Summary of the story about me Overthinking about something then my mother broke it all down. And I got a little angry and regretted asking my mother and then she broke everything, and I stopped asking people close to me and I became an introvert again.

After falling into psychological darkness, I went to the pen and made holes in my notebook.
I didn't expect that I stabbed the notebook so hard. At first I thought it was light, but I actually pierced the notebook. So it was a breach. After psychological obsession, my handwriting was deformed