So we sitting there dating already. He winds up asking if he can come over and hang out so I said yeah. First of all he came over went into my room and we sat on my bed for four hours not talking, not looking at each other, not even initiating that either of us were there! So suddenly he touches my thigh with his pinky so I look at him and we start making out which was sooooo bad, like that was technically my first kiss and I kept stopping and laughing cause we like, hardly know each other you know? He's like hoping on my dick at this point, like slow tf down we ain't dying man! Not to mention that I have a cockatoo who is very protective of me and this fucker made me lock her up cause he was scared of her (This winds up becoming a very big problem later on) He leaves and then comes over the next day and I give him some, GET READY FUCKERS THIS SOME HIGH UP SHIT PREPARE YOURSELVES! I give him a fucking bj. It was the most awkward thing in the fucking world he just laid there and didn't move or make any noise and he took like thirty minutes to finally jizz himself. After that he leaves. 

Christmas break ends and we all back in school, everybody shocked that were dating. We still don't talk to each other it was fucking weird. few weeks go by and we finally start holding each others hands and walking one another to class but guess what? We still ain't talking! You know something else? Every time he comes over he gets a boner and I blow him, one time he was making out with me like the third time, no, not even! The second time he comes over we makin out and he literally forces me to jack him off like he grabbed my hand and put it on his junk and I was actually scared. Now suddenly it's like one month in. ONE WHOLE MONTH! When we finally start talking, our moods changed and we began talking to one another a lot he was at my house everyday and most of the days I sucked him off and I really hated it but I really liked him. (I am very stupid)

Then two months in I brought us promise rings cause we had been talking about getting some cause we really liked each other (I'm stupid and kept ignoring all the flags being stabbed into my eyes) But then after we put them on his friend who is a boy wanted us to come over and hang out, we did, and there was another dude there and I actually had a lot of fun. But then, something happened that really sent the alarms off. Bitch boy had to go home so I asked friend dude if I could stay and hang out some more cause I was having lots of fun, he looked at me and goes "Ask your bf." I was like, excuse me? It's not his choice if I stay here or not what the hell? I look over and ask and Bitch goes, no. So we left the house and we were walking back to my place. I was fucking pissed, like he can't control that?! He turns around and goes, "Well my ex used to hang out with other boys so I don't like it." And that should have been my final warning. But I'm an idiot.