Sorry not sorry for the last chapter 😈 But it will get better in this chapter...... or worse

MUAHAHA!! Feel my wrath!

Alex is breathing hard, still clutching the trigger. He slowly lowers the gun and turns to see you kneeling next to John. Blood covers the floor. His hand flies over his mouth, and tears start running down his face.

"No, please don't die." You whisper, tears flood your eyes. 

You feel a hand on your arm, you look down to see John. His eyes are open, and he looks up at you.

"I-I'm sorry." He says quietly. You hug him very carefully. Even through the pain, he's still worried about you. "No, don't be sorry, it was my fault. I should've just let my mother hang me." You say, the tears in your eyes now are running down your cheeks. John cups your cheek with a gentle hand. (My siblings are listening to Aaron Burr, Sir, and when I wrote gentle, John Laurens came on, screaming his line 😂) 

"If you were hanged, I don't know what I would do. I don't know what I would do without you." He says. You think back to when your mother came in; how you told him to let your mother take you, and how he said no and that he loved you.

He loves you. You realize you hadn't answered him, you were just focusing on trying to get no one getting hurt. 

"John," You say. "I love you." You say, looking into his hazel eyes, which were slowly turning into a foggy gray. "I love you too." He says back. 

And just like that he closed his eyes, and tried to focus on staying alive.

Okay, that's it for now. I'm sorry peeps, I warned you it would be sad. Don't worry, this far from the real ending of the book. It's gonna get a whole lot crazier.

Also a shout out to TalkinLessSmilinMore and Liv_TheUnicorn. For being awesome and hilarious.