - I spoke cockily.

-Keep making us envy, you troll.

Normani said throwing a pillow at me, fully hitting me, causing me a loud laugh.

-I don't even feel envy. - Dinah said drinking her juice - I have Alfredo.

-Alfredo is not Lauren Jauregui.

-Uuuuhhhh. - Normani and Ally sounded in harmony.

-Lauren is not all that.

-I'm sorry, Jane, but she is all that and much more.

Normani and Ally remained watching us attentively, completely ignoring the movie that passed on the big screen.

-This is certainly better than the movie. - Ally said laughing.

-Idiots! - Dinah and I said together.

-Ok, Lauren really seems to be all that. But since I don't like women, Alfredo will have to be enough.

I smiled and sat down next to the girls on the floor, stealing a bit of popcorn that was on the bucket that Normani held.

-I'm afraid.

The three looked at me.

-Dinah told me what happened, I honestly don't know how that woman could have discovered everything, Mila.

-I don't either, Mani.

-Have you ever seen her in "Imperium"? - Dinah asked Normani who shook her head.

-I haven't been there in two weeks. Vacation. - Normani said with a shrug.

-Do you think Lauren will know? - Allyson asked.

-I think so. I am with a strange feeling, you know?!

-It can be nerves due to Alexa knowing. - the shorter one said stroking my hair.

-I don't know, Ally, everything is too good in my life, and it never lasts too long.

-We can all get together and break that woman's face, what do you think? - Dinah spoke excitedly.

-I'm in!

-Me too!

I smiled widely, the three were like my defense squad, I knew that they would never leave me hanging.  Ally, Dinah and Normani were the best friends that I could have. They knew absolutely everything about my life, start to finish, and not even in the worst moments they left me hanging. In that instant I felt safe to make a decision that would change my whole life, I just didn't know what consequences it could have.

-You really are amazing. - I said melancholically, receiving a triple hug from my girls.

-Everything will be okay, Mila. - Normani spoke depositing a kiss on my head.

-God will help us in this. - Ally smiled.

-And we'll break Alexa if she tells something.

We all smiled, moving onto the couch to finish watching the romance that was playing.

Pov Lauren

"Karla Camila"

"Karla"

"Camila"

Those two little words went from one side to the other in my head like the movement of the pendulum of a clock. Constant and annoying.

Could life be more comical? Camila Cabello in reality was also called Karla. Coincidence? Or not. I confess that knowing that detail had really left me stunned. I didn't let it show to her though, after all I couldn't explain to Miss Cabello why that name meant something to me. What would I say? That Karla was the name of the stripper who I had a colossal desire to possess?

No, no. She would kill me. And I would ruin everything that was really well between us. Things with Camila were more than good, but I felt that something was missing. My life surely still wasn't complete, and I knew exactly the part that was missing.

I closed my eyes lying down on my big and soft bed, thinking about everything that was happening. I massaged my temples delicately pushing away the headache that took over me. Iglesias was right, maybe I needed a time just for me. Away from both brunettes that made me lose my mind.

As if I could forget about them...

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-Do you really have to go? - I heard Camila's sweet voice ask while I organized some paperwork on the desk.

I looked at her who stared at me in a sad way.

-Yes, I really need to, Camz. But don't worry, I'll be back soon.

-It's alright, Lauren, I hope you get better.

I closed the suitcase with the necessary files and approached Camila, and I delicately pulled her to my body. Today she was with her hair braided, letting her small bangs fall over her face. She wore pants and a gray blouse, and beautiful white heels. On the front part a flashy and delicious cleavage that made me jealous.

-I will, but I confess that staying a few days away from you doesn't please me, Miss Cabello.

Camila smiled.

-Then stay. - the brunette said with an angelic face but with a mischievous gaze.

Camila was the best of both worlds. The woman was sweet and gentle, but at the same time she would subtly cast advances just as bold as Karla. I lowered my eyes from her fleshy mouth to the valley of her breasts that were showing due to the buttons that were opened on her blouse.

-Don't ask like this. - I whispered to her who inched closer.

The Latin kissed the crook of my neck slowly, causing a delicious shiver throughout my body, sliding her tongue slowly over my pulse point. I held her tightly by her waist, bringing her body hard to mine. Camila gasped in a moaned way that I felt my panties wet. Damn secretary.

-If you keep asking like this I'm not going, but you also won't leave this office today.

-And what if I don't want to leave? - she asked with her eyes connected with mine.

Hot and fiery brown.

-If you don't want to leave, I'll fuck you on top of this desk until your legs become wobbly.

Camila bit her lip teasingly towards me. The brunette walked away from me, leaning against the wooden desk.

-I kind of think it's a good idea.

I smirked.

I was going to get closer to Camila when Vero walked into the office, completely cutting the sexual aura that was spread in that environment. Camila looked at her blushed.

-Did I interrupt something? - Vero asked suspiciously.

-Of course not, Iglesias, we were just going through the reports.

-Bodily? - the woman asked with a cheeky smile.

-Vero... - Camila scolded her.

-What? Guys, I'm sorry if I interrupted the fuck, if you want I'll leave and you two continue.

-Shut up, Iglesias.

Camila smiled shyly, and I simply diverted my gaze. When someone else walked into my office.

-Good Morning. - Alexa spoke with a beautiful and wide smile.

-Who lets this woman enter the building?! Jesus! - I exclaimed angrily.

-Always a sweetheart, right Lauren? - she said sitting in front of me.

I looked at Camila who had a lost and scared look. I wondered for what reason the woman would be like this.

-Hi, former almost sister in law, to what do I owe the honor of your presence in my friend's office? - Vero spoke in a mock tone, she hated Alexa.

-That's none of your business, Veronica. I want to talk privately with you, Lauren.

-About what?

-About things that I believe that you won't like to share with anyone else.

I stared at Alexa wondering what the new story would be. The woman had an immense easiness for manipulating the weakest minds, which wasn't my case, of course.

-Lauren! - Camila interrupted.

-We need to go, Jauregui! - Vero spoke fast.

-You two will be late. - Camila spoke oddly nervous.

-Miss Cabello is absolutely right, so Alexa, leave now.

Vero walked to Alexa and pulled the woman, forcing her to stand up from where she was sitting.

-I'm not leaving here until I speak with Lauren.

-Honey, you'll not speak with her now. Cooperate. - Veronica said.

-Iglesias, let go of me.

-No, no, I won't. Get out and don't show up here to ruin the day. - Vero said opening the door.

I couldn't understand that situation. Camila's nervousness and Vero's rush. Were they going crazy or was I imagining things?

Pov Veronica Iglesias

I practically dragged Alexa out of the office, she kept grumbling while trying to get out of my hands that pulled her with certain strength, preventing her to go back into the office. I dragged her to the elevator.

-Can you let go of me?! - Alexa shouted angrily.

I pushed the woman into the metal box quickly.

-You better get out of here now.

Alexa laughed sarcastically.

-You know everything, right?

-What are you talking about, Ferrer?

-Don't be sly, Vero, you know about the secretary's little double life. You are also lying to Lauren!

-Did you take your meds today? Nothing explains your psychotic outbreak. - I spoke angrily.

-Don't start with your little jokes, Vero, you know everything and that's why you are kicking me out! What is it, huh? Are you fucking her too?

Camila Cabello in a little time has become a really good friend, and hearing those dirty words coming out of the mouth of the woman in front of me surely awoke a wrath that was stored in me.

-Listen here you little bitch, wash your mouth to speak about anything involving Camila and I, we are just friends. And be very careful with what you are going to say to Lauren, or I'll find a way to deform that snake face that you have.

Alexa backed away, her eyes had an angry glare laden with hate.

-You and Camila will get screwed in my hand. Just wait and see.

-Try to do something and I will kill you. I'm warning you in advance.

I pressed the elevator button, not even giving time for her to say something, and the doors closed taking Alexa along. I walked back to Lauren's office when she was already leaving beside Camila who still had a worried countenance. The woman looked pale and nervous.

I smiled at both showing that the situation was under control, temporarily of course. Shutting up Alexa surely wouldn't be easy, the situation in which Camila found herself was very delicate. I even had some trouble believing when she told me on the first lunch we had together. The brunette was brave enough to confide her deepest secret to the best friend of the woman that she was deceiving. I knew Camila's real intentions, and that's exactly why I decided to help her.

-Well, shall we go? - I asked Lauren.

The woman smiled widely and stared at Camila, pulling her for a calm kiss. They didn't need to do that in front of me, right?

-Enough people, no one will die. - I spoke pulling Lauren, making both of them laugh.

-Take care, Miss Cabello, and call me every night.

Camila smiled and nodded.

-Behave, Jauregui.

-Duly noted, now let's go! And Camila, don't worry, everything will be ok!

The brunette with brown eyes smiled weakly. And so Lauren and I left.

Pov Lauren

-I just don't know anymore, Vero. I'm going crazy. - I spoke placing both hands on my head.

We had arrived a few hours ago at the huge house where Vero used to come before. The flight in the helicopter couldn't have been more peaceful. We arrived and quickly accommodated ourselves in our own bedrooms, to then Veronica call me to drink and to unburden like we did years ago.

-Buddy, that really is complicated. How can you love two people? It's impossible!

Veronica said serving herself of another glass of Whiskey.

-It's not impossible, I know what I feel. I just can't be without one of the two! Vero, Camila is the woman that I always wanted, she is affectionate, sweet and sensual. She takes care of me as if I am her everything.

-And why don't you choose her once and for all?

-Because I love Karla as well. She's so hot, Vero, so exquisite. Sexy.

-You are a pervert, that's what.

The woman said making me laugh. I grabbed the pillow that was on the couch and threw it at her who laughed. In this exact moment we were lying on the couches that were spread on the deck of Vero's house. Above us only the huge black sky covered by almost invisible stars that were covered partially by layers of clouds. It would rain a lot that night.

-Don't speak nonsense. You only say that because you never had an experienced with neither of them.

-Are they good?

I smirked, remembering the nights in which I enjoyed the two beautiful women:

-Let's play a game, okay?

-What game?

-I'm going to continue my show, I'm going to dance for you, but you have to promise not to touch me.

-Are you kidding me, Karla? - my voice tone was firm.

-No, you can accept and let me continue, or I can simply stop and let you go, the choice is yours.

Smart, and a player. Karla knew exactly what I wanted, she knew that it would be almost impossible for me not to touch her, but I would show her that I was strong enough and that I would win her dangerous little game.

-I accept.

Her devilish smile unfolded in my direction. She walked in front of me and looked at me for brief seconds, to then put one of her legs between mine. Karla lowered herself and sat on my semi-naked thigh, I raised my hands to hold her waist but she instantly scolded me.

-Hey, no touching...

I inwardly cussed her and lowered my hands. The brunette started moving again, at the rhythm that the music dictated. She could only want to drive me crazy. Karla practically rubbed herself on me.

-Fuck, you got to be fucking kidding me... - I spoke to the woman who smiled.

She got up and turned her back to me, sitting on my lap again, now between my legs where she started to grind, rubbing her voluminous ass on me.

Fuck, Fuck, Fuck.

I felt my panties soaked wet, I wouldn't hang on for much time, I needed to touch her. Feel her.

Oh God!

She rocked faster, rubbing harder, I squeezed my fingers on the chair where I was sitting. Yearning to tame her right there, over that table. Ugh! Damn her, at least a spank I would love to give on the soft skin of her voluminous ass.

-You are going to pay for this, Karla. - I murmured in her ear and she smiled.

I shook my head, pushing away those memories, letting the other woman take over my thoughts:

I brought my hands to the sash that tied the robe, and without taking my eyes off Camila's, I let it fall at our feet. Camila looked deep into my eyes in such an intense way that I could feel weak. I didn't know if this was right, I would just do what I really wanted tonight.

-If you don't want, I'll stop. - I said, leaning in to inhale slowly the skin of her neck.

She had such a nice scent, a sweet mixture with the freshness of who had just gotten out of the shower. I kissed her neck and placed my hands on her waist, squeezing it hard and pulling her body against mine.

-Do you want this, Camila? - I whispered to her who closed her eyes when she felt my lips in her skin - Be mine tonight. Tell me, do you want this?

-Yes... I do. - Camila whispered almost in a moan.

I traveled up the line of her spine with one of my hands, until I arrived at her neck, where delicately I laced my fingers in her dark locks pulling her face towards mine. I pinned Camila's naked body against the cold wall, making the woman gasp when she felt my body pressed against hers.

-I know you do, you don't need to say anything else. Just feel. - I whispered slowly and sensually in her ear.

[...]

I let go of one of her thighs, and trailed up my hands over her stomach until reaching one of her breasts, which I squeezed slowly, pinching one of her nipples between my fingers. The woman moaned instantly with so much desire that I felt weak. I could cum just by hearing her so suffered and at the same time pleasurable moans. Jesus, that was my end.

-I ne... ed more... please! - the brunette cried out in agony. Her hands time or another squeezed the skin of my shoulders.

With the tip of my fingers I separated her wet folds and licked slowly one, two, three times, and then massaged her clit leisurely. Camila's hands rested on the white sheets, her chest rose and fell in a short and heavy breathing.

-Tell me, do you want more? - I whispered to her.

Camila nodded quickly, without saying absolutely anything.

-Speak! Tell me what you want.

The brunette stared at me, her eyes were dark and hot. For a few moments she reminded me of Karla. But I wouldn't think about her now, it was Camila over there.

-Tell me! - I let out a small puff of air on her throbbing center.

-Oh God, fuck me, Lauren! Please...

I opened my eyes letting those images fade away involuntarily from my thought.

-They are more than good, they are perfect.

-If you stay talking like that, I will want both of them for me.

I laughed.

-You would be the happiest woman in the world. In regards of sex, I don't have absolutely anything to complain about.

-Camila is that good in bed?

-She's relentless, Iglesias. And so is Karla.

-So that is why you are like this, crazy.

-They are the heaven and the hell of my life, Vero.

-You are screwed.

I smiled taking another sip of my drink, almost not feeling anymore effect. I was totally lost, I didn't want to choose, I didn't want only one. I wanted both of them for me, and I would have them.

I got up from the couch, drinking what was left of the Whiskey in my glass. Vero looked at me suspiciously, without understanding absolutely anything. I put on my black coat, adjusting it in my body.

-What do you think you are doing, Jauregui?

-I'm going to see Karla.

Iglesias widened her eyes.

-Are you sure of your choice?

-This is not my choice.

-Then what the hell are you going to do in that club? - the woman asked nervously.

-I want her tonight, I need her.

-Lauren, think. You have Camila, don't you want her?

-I do, but I want Karla too!

-Are you gonna stay with both? Camila doesn't deserve it.

I knew that Vero was right, but I couldn't do anything, not now. My body was screaming for the stripper's. I just couldn't go against the carnal desire that consumed every cell of my body.

-Vero, this will be our secret.

-Lauren, don't.

I smiled and left, leaving Vero alone.

The helicopter was still on the huge lawn of the garden. As soon as the pilot saw me, he approached to open the door.

-Go back to Miami. - I ordered.

The man just nodded, preparing everything to take me back to my perdition.

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In a few hours my helicopter was landing on Jauregui's Industry. In Miami fell a weak drizzle, making me stroke my own arms for warmth.

-Do you want me to take you home, ma'am? - Alfred asked politely.

-Go home, Alfred. I'm driving tonight.

-Are you sure, ma'am?

-Absolutely.

The man nodded patiently and handed me the car keys. I went down in the main elevator to the garage where I found my car. And before long, I was parked in front of the huge club. I closed my eyes and leaned my head on the steering wheel, wondering if this was the right thing to do, and the answer was pretty clear.

No, it wasn't.

I thought about Camila and in how hurt she would be. But I just couldn't, I wasn't able.

I got out of the car and walked under the thin drizzle to the entrance, the man in the black suit just nodded and let me through. The club was crowded, the atmosphere inside the place was totally different, too hot.

I walked slowly still analyzing the idea of leaving that place and going to Camila's arms, but something made me move forward.

-A Whiskey, please. - I asked to a blonde woman that nodded with a smile.

It didn't take long for the woman to quickly hand me the glass with the drink. I took the first sip, and walked to one of the nearby tables of the stage where she would dance, but I wouldn't show myself there. This time I wouldn't be the first in line, I would watch everything in an occult way, where the woman couldn't see me. And it was then that the lights went out.

-Ladies and gentlemen, welcome to the empire of Karla Estrabao.

A male and raspy voice spoke, and I sat down, drinking a little more of the drink when the huge spotlight lit up on the stripper.

Fuck.

*(Play song)*

With the slow beats of the music, the woman walked slowly and graciously to the pole, circling it slowly, facing the audience with her arrogant and purely sexual pose. Karla that night was with a flight attendant outfit, a skirt so short that we could see the color of her lingerie, that by the way, was black. A blouse that had an extremely flashy and desirable cleavage, and on her feet red high heels. Her hair was loose and more wavy, which left her more wild. And of course, on her face was her inseparable black mask. The woman circled the pole one more time until staying with her back to us, and quickly lowering herself to the floor and coming back up slowly. Karla smiled sarcastically, biting her lip in a sign of pure teasing. I swallowed hard, watching her so bold moves that left me at the edge of the cliff.

The woman with strength suspended herself on the pole, lifting her body in such a fast and skillful way that I knew that only she could do. The spectators cheered with every move that the nymphet knew how to do, and I was one of them. Karla came down from the pole, wiggling slowly, moving her body while it rubbed nonstop on the pole.

Her hands slid over her body, up and down with a desire that I kept in me, slowly unbuttoning the blouse while wiggling sensually for whom watched her. The men in the front row touched her body, causing me a rage that I couldn't feel. Karla fully took off her blouse throwing it to the blond that stared at her, leaving only the view of her breasts tightened by a black lace bra.

-Fuck me tonight, Karla!

-You are so hot!

-I will teach you a lesson, come down here.

I repressed the fury that took over my body and continued watching her. Karla smiled devilishly, running her hands through her silky hair while the crowd bathed her with money. That was her power, Karla with a simple dance dried the pockets of the most important businessmen in the area. She took us to her pleasurable world with just one touch. God. That woman was hell.

The stripper turned on her back and then took off the tiny skirt that covered her body, showing the small panties that barely covered her sex. For a split second I thought about Camila, something in them was familiar. The eyes, the body, everything? I closed my eyes and shook my head. Would it be crazy to see something familiar between them? I couldn't help it, sometimes inwardly I could even imagine that the two would be only one. Nothing explains the power that both have over me.

Karla looked in my direction, but I was sure that she couldn't see me. She wiggled in perfect sync with the sensual music that played for her to seduce us, sliding her hands over her breasts, stomach to pass slowly over her sex. I felt hot, on fire. Karla was simply maddening.

But the images of Camila at every instant made themselves more present in my head:

Camila grabbed the small flower, putting it behind her ear, near her brown hair. I stared at her every move, in an admired way. That moment could be the most cliché, but it was good. Soon after fixing the flower behind her ear, that left her even more beautiful that morning, the brunette casted me a smile, that typical smile with the tongue between the teeth, making her nose wrinkle slightly.

-You leave my weak for being so beautiful. God.

-I do? - she arched an eyebrow.

-Very.

Camila smiled mischievously. Moving carefully to sit on my lap. God, she was completely naked.

-If you stay like this for long, it's not the breakfast that I'll eat.

Camila slid her tongue over her lips and smiled.

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Camila had a mysterious and intense gaze. Her brown eyes so hot and familiar hid secrets that one day I would unravel. She, teasingly, bit her bottom lip, and I analyzed her every move. I inched my face closer to hers, holding our gaze for a few seconds while one of my hands put some strands of her hair, that insisted on falling near her face, behind her ear.

-You are so beautiful, Cabello.

I stared straight into her eyes, which stared back at me in the same way. I felt happy, I felt my heart beating frantically, I felt my breathing change slowly. A mixture of unknown feelings took over me.  Can you understand? I saw in that woman my future by her side, through her brown iris I saw her at my side. Fuck, I was lost. I loved her.

-Camila...

-Yes? - the woman asked hopefully, as if she knew what I wanted to say.

I took a deep breath, feeling my heart skip a beat. Was now the right time? I closed my eyes, and opened them again in front of hers.

-I love you.

I shook my head and stood up, I couldn't stay there, I shouldn't. I left the glass aside and walked towards the club's exit. The cold wind practically forced  me to wear a coat, the thin drizzle still fell outside. I leaned against the wall outside, buying from the huge security one of his packs of cigarettes, I needed it. I needed to extravasate the tension that took over me.

I lit the cigarette, deeply pulling the smoke into my mouth, feeling the nicotine relax my tense muscles. I was going crazy, I could no longer stay close to Karla without feeling the guilt for being betraying Camila. And when I was with Camila, I missed Karla. Could it get any worse?

I let out the smoke that disappeared through the cold air. I think that I stood there about almost an hour, wondering whether I should go back in there and make the body of that woman mine again. But then I made the decision of simply leaving. I entered my car staying a few more minutes there, some people left and others walked into the club. I just started my car, leaving that place that was no longer mine.

I turned on the car stereo and drove slowly through the streets. In that moment I just wanted to be alone, organize my ideas and my decisions that surely wouldn't be easy. I moved my neck from one side to the other trying to relax, when I saw a familiar silhouette walking ahead. I squinted my eyes trying to see better but the person that looked familiar was covered by a big coat, the hood covered her hair, but I couldn't be mistaken with whom I imagined to be. On her feet the red high heels, and the body despite being covered, highlighted itself very well with the coat.

It was Karla.

Would it be destiny? I thought smiling. I didn't get close, I continued to look at the woman from afar, she walked quickly due to the weak rain that fell. Where was the woman going? The car moved slowly and at a good distance so that the stripper didn't realize that she was being watched. With the rain came a weak wind, making the hood of the brunette fall back, just giving me full certainty of who was there, Karla's wavy hair proved that it was indeed her there. Her hair started to get wet by the drops of water that fell on it, maybe it was time for me to help her with a lift, right?

I decided to approach with the car when the woman crossed the street, going towards the huge building on the other side. I quickly stopped.

Wait...

I knew that street, and I knew that building even more.

For a split second my heart raced, I could hear its beating in my ears. A weird feeling took over my body, an intense cold inside me. That building was Camila's. I parked the car staring at the woman who approached the gate, taking out the small keys from her pocket, and with difficulty she managed to open it. The brunette walked in, closing the gate, but before that I could see her face, and now it no longer had the mask that hid it.

I couldn't believe it.

It was her...

Karla Estrabao was none other than Camila Cabello.

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Note: SDFGHJKLÇXCVBNMCFVBNM Tomorrow i'll be posting the chapter a little later and not at this time bc it's longer than normal........... ;)